Why I Smobb - Dirty Dancin' & Dondrell209

Why should I have therapy If none of you hearing me Knowing all my life something wasn't right That shit be tearing me Staying up every night improving my life I don't really care to sleep Tell me about my life, we are not the same It was never fair for me I already know I'm gone have to die For you to cherish me Still could give a fuck I know All love is temporarily. I've got so much strength in me I never needed empathy Besides I'm used to you using That bullshit as an ends to meet. All I'm doing is paying for talking And I know where it leads They gone try to tell me I'm crazy And put those meds on me You act like I'm not motivated Or couldn't change if needed I still get flashbacks of those days When I was berated, beaten Difference between me and you is I don't be chasing demons Difference between me and you is I've really faced my demons Difference between me and you Is I celebrate I'm breathing Been done with crying I just lie there staring blank in evenings. Shout out to the outcasts Who auditioned put their passion in it Knew what was their path and went for it They have the best intentions You're the X Factor, an idol And you don't have to win it Laughing at the quitters in effort 'Cause they don't have it in them Getting past your past is a battle You can't just trash your memories Adam taking licks of the apple Wasn't a bad decision Those With Ears, hold your clapping Let them attack my wisdom They be so hype to react They can't even relax to listen. Why should I have therapy If none of you hearing me Knowing all my life something wasn't right That shit be tearing me Staying up every night improving my life I don't really care to sleep Tell me about my life, we are not the same It was never fair for me I already know I'm gone have to die For you to cherish me Still could give a fuck I know All love is temporarily. I've got so much strength in me I never needed empathy Besides I'm used to you using That bullshit as an ends to meet. They gone keep Testing tryna press me with all this fucking rage Fuck 'bout your discomfort I know you ain't never been rubbed this way Was much too patient Letting my blood bubble with these fucking racists Podcasts, politics, I fucking hate it All y'all can save it Kept my glass half full That means I wasn't drinking Started processing the toxins That means my stomach wakes up. Intuition giving me warnings I had to pause and wake up Sometimes I have to give credit To my own constellations Laughs on Facebook. I was 12 they still tell me I'm out of line Ask me why I'm crying Act like they don't know every time They say I'm just whining Meanwhile they told me they were listening I just say yes and dismiss them, Sick of fucking trying Thinking of fucking dying Told Katie I'm done with suicide But truly I can't take it And I know what to do this time. Full of rhymes, You entertain your demons but be juking mine Lost so many friends I'm surprised I can still use my spine. Why should I have therapy If none of you hearing me Knowing all my life something wasn't right That shit be tearing me Staying up every night improving my life I don't really care to sleep Tell me about my life, we are not the same It was never fair for me I already know I'm gone have to die For you to cherish me Still could give a fuck I know All love is temporarily. I've got so much strength in me I never needed empathy Besides I'm used to you using That bullshit as an ends to meet.