Words Left Unsaid - Aftruu

I was never faithful In God but Angel You are the one place where I would join my hands But I wasn't able To keep my worship stable I thought someone else could fix me, but they can't And if I asked you for forgiveness I know you'll come straight back to me But just like all my feelings when you say, "You stay, I leave" Oh, and every single message, I was better left unread 'Cause I'm only gonna hurt you, so it's better left Better left unsaid It's better left unsaid And there might be something there But it's better left unsaid You were always perfect That's why it's hurting, hurting you Sometimes I wish that you were just as bad as me And I'm a different person Than the one that you're used to Damn, I wish I could be who I used to be And if I asked you for forgiveness I know you'll come straight back to me But just like all my feelings when you say, "You stay, I leave" Oh, and every single message, I was better left unread 'Cause I'm only gonna hurt you, so it's better left Better left unsaid It's better left unsaid And there might be something there But it's better left unsaid A few more years of being broken I'm tryna right my wrong So when I find a brand-new person I'll still write you break up songs It's my way of saying sorry for the hurt Better left unsaid It's better left unsaid And there might be something there But it's better left unsaid

I told you once, "Get out my life I don't need ya, I'll be alright" But some things are better left unsaid To tell the truth, it hit me hard A broken heart is all I have now But some things are better left unsaid And I swore that I would never say I miss you more every day But some things are better left unsaid Are better left unsaid, said, said Oh-ooh-whoa-oh, oh I'm gonna say things like, "Shut up and kiss me" Oh-ooh-whoa-oh, oh Tonight I'm gonna lose some things Don't play me, just kiss me If you wanna party, put your hands up Put your hands up, put your hands up Don't play me, just kiss me Oh-ooh-whoa-oh, oh Tonight I'll say things, don't play me, just kiss me, babe I could tell a lie, blame tonight Too many drinks, so many reasons That some things are better left unsaid And I swore that I would never say I miss you more every day But some things are better left unsaid Are better left unsaid, said, said Oh-ooh-whoa-oh, oh I'm gonna say things like, "Shut up and kiss me" Oh-ooh-whoa-oh, oh Tonight I'm gonna lose some things Don't play me, just kiss me If you wanna party, put your hands up Put your hands up, put your hands up Don't play me, just kiss me Oh-ooh-whoa-oh, oh Tonight I'll say things, don't play me, just kiss me, babe If you wanna party, put your hands up Put your hands up, put your hands up Don't play me, just kiss me Oh-ooh-whoa-oh, oh Tonight I'll say things, don't play me, just kiss me If you wanna party, put your hands up Put your hands up If you wanna party, put your hands up Put your hands up If you wanna party, put your hands up Put your hands up I could tell a lie, blame tonight Too many drinks So many reasons that some things are better left unsaid

Let us ruin our lives At the back seat of your car You say you're not a model Well, I'm not a superstar We just do the best we can For as long as we like And one day it will be over Maybe just not tonight So drink with me, darling Drink with me Say what you have to Before you leave Drink with me, darling Drink with me Say what you have to Before you leave And I hope that I'll drown In a beautiful lake But I'm always afraid To do more than it takes Forgive me, father For I have sinned My last confession Was never again So drink with me, father Drink with me Say what you have to Before you leave Drink with me, father Drink with me Say what you have to Before you leave Drink with me, father Drink with me Say what you have to Before you leave Drink with me, father Drink with me Say what you have to Before you leave Let us ruin our lives At the back seat of your car You say you're not a model Well, I'm not a superstar We just do the best we can For as long as we like And one day it will be over Maybe just not tonight Drink with me, darling Drink with me Say what you have to Before you leave So drink with me, father Drink with me Say what you have to say Say what you have to say Say what you have to Before you leave

A painted smile that never breaks My only alibi Another face, another day Of wearing this disguise You're a shadow hanging over me Judging every breath All the secrets that you make me keep I wish I could forget All these things unsaid You will never understand You made me learn to hide the hurt I feel inside Like it's all a lie, and All these things unsaid Hold me hostage in my head I don't know how to prove to you it's not pretend So I leave it all unsaid I'd trade these thoughts for broken bones Just for your sympathy Give anything to make you say What kills me quietly Tell me why the hell I would choose to feel To be everything you hate? You could never stand who I really am So you look the other way All these things unsaid You will never understand You made me learn to hide the hurt I feel inside Like it's all a lie, and All these things unsaid Hold me hostage in my head I don't know how to prove to you it's not pretend So I leave it all unsaid How much longer should I scream When you're never listening? Now you're dead to me All these things unsaid You will never understand You made me learn to hide the hurt I feel inside Like it's all a lie All these things unsaid Hold me hostage in my head I don't know how to prove to you it's not pretend So I leave it all unsaid So I leave it all unsaid So I leave it all unsaid

For everything unsaid there is a flourish of my pride It is deep and dark and wide I can't tell the weeds from vines But if I had the strength I'd move the mountains in my mind But it's taking all my time Just to start to realize That I'm not the man I hoped to be And though I'm not alone I still feel so lonely Come Monday I've forgotton all those promises you said All your holy words in red Reaped in guilt and golden thread And if I had the strength to be who others say I am I wouldn't look into my eyes See the shadow of a man Well I'm not who they say I've become For I know the things I've said Won't compare with what I've done No, no, oh, no Now all of these monstrosities Choices I have made Will not go away I've made my bed and here I lay But is there still forgiveness if we know what we have done? every single one Respect? Well it's not just the day that meets the night Seems to me it's in the darkness we can finally see the light Oh, oh, oh, oh