I was so high last night, heard you talking but couldn't reply Something caught my eye Pulled me closer to the other side Is this what you wanted to crash and to burn and to learn it the hard way? Congrats, yeah you earned it Wish I could get it right, nothing works no matter what I try Sometimes the last thing I need is some sunlight But recently im seeing this side of 5 a.m. Way too many nights You can't blame me I'm not fine pretending that everything's alright 'Cause this time just might be the last time That I'll ever hear you say good night You can't blame me Now I'm nothing but a voice inside your head Replaying all the memories we never had You can't take back all the words you never said Not everything made of gold is meant to last Is this what you wanted to crash and burn and to learn it the hard way? Congrats, yeah you earned it Now I'm nothing but a ghost inside this bed An empty room that's filled with nothing but regret Sometimes the last thing I need is some sunlight But recently im seeing this side of 5 a.m. Way too many nights You can't blame me I'm not fine pretending that everything's alright 'Cause this time just might be the last time That I'll ever hear you say good night You can't blame me I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright If I ever said I was fine, I was lying to keep you from finding, the pills your prescribing You're the one who always did the deciding so why are you crying when I'm the one dying? Sometimes the last thing I need is some sunlight But recently im seeing this side of 5 a.m. Way too many nights You can't blame me I'm not fine pretending that everything's alright 'Cause this time just might be the last time That I'll ever hear you say good night You can't blame me I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright I'm not fine pretending it's alright, it's never been alright

Can't blame you when you're going This is something you've got to do You've got to go ho ho Trying so hard not to cry Since they say a man ain't supposed to cry But these tears keep running from my eyes I remember the day I came to the city. My children were crying My wife was scared she's gonna lose me To the girls in the city To make her feel alright I said it's impossible To make her feel alright I said it's impossible but was wrong Can't blame you when you're going This is something you've got to do You've got to go ho ho Can't blame you when you're going This is something you've got to do You've got to go ho ho You've been keeping me here all these years As your private lover Letters came from home But I never answered Till tonight when I got this letter From my little daughter saying "Missing you Daddy" It's time to go Can't blame you when you're going This is something you've got to do You've got to go ho ho Can't blame you when you're going This is something you've got to do You've got to go ho ho Letters came from home But I never answered Till today when I got this letter From my little daughter saying "Missing you Daddy" See me now, see me no more I heard that whistle blow I knew it's time to go Sitting here in this train Going so fast past the trees I'm thinking of words to apologize Cause sorry ain't enough Can't blame you when you're going This is something you've got to do You've to go ho ho