Mmmh You do not You do not It's the thing in your thighs when you're lonely at night Scroll though your phone, getting high off the light Numb in your chest when you close the blinds Repose in time, and you tell yourself you're fine, but you Sabotage the things you love the most Camouflage, so you can feed the lie that you're composed This is the voice in your head that says, "You do not want this" This is the ache that says, "You do not want him" This is the glimmer of light that You're keeping alive when you tell yourself, "Bet I could fuck him" Why do you need love so badly? Bet it's because of her daddy Bet she was brutal and bratty, bet that she'll never be happy I bet that you're right, and I'll show you in time, but I Sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed I've got a monster inside me that eats personality types She is constantly changing her mind on the daily Think that she hates me, I'm feeling it lately Might have to trick her and treat her to 70 capsules or fly to a castle So at least we could say that we died being traveled Cultured and flattered, and then I could trap her But what does it matter? "You do not want this" This is the voice in her head that says,"You do not want him" This is that space in your bed that says, "Bet I could fuck him" Isn't it lonely? These are the standards to which you could hold me Think that you know me You think that you could if you hold me Think you could try to console me But I do not know me, no I do not know me 'Cause I, 'cause I Sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed ("You do not want this") Sabotage the things I love the most ("You do not want this") Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed "You do not want this" "You do not want this" "You do not"

Hands over my face while I play along Vision just as clear with my eyes closed For a language only you and I know, I know Don't know where we're heading but we're so close, so close Dancing on the edge of something beautiful So stay with me now My heart is calling out Just say that you want me now Say that you want me now Why don't you Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers Set it off, scream it out Quit with all the Chinese whispers Intensity so high off the Richter scale Trembling so hard, let it ricochet Trying to keep composure while the ground shakes, earthquake Hanging onto every word that you say, you say Rushing on the edge of something beautiful So stay with me now My heart is calling out Just say that you want me now Say that you want me now Why don't you Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers Set it off, scream it out Quit with all the Chinese whispers I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing Need you to hit me with it hard, hard Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing You got me out here in the dark Tip of your tongue don't know why you still holding back (Quit with all the Chinese whispers) I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing You got me out here in the dark Tip of your tongue don't know why you still holding back (Quit with all the Chinese whispers) Why don't you Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers Set it off, scream it out Quit with all the Chinese whispers I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing Need you to hit me with it hard, hard Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers

This ship was only ever built to fall apart The oceans that we couldn't cross The London Bridge is caving in Cities melt into my skin, it's looking thin Oh, where my heart is there's never a home These wooden doors are closed and this prison's cold In my glory bowing out to the crowd Returning to the ground Winter birth, the fires burn into the snow Surrender to the afterglow Letting mist dissolve the light The darkness, oh, it burns so bright, I'm turning blind Oh, where my heart is there's never a home These wooden doors are closed and this prison's all alone In my glory bowing out to the crowd Returning to the ground Oh, what a moment, encountering the dawn Breathing in the air I've never known In my glory bowing out to the crowd Returning to the ground