It's been over 30 days I've not received your letter My fingernails are chewed down to the bone So many different ways I've tried to say I'm sorry While I'm left here in this 8 by 10 alone It's not the four walls moving in that tortures me It's not the cold cement or shivers down my spine It's just them visions in my head that make me paranoid And wonder if when I get out will you be mine I never should have treated you so bad my love I'm sorry I'm broken I can see that now it's true My picket fence has turned to razor wire and now I'm awaiting trial For things you have to know I did not do If I could get a word with you I'd be just fine Or any envelope with both your name and mine Would be enough to keep me going In a world where I'm left knowing that There's something more to live for just outside Seems like the last time, Feels like the first Though I've had bad days this has to be my worst I'm left thinking of you dear While I'm waiting here I haven't seen the sun since it rested on your shoulder While we walked along that vacant riverside They carried me away to a place where I'll get older If I cannot prove to them you never died Seems like the last time, Feels like the first Though I've had bad days this has to be my worst I'm left thinking of you dear While I'm waiting here Seems like the last time, Feels like the first Though I've had bad days this has to be my worst I'm left thinking of you dear While I'm waiting here

Take a look around you, everything is changing Everything we know, it won't be the same 'Cause it's just like you say That's the way love goes All the pretty birds and the flowers in the window Staying for the summer, gone in the winter Birds fly away That's the way love goes But I'm still here I told you, I ain't going nowhere I'm still in love with you 'Cause nobody sees me the way you do You keep me strong, so everyday I'm holding on It will be you and me again Just the two of us again So, don't say you're sorry just because you left me You don't need to tell, 'cause I know you had your reasons Everybody does That's the way love goes Baby, you know where to find me, I will still be waiting Waiting for the sunrise, even when it's raining As for tomorrow, nobody knows Just remember that I'm still here I told you, I ain't going nowhere I'm still in love with you 'Cause nobody sees me the way you do You keep me strong, so everyday I'm holding on It will be you and me again Just the two of us again 'Cause I'm still here I told you, I ain't going nowhere I'm still in love with you 'Cause nobody sees me the way you do You keep me strong, girl So everyday I'm holding on It will be you and me again Just the two of us again It will be you and me again Just the two of us again Ooh, it will be you and me again Just the two of us again It will be you and me again Just the two of us, just the two of us again Just the two of us again

This is the first day Of my last days Built it up, now I take it apart Climbed up real high, now fall down real far No need for me to stay The last thing left, I just threw it away I put my faith in God and my trust in you Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole No new tale to tell Twenty-six years on my way to Hell Gotta listen to your big time Hard line, bad luck, fist fuck Don't think you're having all the fun You know me, I hate everyone Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you I want to But I can't turn back Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you This world full of you This world full of you This world full of

So impressed with all you do Tried so hard to be like you Flew too high and burnt the wing Lost my faith in everything Lick around divine debris Taste the wealth of hate in me Shedding skin succumb defeat This machine is obsolete Made the choice to go away Drink the fountain of decay Tear a hole exquisite red Fuck the rest and stab it dead Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore Too fucked up to care anymore Poison to my rotten core Too fucked up to care anymore Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore Too fucked up to care anymore Poison to my rotten core Too fucked up to care anymore In the back, off the side and far away Is a place, where I hide, where I stay Tried to say, tried to ask, I needed to All alone, by myself, where were you? How could I ever think it's funny how Everything you swore, it wouldn't change, is different now Just like you would always say, we'll make it through Then my head fell apart and where were you? How could I ever think it's funny how Everything you swore would never change is different now Like you said, you and me will make it through Didn't quite, fell apart, where the fuck were you?

Need you Dream you Find you Taste you Fuck you Use you Scar you Break you Lose me Hate me Smash me Erase me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me

She comes along, she gets inside She makes you better than anything you've tried It's in her kiss that's black as sea And it runs deeper than you dared to dream it could be With teeth With teeth With teeth With teeth Wave goodbye to what you were The rules have changed, the lines begin to blur She makes you hard, it comes on strong You finally found the place where you belong With teeth With teeth With teeth With teeth I cannot go through this again I cannot go through this again I cannot go through this again I cannot go through this again I cannot go through this again I cannot go through this again I cannot go through this again I cannot go through this again With teeth With teeth With teeth With teeth She will not let you go Keeps on and on She will not let you go Keeps on and on This time I'm not coming back She will not let you go This time I'm not coming back She will not let you go

Gave up trying to figure it out but my head got lost along the way Worn out from giving it up, but my soul I pissed it all away Do you feed these shattered nerves Pigs we get what pigs deserve I'm going all the way down, I'm leaving today Come, come, come on you've gotta fill me up Come, come, gotta let me inside of you Come, come, come on you've gotta fix me up Come, come, gotta let me inside you Still feel it all slipping away but it doesn't matter anymore Everybody's still stripping away but it doesn't matter anymore Look through these blackened eyes You'll see ten thousand lies My lips may promise but my heart is a whore Come, come, come on you've gotta fix me up Come, come, gotta let me inside of you Come, come, come on you've gotta fill me up Come, come, gotta let me get through to you This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right I know it's all getting away, and it comes to me as no surprise And I know what's coming to me is never going to arrive Fresh blood through tired skin New sweat to drown me in Dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive Come, come, come on you've gotta fill me up Come, come, gotta let me inside of you Come, come, come on you've gotta fix me up Come, come, gotta let me inside of you This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right now This isn't meant to last This is for right I want you to take me I want you to break me Then I want you to throw me away I want you to make me I want you to take me I want you to break me Then I want you to throw me away I want you to make me I want you to take me I want you to break me Then I want you to throw me away I want you to make me I want you to take me I want you to break me Then I want you to throw me away