You Sent Flowers But I Wish I Didn't Receive Them (Black Barbies x Black Beatles) [sped up] - skyemane

By the time your hearing this Your probably thinking you heard everything But this This is everything I love you more than you could ever know It seeps into my melodies rhythms and my flows I know they'll all tell me just to let it go For the flowers that I never sent All the love I said I'd give But instead was neglect I always thought I'd treat you right But messed up in the end And this ain't no excuse I'm speaking wid all of my chest I hope that rico's looking for me While I'm on my own He fuck with me tho I'm tainted Got the purest soul Had no intention Of breaking you bit by bit While the pressure starts to build And the walls are way too thin Shattered glass I pick the pieces that I lost But it don't matter If it's only for a backwards path I ain't involved in any spirals The only loop is wild night Shit I should of got you that on vinyl So many petty laughs But they ain't deeping That I'm speaking for a reason Just to show you I deserve a chance But they would rather laugh I guess it's hoodie szn So don't blame me if I fade When I embrace the dark One That's it This EP shows you that I'm different When you left me I was still a kid Adolescence Blessed me with it's presence Told me it was waiting for the day I was looking within So I'm grateful Cause now I balance my unstable Mind I think logically Possibly to make me able Writing every word To be heard Certain phrases on repeat That's how it feels When you put yourself Inside a curse I'm sending you the flowers that I never sent I hope their worth all the memories disregarded from your brain And every single hour at work that I spent You get the message And the fact is That a nigga not same As any of the jokers that you had in the past I'm a constant you can't tell me I was only temporarily having your heart Make this the very end or start I coming back outside the dark Let me take you them coffee dates We got the cafe just up the road It's been a minute since we stepped They told me that they're sad When they don't see our face Your favourite little place When you needed space In my head I really thought that it was the done And my only way to numb the pain Was put myself inside the state Then I'm shaking in your arms Heart beating fast Mind in a trance Now I say I'm coping Cause I finally started thinking twice Fuck them therapists My therapy is music in my life Let my heart cry And the demons just absorb the pain I ain't tripping not today I made a mistake It's my flaw So I started pushing you away And when your gone I can't even try describe the pain That's why I gotta write this project Even just to say (Even just to say) I sent you some flowers And their the ones I was meant to send Call me stupid but I thought they'd hold some sentiment Still my favourite So I'll face it If it is the end But I would try a million times In this life just to show you that I'm found again Caru ti my little flower May you rest your head My love overrides the pain that I caused to you It extends and proves that I'm adoring you Just the honest truth And thats everything Thats all I got to give I love you more than you could ever know I know I'm stupid Cause I love you so much I can't even let it go

I been watchin' this opp on a drone Pull up cockin' it, aim at his dome Bust at right, I could never be wrong I'ma fight for the love that we on When we fuckin', I never be 'lone And I never go the same way home When I slide, gotta switch up the route Can't let 'em follow the snipe to the house I wish I could stop thuggin' for real Leave the streets without me bein' killed For so long, I been goin' on drills Drinkin' that lean, pour it straight out the seal I don't care, it's wherever we see him Pussy boy better hide in the crib I don't care if he out with his kid 'Cause he ain't 'posed to be outside, period I wish I could stop blowin' my banger I wish I could catch hold of my anger With the gang and we high, live dangerous Screamin', "Let's get it" and twistin' our fingers Screamin', "Let's get it" and everybody with it They know who get it lit in the building They know we get it lit in the city Pussy boy cappin', get hit in his fitted Can't nobody say shit about Syk That my brother, he wrong or he right And 'bout Mac, I don't wanna hear nothin' Even though he so goddamn ugly Call Riko, I know that he comin' That my Dirty Jay, Dirty my cousin Play with me, Lil Ceejay gon' go diamond Lil' Robert wan' chill and just get to that money Poppin' Percs, I take three to the head I can't focus, I keep seein' red Have emotion I'm tryna suppress Get in motion, I'm tryna suppress, yeah That nigga switched out on everybody When I get him, I did that for the 'jects, yeah Zmac and Riko my stepbrothers All of us brothers and all us gon' step Get it done and we go have some fun 'Til somebody else say they want somethin' I'm a gangsta, got pardoned by Trump But I'm still out here bustin' my gun Even Poof say he seen a lil' bitch On my soul, I believe in Lil Crix And I hate I had fell out with Wiz You did what you did, so I did what I did I don't lie, but I steal and I kill I wish I could stop poppin' these pills Hit his head and it drop on the wheel Fresh out of juvie I got me a deal Told my son I won't let no one kill me 'Cause I promised to take him to Disney It's a must I keep clutchin' this semi Show in the O, but my room in Kissimmee I know everybody tell her I'm silly But I hope that she see the best in me Think she feelin' the kid like I'm Gillie Think she feelin' the kid, like I'm yeah I'ma snipe, anybody get touched If it's pressure, I'm stretchin' you out Last night we was vibin' so tough She fuckin' with me and I'm fuckin' with her I wish we could run off somewhere nice On an island, you wake up my wife Hopefully, I can stop livin' shiesty Like we back from the dead, let's go start a new life I wish I could stop thuggin' for real Leave the streets without me being killed For so long, I been goin' on drills Drinkin' that lean, pour it straight out the seal I wish I could stop blowin' my banger I wish I could catch hold of my anger With the gang and we high, live dangerous Screaming "Let's get it" and twistin' our fingers Screaming "Let's get it" and everybody with it They know who get it lit in the building They know we get it lit in the city Pussy boy cappin', get hit in his fitted

冷蔵庫の中には 食べ損ねたラブレター ひとつずつ ひとつずつ 白くなる 赤い小さな箱には 渡しそびれたリング もう4月 もうひとつ 息を吐く これが夢だったら 何度も繰り返して君を 何度も分かったふりをして 傷つけない方法を見つけたい あと何回同じ冬を通り過ぎて 錆びたままの部屋で 君を待つのは寒すぎる 心ももたないよ ああ 初めてのあの日に戻ったなら 明かりの無い街も 愛して 愛を知って 会いに行くのに 0時過ぎた頃には 望みなく眠るんだ 数えてる ひとつずつ 記憶を断つ これは夢でした 頭抱えすぎた僕だから 何度も踏み込んで 転んで 傷つき 日を跨ぎ 朝になる あと何回同じ服に袖通して ヨレたままの裾も 君が隣に居てくれたら 寒さもしのげそう ああ 始まりは終わりを告げていたの？ 冷えた手のひらがもう 忘れないで 覚えていて 震えているぞ あんなに近くにいたのに そんなに変わってないのに やっぱり寒さには弱い もっかい 君に触れたい ああ あと何回同じ冬を通り過ぎて 錆びたままの部屋で 君を待つのは寒すぎる 心ももたないよ ああ 初めてのあの日に戻ったなら 明かりの無い街も 愛して 愛を知って 会いに行くのに 会いに行くのに 会いに行くのに

Try to find a way to talk about it I'm also in the mind to just let it go How to reach out my mind if I can't think straight With the goodness so gone I feel to isolate You called me baby, I called you one too Until you spoke to me with another voice You sent in spiders to fight for you I was so disappointed I didn't know what to do I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you Wasting so many hours away So many ways to waste a day In this same city I hope you're not Cuz the town has shrunk to the size of my thoughts It was so mystifying to see you so changed I felt some certainty that you must have died Because how could I live if you're still alive? I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you