You're Not Gonna Like This - Junkie XL

These walls are breaking down Reality has hit the ground I finally see the words of nature I wish you need leave now I never needed any help I don't believe that this is a sickness Dementias won I won't let it beat me Dementias won The world doesn't need me Dementias lost I won't let it beat me Dementias lost I will rise above this Your not gonna win Cuz I will bring you down (I won't let you bring me down) And I have held myself to make a change (No pills to control my mind) And I will not burn who I am I'm not the shell of a man And I am me once again I'm not the shell of a man! I am me once again I'm not the shell of a man I am me once again I now remember who I am I'm not the shell of a broken man I'm alright I am fine

You told me everything I wanted to hear Folded your clothes, text me laughing in tears Kissed me at midnight every new year Now I'm up all night on my own You got me hooked on all the words that you said Perched on a carousel round in my head Until you got her, I couldn't care less But now I wish she was dead It doesn't seem quite fair to me Is it too much to ask for you to be sad without me? Every day, every night That I'm not by your side It's just a bad dream I know I said that I wanted you to be happy But damn, I didn't think that you'd find it so easy I want us to be, you minus me But not like this, not like this It's you and her, and I'm in between, and it kills me Oh, why the hell does it only work in the movies I want us to be, you minus me But not like this not like this Does she know you really like it when girls order a beer? Know that dying young is one of your fears Does she know you like it when it gets weird Does she know I wish she would just disappear It doesn't seem quite fair to me Is it too much to ask for you to be sad without me? Every day, every night That I'm not by your side It's just a bad dream I know I said that I wanted you to be happy But damn, I didn't think that you'd find it so easy I want us to be, you minus me But not like this not like this It's you and her, and I'm in between, and it kills me Oh, why the hell does it only work in the movies I want us to be, you minus me But not like this, not like this All this jealousy, jealousy Haunting me, haunting me I'd rather you, rather be by yourself I want us to wanna be Only you minus me Not like this, not like this I know I wanted you to be happy But damn, you found it so easy I want us to be, you minus me But not like this All this jealousy, jealousy Haunting me, haunting me I'd rather you rather be by yourself I want us to wanna be Only you minus me Not like this, not like this

Not like this without a single tear We can't just walk away as if It never happened Our kind of love has never Talked in whispers So if it's time to go, Let's do it right and go out loud But not like this without A backward glance Did all our feeling die The moment love was over Well, not in me 'cause I still feel you in my soul So I will leave you Tenderly or bitterly But not like this

I'm so glad that you're here I'm so glad you crawl this road It's so sweet how you care I bet you pray for your shot Oh No! Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up You're gonna listen to what I say next time Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut your fucking lifeless life at once! You're kind that you feel Through your race I can be saved You embrace my decay Maybe that I once signed my name No! Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up You're gonna listen to what I say next time Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut your fucking lifeless life at once Shut! Shut! Shut! Shut, shut the fuck up! Shut! Shut! Shut! Shut, shut the fuck up! Shut! Shut! Shut! Shut, shut the fuck up! You're gonna listen this life is mine! NO! Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut uṗ, shut up You're gonna listen to what I say next time Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut your fucking lifeless life at once

Play with me, I'm your new toy Wind me up, I'll make a noise Push the button on my head Now I'll come with you to bed Play with me, I'm your new toy Wind me up, I'll make a noise

It's the conformist Takin' the firm fist Of the idealist Taken the shitlist. And now, the purist stays the purist Till the shit hits the fan of the culprits And then the lawyer Will destroy a Motivation to become the purist And the terrorist Is really fed up with. Nothing strategic To beseige with And supremacists Touch the surface With their racist hatred. That glues eyelids. Those with politics All polite on tricks Cripple the masses on the road to riches. Underachievers United, Why fight it, Can't hide it.