(Wish I Didn't Have to) Lie - Catie Turner

Yeah I told you forever, that's exactly how I felt When I first met you, didn't want nobody else (no) I know it feels like we got a lot to lose (yeah) But it hasn't been that long, and we haven't said, "I do" (nah) Not right for me, not right for you, so it's not right for us You hate me, but you'll thank me in a couple months You know it takes time to see all of the sides Sometimes you move fast then move on, baby, that's life I swear I meant every word that I said to you I didn't lie, I didn't lie I just changed my mind Can we be honest? I treated you the best (yeah) And that's the reason, why you're so upset (oh-oh, oh-oh) It's a shame you dragged my name through All this dirt and put me through hell Just so you feel better 'bout yourself You know it takes time to see all of the sides Sometimes you move fast then move on, baby, that's life I swear I meant every word that I said to you I didn't lie, I didn't lie I just changed my mind I just changed my mind (I just changed my mind) Not right for me, not right for you, so it's not right for us You hate me, but you'll thank me in a couple months You know it takes time to see all of the sides I never tried to hurt you or make you cry I swear I meant every word that I said to you I didn't lie (I didn't lie), I didn't lie (I didn't lie) I didn't lie (I didn't lie), I didn't lie I just changed my mind I just changed my mind (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh, oh-oh) I just changed my mind

I've been building a house I filled it with all the things that I could live without I've been thinking about How the walls come down And the ceiling crashed around my feet Broken on the ground Was nothing that really mattered to me Yeah, yeah And now I see that it's you I needed all along Maybe I'm too late and don't it always seems to go I'll be breaking in two I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you Even as the words came out As they fall I wanna take them back I know I let you down And it's all that I've been thinking about I get I messed it up Like I was far too close to see Now I know that this Is all that really matters to me Yeah, yeah And now I see that it's you I needed all along Maybe I'm too late and don't it always seems to go I'll be breaking in two I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't I swear time's so slow now I Face it on my own and I Can't do this alone if I If I didn't Say I'm sorry love 'cause I Know I made you feel like I Don't need you Like I could survive If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you If I didn't have you If I didn't have you

Try to find a way to talk about it I'm also in the mind to just let it go How to reach out my mind if I can't think straight With the goodness so gone I feel to isolate You called me baby, I called you one too Until you spoke to me with another voice You sent in spiders to fight for you I was so disappointed I didn't know what to do I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you Wasting so many hours away So many ways to waste a day In this same city I hope you're not Cuz the town has shrunk to the size of my thoughts It was so mystifying to see you so changed I felt some certainty that you must have died Because how could I live if you're still alive? I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you I wish I didn't miss you

When a single mom goes out on a date with somebody new It always winds up feeling more like a job interview My momma used to wonder if she'd ever meet someone Who wouldn't find out about me and then turn around and run I met the man I call my dad when I was five years old He took my mom out to a movie and for once I got to go A few months later, I remember lying there in bed I overheard him pop the question and I prayed that she'd say yes And then, all of a sudden, oh it seemed so strange to me How we went from something's missing to a family Looking back, all I can say about all the things he did for me Is, I hope I'm at least half the dad that he didn't have to be I met the girl that's now my wife about three years ago We had the perfect marriage, but we wanted something more Now here I stand surrounded by our family and friends Crowded 'round the nursery window as they bring the baby in And now, all of a sudden, oh it seems so strange to me How we've gone from something's missing to a family Looking through the glass, I think about the man that's standing next to me And I hope I'm at least half the dad that he didn't have to be And looking back, all I can say about all the things he did for me Is, I hope I'm at least half the dad that he didn't have to be Yeah, I hope I'm at least half the dad that he didn't have to be Because he didn't have to be You know he didn't have to be

(Neil Tennant/Chris Lowe) You don't need to give me reasons I'll understand Somethings are best kept secret And you've done all you can I want no recompense Just as much as you can give of yourself If that makes sense I'll keep it confidential Each secret confidential It may come as some surprise But I can stay secret from prying eyes So don't worry, I'll keep it confidential Between you and me Go on tell me that you love me Show me you dare We may not venture out in public At least I know, you care It can't be guaranteed Just give me what you can of yourself That's all I need I'll keep it confidential Each secret confidential It may come as some surprise But I can stay secret from prying eyes So don't worry, I'll keep it confidential Between you and me No one will know Who I am I think it's possible only to love [Each secret... confidential] You play such silly games But if everyone knew about us I'd feel no shame I'll keep it confidential Each secret confidential It may come as some surprise But I can stay secret from prying eyes So don't worry, I'll keep it confidential Between you and me Each secret.confidential... oh yeah Each secret.confidential