Window - Wy

Left on display, dust in the case Blank eyes direct the author Remember me, your final dream These nights are getting longer I'm watching You're waiting No more participating A sequence Of motions Captured in fleeting moments I'm in love with the edge of reality Skip ahead to the part where I feel complete I let the feeling of redemption get the best of me Hung in the storefront as a piece of modern history I'm a model in clay Watch me stay in one place As you walk through every open door I'm watching You're waiting No more participating A sequence of motions Capture in fleeting moments Stop right where you're standing Look at the size of the prints you tried to fill By walking taller Your pride makes the impression that you want You're getting stagnant Too old to be standing still I let the feeling of redemption get the best of me Hung in the storefront as a piece of modern history I'm a model in clay Watch me stay in one place As you walk through every open door

I try To see the great in everything I see But I close my eyes I grieve The minutes that I try to keep I count them on my fingers instead I lift my head I decide that this time I'm okay And nights will never be as long as I made them to be I never said I was a greatful friend I cry them out My tired eyes Not strong enough to give It all to you I mean The words I scream In blurry ears The only thing I can not hear I sleep Enough to know I hate the dark I count the nights I stay awake I cry them out My tired eyes Not strong enough to give It all to you I keep my feet up in the bed I hide my sad face in my hands But it makes me smile To think that people laugh at me when I can barely laugh at myself I cry them out My tired eyes Not strong enough to give It all to you

Believe me I've done it all Maybe I should have let them in Should have let someone in My hair sticks to the sweat on my chin And it's kind of poetic, but I don't know (What would I ever do) You know about it, you know how I am And I cry about it, and I cry without it You know about me, you know that I scrape my knees on purpose sometimes And I cry about it And I cry without it Believe me I've done it all I thought I didn't look great with my clothes off Like my bare skin was bruised And my thighs not slim enough And I couldn't care that my shoulders Could lift things heavier than me (What would I ever do) Do enough Oh baby I'm not really there at all Nothing gets me off Oh baby no one's half as good as us (What would I ever do) You know about it, you know how I am And I cry about it, and I cry without it You know about me, you know that I scrape my knees on purpose sometimes And I cry about it And I cry without it Do enough (Believe me I've done it all) Oh baby Im not really there at all (Believe me I've done it all) Nothing gets me off (Believe me I've done it all) Oh baby no one's half as good as us (Believe me I've done it all)

The softest boy with shining eyes I could not behave I could not contain myself And I messed him up like only I can do A part of me said "let him be" And I let him be mine My hands cannot hold the words from my tongue But I cannot speak enough and I can't shut myself up And I stare as I always do When I enter the room I cannot relate I don't know what I would say As they think and they talk about sex And I think about you And I think about what to do next Wanna get out, wanna lie down, wanna go home again My hands cannot hold the words from my tongue But I cannot speak enough and I can't shut myself up

I take my picture with the flash off I change my clothes with the blinds closed I wanna feel this on my own I want to like one of my songs I don't wanna cry when I'm gone from home But I don't need nobody else Nobody else but me I run away from things I am And every thing I feel I can't Things in a body I can't feel The only place where I feel real Is on my own I'm sure I'm wrong But I don't need nobody else Nobody else but me I'm so convinced Don't let me in I wrap my arms around me Turning in my bed and crying I don't need nobody else Nobody else but me I find so many traits about myself that I can't help to hate I hate what I've become but I don't wanna be nobody else