you were good to me (shallou remix) - Jeremy Zucker

My head is poundin' Too much red wine I wish I didn't love it like I do It gets to me every time I wake up craving This cigarette Yeah I know they're no good for me But I can't put 'em down just yet I've never been held the way you held me I've never been hurt the way you hurt me I could handle this pain, forget your name If you hadn't loved me like you had Why'd you have to be as good as you were bad I wanna hate you I'm mad as hell Oh, but a part of me still loves you And hopes and prays to God you're doin' well I've never been held the way you held me And I've never been hurt the way you hurt me I could handle this pain, forget your name If you hadn't loved me like you had Why'd you have to be as good as you were bad They say you remember the past Better than it really was But there was a time when it really was So good I could handle this pain, forget your name If you hadn't loved me like you had Why'd you have to be as good as you were bad

All the guys gas me up on the swim team All her friends, they don't know that I'm 16 I'm pretty psyched she's over every night I'm sorry if it ever pissed you off Well, she doesn't mind Driving home from campus for a younger guy I'm lying to my parents Said, "I'm out with my friends sleeping over again" But really it's just her and I alone Well she's 18, and she does what she likes Making out with strangers when she's bored with her life And she takes me to a whole 'nother high I wonder when she'll stop coming home I hope she doesn't leave me here alone She's out of class for the week on vacation I'm tryna take anatomy in her basement I'm stuck in math, she's drawing up a bath And sending videos to my phone And I kinda like Staying up 'til morning under candlelight And swimming with you naked So I blow off my friends just to see you again I wonder if your brother's catchin' on Well, she's 18, and she does what she likes Making out with strangers when she's bored with her life And she takes me to a whole 'nother high I wonder when she'll stop coming home She's 18, and she does what she likes Making out with strangers when she's bored with her life And she takes me to a whole 'nother high I wonder when she'll stop comin' home I hope she doesn't leave me here alone She is 18 She is 18 Ah-ah-ah-ah

What do I gotta do to make you all mine? And what do I gotta say to make it all smiles? You got other things to do than waste my time 'Cause I've been so selfish And I just can't help it, yeah Girl, just slow down There ain't nobody faster in this whole town But I just got caught up in all this phony Bullshit about how I should be lowkey When you won't even speak to me So what do I gotta do to make you all mine? And what do I gotta say to make it all smiles? You got other things to do than waste my time 'Cause I've been so selfish And I just can't help it, yeah I've been so selfish (All I want to know) I've been so selfish (I don't want to go) I've been so selfish (All I want to know) And I just can't (Really I don't find you) I just can't And I never thought that you stabbed my back But I should've known when you dance like that 'Cause even my friends could have told me twice And I should've followed my own advice I should've let you go eons ago To watch the world spin on my own But, isn't that selfish? This heart, this soul Unwilling to let go I swear, I care Just not when you're not here I know I don't have any self-control To let go and it feels so good Just like you said you would So what do I gotta do to make you all mine? And what do I gotta say to make it all smiles? You got other things to do than waste my time 'Cause I've been so selfish And I just can't help it I've been so selfish (All I want to know) I've been so selfish (I don't want to go) I've been so selfish (All I want to know) And I just can't (Really I don't find you)

You always keep one in your purse Just in case you get the urge So if you start to feel worse A couple hours I'm on a plane Feeling insane Probably traumatized, -ized So, you say, "Babe, what's with the face?" Maybe I'm drunk, maybe I'm wasted And you know I can't handle this Maybe I'm just a masochist Alright, fuck up my life Lie to my face, kiss me goodnight I swear you know I can't handle this Maybe you should call your therapist I do my best to stay away 'Cause I can't save you every day I'm waiting for the hurricane You're spinning out and I'm in the eye Dying inside Honestly terrified Yeah So, you say, "Babe, what's with the face?" Maybe I'm drunk, maybe I'm wasted And you know I can't handle this Maybe I'm just a masochist Alright, fuck up my life Lie to my face, kiss me goodnight I swear you know I can't handle this Maybe you should call your therapist You know I can't handle this Maybe you should call your therapist