What Up? (feat. Terem) - Sareem Poems

Aye I can spend my life inside my mind Where you are mine I fantasize In Another life I'll try To keep you by my side Let go off Pride Aye Jan 2013, I'm only 14 In my hand the key I felt could redeem this fading dream As heavy this snowfall My heart beat for her Alone in a big crowd I'm down An emotional wreck I'm frozen in sweat I second guess All the snow flurries she's in a hurry Give her the poem but then I'm worried Needing some Confidence I show it to Ced After he read he said it's legit Moment of truth I'm all in she's steady walking Proceeding with caution I catch up and give her my offering Now it's in her pocket O too bad and O so sad my efforts be for nothing About 5 nighttime she hit my line With a text saying she lost it And with it my soul The faintest of hopes Buried in snow The words that I wrote She'll never know And I feel a little better when it's cold out Going numb what happened to all my emotions No antidote can cure a heart that's froze And it ain't getting better Just like this winter weather Aye I can spend my life inside my mind Where you are mine I fantasize In Another life I'll try To keep you by my side Let go off Pride Why can't a man be vulnerable Society made this heart of stone Let me live Set me free Cover up all my emotions I'm scared of judgement from another person Who's probably feeling the same way as me But if you choose to express then you're seen as a target How it goes If You're from where I'm from Black Boys can't cope If You're needing some tissue they'll use it against you The further the damage your mental So what I felt for Briana I'll keep it internal Though that would just worsen emotional trauma This place that I'm heading Can't talk to my parents Though their understanding I felt too embarrassed So... I don't utter one word Tough guy act affective Bring me more hurt Shed my tears Then I'll disappear Into the endless snow That's Cleveland Ohio Cause she's not here Shed my tears Then I'll disappear Into the endless snow That's Cleveland Ohio Cause she's not here I can spend my life inside my mind Where you are mine I fantasize In Another life I'll try To keep you by my side Let go off Pride

Well, I've been over drinkin' 'Cause I've been overthinkin' 'Cause I get so damn anxious at night Chemicals and nicotine, friends ask "How you been?" And you just learn to say you're alright Poems and closin' time, oh, sweet love of mine I found it so hard to find truth Poems and closin' time, oh, sweet love of mine It'll always just be me and you And those bastards get richer While the poor dig ditches To bury their dreamin' in And labour don't cheat Baby, 5 a.m. is the reason they're sleepin' in Oh, men build churches So the kids find worth in Somethin' bigger than themselves But the uncorruptible don't exist And you can't buy your way outta Hell Closin' time I'm lost again past two Closin' time It'll always just be me and you And I've been over drinkin' 'Cause I've been overthinkin' 'Cause I get so damn anxious at night Chemicals and nicotine, friends ask me how I've been You just learn to say you're alright Poems and closin' time, oh, sweet love of mine I found it so hard to find truth Poems and closin' time, only true friend of mine It'll always just be me and you So don't try to pain me and don't try play me As one of your sorry fools Poems and closin' time, oh, sweet love of mine In a world that's growin' so cruel