When it ends (feat. Jordy) - OliviaAita

So nevermind Guess I'll just see myself out now Take my winter coat and hang it out To dry, by my own bed We'll never change Doesn't matter if we act our age Skip the funeral and walk away And learn, from our mistakes We're building on the back of Machine gun fire Filling up the yard with our Slip joint pliers Searching for a song that Can soothe us Acting like we've nothin' to lose Until it all burns down The golden state Was all we knew until It washed away But we'll pretend that it'll be okay And wave from the jet bridge And when it ends We'll be happy that we Had the chance To glimpse a life, To know that we exist To take all we wanted We're building on the Back of machine gun fire Filling up the yard with Our slip joint pliers Searching for a song That can soothe us Acting like we've Nothin' to lose Until it all burns down We're building on the Back of machine gun fire Filling up the yard with Our slip joint pliers Searching for a song That can soothe us Acting like we've Nothin' to lose Until it all burns down

Look at those hazel eyes Givin' me butterflies Making me feel it's getting real But I just don't know It's been a minute now Since we been going out We get along, feelings are strong Oh baby, just before I met you I was only in it for protection Validation But with you, there's something different Don't mind a little distance I'm fine, not even stressing But you got me asking the question Is it love? If I'm not fucked up Is it love? Is it love? Tell me I'm crazy Is it enough? If I'm not messed up Is it love? Is it love? Maybe I'm crazy Something's not feeling right I still got my appetite When you don't text me 'Cause I'll see you next week Oh baby, baby Not in my bed Not in my head Emotional rollercoaster Everything's great Fallin' to place Like it's supposed to Before I met you, I was only in it for attention Reciprocation But with you, there's something's different Don't mind a little distance I'm fine, not even stressing But you got me asking the question Is it love? If I'm not fucked up Is it love? Is it love? Tell me I'm crazy Is it enough? If I'm not messed up Is it love? Is it love? Maybe I'm crazy La-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la Not in my bed Not in my head Everything's great Fall in to place But Is it love? If I'm not fucked up Is it love? Is it love? Tell me I'm crazy Is it enough? If I'm not messed up Is it love? Is it love? Maybe I'm crazy La-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la

I keep reminding myself Just a little more time then I'm through it Every time I'm checking my phone I get a little bit better when you're not on it And your side of my bed I just leave be The drawings you made me I still keep And all of your clothes that you left me they're still here And I'm tired of talks with my ceiling I'm dying to ask you 'bout everything Even though knowing your answer might hurt me If what we had was real love And there's no denying it Then you knew when you ended us What we would be losing And I know it wasn't easy But all I wanna know is baby When was the moment you felt it When you knew you wouldn't regret it Tried keeping it to myself 'Cause I didn't wanna deal with it Oh and while it seems like you're moving on I'm still here I couldn't be any further from it no 'Cause I leave The songs that you showed me on repeat The notes that you wrote me I still read From back when I still made you happy It reminds me That I'm tired of talks with my ceiling I'm dying to ask you 'bout everything Even though knowing your answer might hurt me If what we had was real love And there's no denying it Then you knew when you ended us What we would be losing And I know it wasn't easy But all I wanna know is baby When was the moment you felt it When you knew you wouldn't regret it When you knew you wouldn't regret it When was the moment you felt it 'Cause I'm sick of sitting in my bed Holding on to the things you left Like you'd come back for it Like it's not over yet And I know it seems like I'm a mess But I'm not you I can't forget I keep on hoping I'm still wondering If what we had was real love And there's no denying it Then you knew when you ended us What we would be losing And I know it wasn't easy But all I wanna know is baby When was the moment you felt it When you knew you wouldn't regret it When you knew you wouldn't regret it When was the moment you felt it Oh when was the moment you felt it When you knew you wouldn't regret it

I don't know what I'm doing You know I'm really confused I haven't slept haven't eaten in a day or two Something switched in me you know A change I never thought would come And I don't know what went wrong With me and you But I didn't mean to fall out of love with you, (to fall out of love with you) And I didn't dream in a million years this is what I'd do There's no good way to explain it And I hate that I did this to you It took a while to admit it Because for years I thought that it was only you Something changed in me you know Pushed it away I tried to let it go But these things never seem to go away do they But I didn't mean to fall out of love with you, (to fall out of love with you) And I didn't dream in a million years this is what I'd do If I could stay you know I would You never did nothing wrong You're exactly who you always were This is my fault And I know that we will be okay it's just harder now And I hope that we'll look back and say we are stronger now And I know that we will be okay it's just harder now And I hope that we'll look back and say we are stronger now But I didn't mean to fall out of love with you But I didn't mean to fall out of love with you

Yes, I know when you give out your love You don't give it to get any back But I'd hope that the person who needed me There would be there if I asked But what they don't tell you is that you don't need that I got so used to having a hand to hold I didn't know what to do When I thought in my darkest you'd be there But now I know that isn't true Guess you only want me when I'm there to fix you And the part that kills me is that I'd still love to But I just want to thank you for not being there for me And I think you should know just what your selfishness has taught me And even though it hurts like hell to feel alone again Because of you, I got a chance at holding my own hand (mmm) At holding my own hand (mmm, hmm) At holding my own hand Learned my lesson, I tried and I tested And nothing I did I would change Now I'm here doing it all on my own And I feel more proud than in pain You know I'm still hurting and feel like I need you But I'm really learning how to love me without you I just want to thank you for not being there for me And I think you should know just what your selfishness has taught me And een though it hurts like hell to feel alone again Because of you, I got a chance at holding my own hand (mmm) At holding my own hand (mmm, hmm) At holding my own hand Holding my own hand At holding my own hand And I get now that it just wasn't meant to be So don't bother saying sorry I just want to thank you for not being there for me And I think you should know just what your selfishness has taught me And even though it hurts like hell to feel alone again Because of you, I got a chance at holding my own hand (mmm) At holding my own hand (mmm, hmm) At holding my own hand Holding my own hand (holding my own hand) At holding my own hand