Yungblud - Kylow

I can't sleep, at this time I got Jesus on my mind And everybody seems to like him I can't think, I can't lie I feel anxious all the time If I smiled, I would be lying Only those who are asleep Don't make mistakes, get no critique Since everybody's worried 'bout things that we are thinking And when the remedy's the enemy Hide self-deprecation up your sleeve And self-serving friends who leave when you are sinking Come hold my hand, hold it tight We're in a weird time of life Don't wreck your brain It'll be alright We're in a weird time of life I want luck, I want love Sharing earphones on the bus And wake up next to you in Glasgow Some days I'll laugh, one day I'll cry See my mum and father die But the sun will shine tomorrow Only those who are awake Will make mistakes and learn to face Everybody worried 'bout things that we are thinking And enemies, the remedies Take the self-deprecation up your sleeve And say, "Fuck the friends who leave when you are sinking" Come hold my hand, hold it tight We're in a weird time of life Don't wreck your brain It'll be alright We're in a weird time of life Weird time of life Weird time of life

I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead You lock me out, you lock me in You smoke my soul and I can't win It's over now, before it begins Just suck this salt to cleanse your sins If I can't speak about the things That make me sad, then I am weak But I'm not strong either I'm just a kid with a cold, pretendin' it's a fever I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be, pretty braindead The mystery is not that hard When you can read between the bars Tongue trips over your fickle cheek With the lies you tell and the shit you speak I think you should clean your teeth With guilty truths and liar's bleach Adjusting the lighting So I can't see the scars on your face fuckin' hiding They find it hard to love ya, no matter what they say They're tryna get above ya, while laughing in your face They find it hard to love ya, no matter what they say They're tryna get above ya, while laughing in your face I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead I just wanna be pretty braindead

I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain Every time I fall asleep, I know I'll wake up alone, I'll wake up alone Dreams of you wrap around my throat I think I'm gonna choke, I think I'm gonna choke Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' through the dark Watch me run a little more 'Cause when I said forever, I meant forever, now I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I never wanted to cry, I always thought I would make it right But now I'm stuck inside this shame instead "Pontificatin' hypocrite" is what you said When my heart breaks just a little bit, I wanna drop dead I didn't wanna concede or call my fantasies make-believe Holdin' tightly to the task at hand When I really should be focusin' to learn and understand But I bury all the tragedy with sand Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' to my car I can't fucking cry in front of her When I said forever, I meant forever, now I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain (stuck in my brain) I wish I could just let go Of all the memories I know Of all the memories I know But they're still stuck in my brain