You're Odd and I Can't Even - Micah Marcos

Alright so If the world blows up Would we still hang out? Would you hit me up? You see, I think too much 'Til I think I ruin everything I touch, yeah And if we all just died Would we still hang out in the afterlife? Eating takeout all night Would you still let me be your right-hand guy? My friends don't really understand me My family, they don't like me well Yeah, I'm fighting hard and losing Learning through the bruising Maybe it's a good thing I can't even tell I'm hanging by a shoestring Riding all the mood swings Maybe it's a good thing I can't even tell, yeah I while away these days Nothing to look forward to but still I wait Scenario: worst case I don't make peace with my weirdo brain And with all the right words and in the right way Who knows what I could achieve or obtain Come take a ride around in my brain 'Cause I know that you get it My friends don't really understand me My family, they don't like me well, yeah Yeah, I'm fighting hard and losing Learning through the bruising Maybe it's a good thing I can't even tell I'm hanging by a shoestring Riding all the mood swings Maybe it's a good thing I can't even tell (anymore) Yeah It's too good to be true, so it's probably true I'm feeling good today Would suck if something came along and changed that, hey So yet come what may I'll be right here ready to join the fray It's like you always say You gotta learn to see yourself from outside, babe So what would you change? 'Cause I'm just tryna love my cage And I'm fighting hard and losing Learning through the bruising Maybe it's a good thing I can't even tell I'm hanging by a shoestring Riding all the mood swings Maybe it's a good thing I can't even tell anymore Fighting hard and losing Do what makes you nervous Tryna make you smile I've got no self-awareness Been like this a while