You Belong up There with the Stars (2019) [Cover] - One More Day

I am the keeper of my death More attempts without success Than times my name's been on your fucking breath This not a lesson or a test This is a fucking threat I don't forgive - I don't forget And I don't have much patience left Get back behind the glass words that you spit I almost can't believe You think you could be anything to me Please... my name is misery How many times could you spit in my eye Before you thought that I'd take your hide I tried playing nice, let you live your lies But lightning won't strike in the same place twice Done is done and you're out of time We're way past the point of me wasting mine Still got shit on your lips from the next in line Get the fuck off your cross bitch it's my time 2 shine Crawl your way through I almost can't believe You think you could be anything to me Please. my name is misery And misery is everything Cold - ink black and writhing - a living hell From my fractured teeth I've made Poison blades for you all, and you'll all kill yourselves In my shadow where your sorrows dwell Larger than heartlessness and just as well Bullshit banter from a limelight whore With nothing actual to fucking live for Borrow the image - suck up motherfucker Keep kissing mirrors from your spot in the gutter I just can't believe You think you could be anything to me Please... my name is misery I'm much more than your "woe is, me" Or something that you take or leave And contrary to belief... I don't keep company

All of my friends know that I'll cancel And I'll ignore all of the texts I hate that I can't control my own head I'm becoming someone I'll repent I feel like I'm living on a pedestal I'm reliving life day by day At this point I have no meaning I question if I'll ever be okay No one knows what life is like behind closed doors I fake it all and try to be okay But I'm dying on the inside This has taken up my whole time I need to find a way To tell myself to make it One More Day I lay in bed and watch my phone ring While my mind plays tricks on me Everyone tells me that they're worried But I end up not listening I feel like they won't understand So I keep it to myself When in all I'm on the inside screaming for help oh No one knows what life is like behind closed doors I fake it all and try to be okay But I'm dying on the inside This has taken up my whole time I need to find a way To tell myself to make it One More Day It's so hard feeling like no one understands Countless sleepless nights of hearing the voices in my head They control my daily life And at this point I'm just surviving I can't keep doing this to myself When will this war in my head be over Cause it feels like they've already won No one knows what life is like behind closed doors I fake it all and try to be okay (Try to be okay) But I'm dying on the inside This has taken up my whole time I need to find a way To tell myself to make it One More Day Yeah yeah yeah I just need to make it One More Day Oh oh oh I just need to make it One More Day