If I was a superstar Then I could take aim Take all of the medicine Shift all the blame If I was a simple man I couldn't be wrong There's a big, dusty meteor It's humming along Am I a safe bet for you? Or just some shape-shifting memory towering over you If I was a superstar Then I could take aim Drink all the medicines Shift all the blame Oh I'm just a worried man I am constantly wrong There's a big dusty meteor Still humming along Am I a safe bet for you? Or just some faint, woeful frequency tethering after you After you After you After you

It's just so casual how you wrap your arms around my neck It's to the point where I can't ignore the things you've always said Hit me like Adderall and put me back in my place (Put me back in place) Away from you, still in plain view I think it's better alone, left unspoken (Left unspoken) I think it's better alone, left unspoken Left unspoken Is all am a mess to you? Just help me see this through I know you see the worst in me and I see the worst in you Let me know if I'm overstepping chemicals The ones that tell you that you're better alone Let's see what's buried inside I think you'll find maybe it's better left unsaid It's all innocuous Set me aside, leave me out to dry Whatever makes you feel alright Dub me again so I can make up my mind Set me aside so you can feel a glimpse of absent mind When we both know this isn't working Does it make you feel the same? When we try and fail? No sense to hide away in shame When I just want you to (Just want you to) Let me know if I'm overstepping chemicals The ones that tell you that your better alone Let's see what's buried inside I think you'll find maybe it's better left unsaid I can't bare myself to set you off So, I'll stay silent as you hoped I would (So, I'll stay silent as you hoped I would) So, I'll stay silent as you hoped I would It's just so casual how you wrap your arms around my neck It's to the point where I can't ignore the things you've always said I think I've said enough Your actions seem to bite your tongue I'm sick with running from these ample thoughts still building up I'll stay away and let the silent air escape this thought When you come back around don't act the same as when you left

Better yet tell us how you haven't made it yet Spill out your lungs and say exactly how everything was supposed to work out Did you work all of this out? When there's nothing to prove What did you expect? That there'd be something to lose? Why can't anybody speak enough to say their peace and leave it be? Instead of flexing all this false sense of reality With all, with all, with all this needed space Why can't anybody find enough to stay away? (This false sense of reality) (This false sense of reality) Cause it's a steady wealth until, until Nothing seems to hold itself up I am a counterpart, no different from what I No different from what I hate Say their peace and leave it be Instead of flexing all this false sense of reality With all, with all, with all this needed space Why can't anybody find enough to stay away? Is it cold? When you're stuck inside those bedroom walls? With nowhere to go? Do I have it in me to let this go? And learn to love again? (Instead of tearing this apart) I can breathe again I can feel myself within this person in my skin Say their peace and leave it be Instead of flexing all this false sense of reality With all, with all, with all this needed space Why can't anybody find enough to stay away? To stay away, to stay away

Is there shame in running towards the things I thought I'd miss? If I stick around enough than will I feel I fit? Or was this all to please an aforementioned thought? I don't know why I dip my toes in everything Until the waters overhead Because I've tried so hard to leave this ditch that I had tried so hard to dig Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I keep prodding my place just to find that this all leads to nothing Letting my head fill up with thoughts of these deception Like you said they would I've been thinking about this all damn night Constant panic over what's inside It's all interwoven, I see right through it Through it Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound When this fully consumes my thoughts, will it be me? Will I change? Or will I be stuck in place, forever the same? Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I need to cover this up where I can't seem to find any closure intertwined When I'm close enough to closure I stray far behind

I just can't help myself from where I wanna go from here The only thing I know is that I'm really slow at figuring myself out Now I don't know where I want go, stuck in place like stone Reminisce about the things I love, try to work it out Memories of what I do the most never seem to fit But I just can't shake the thought of this, I just want to know Will I ever set myself apart from the stress? Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head So I'll knock on your door even though your not in I'll hide away I'll hide away Drank away the night So I could send you a text with the little dignity I had left When it came and it went I just let it go Will I ever set myself apart from the stress? Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head So I'll knock on your door even though your not in I'll hide away I'll hide away I know you're there And I'd like to say I'm sorry for my despair As I stare into you absently Will I ever set myself apart from the stress? Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head So I'll knock on your door even though your not in I'll hide away I'll hide away