You'd Really Hate Me Know - Tyler Joe Miller & Matt Lang

I really want you to hate me I really want you to find That I am bitter and angry That I'm no mother of a child I really want you to hate me I really want you to find That I'm the ugliest girl And I will never be a bride There's no love for the wicked There's no love to survive There's no love, can you listen? There's no love and I'm feeling high I wanna die I really want you to hate me I really want you to find That I am far from a lady That I'm an animal inside I really want you to hate me I really want you to find That I'm a pitiful girl That I'm the phoniest alive There's no love for the wicked There's no love to survive There's no love, can you listen? There's no love and I'm feeling high I wanna die I'm feeling high I wanna die (There's no love for the wicked) I'm feeling high (there's no love to survive) I wanna die (there's no love, can you listen? There's no love here, there's no love here) I'm feeling high (there's no love and, no, no, no) I wanna die (no love for, no, no, no) I'm feeling high (no love for the wicked, no love for) I wanna die (there's no love, no love, no, no, no) I'm feeling high I wanna...

The girl who always says yes Wants to scream no Takes over everyone's stress, uh Ignores her own The life and soul of the party But loves to stay home She say's she's not broken-hearted But cries on her own Playing pretend I shouldn't hide it It isn't right Being a liar I'm crossing the line Dancing with fire, When I'm not fine Should I deny it? 'Cause I'm going crazy when I'm not okay, I keep praying that the cracks don't show my pain, uh 'Cause even when I'm falling, I say my life is like a dream, uh But I'm fighting through a nightmare, 'Cause I'm not really being me, (Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) uh So you don't really know me (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) The girl who starts all the jokes Just make her laugh, Preaches the do's and the don'ts But loves to be bad, Smiles when they guess who she's loving What they say makes her mad She says "I'm fine, I need nothing" But she hopes for your hand Playing pretend I shouldn't hide it It isn't right Being a liar I'm crossing the line Dancing with fire, When I'm not fine Should I deny it? 'Cause I'm going crazy when I'm not okay, I keep praying that the cracks don't show my pain, 'Cause even when I'm falling, I say my life is like a dream, But I'm fighting through a nightmare, 'Cause I'm not really being me, (Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) uh So you don't really know me (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) So, you don't really know me (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) oh no How can you know me? You don't really know me, You don't really know me 'Cause I'm going crazy when I'm not okay, I keep praying that the cracks don't show my pain, 'Cause even when I'm falling, I say my life is like a dream, But I'm fighting through a nightmare, 'Cause I'm not really being me (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) And you don't really know me, (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) ohh I'm not really being me (not really being Me) (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) uh Not, not, I'm not really being me Not, not, I'm not really being me (Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) Oh (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) You don't really know me