Went Up - Cashout Benji

I went to bed awake and I woke up asleep I been trying to get better it gets harder every week As the minutes passing by I wonder if I did alright Did I impact someone's life Did I give them a good time No I don't wanna be that guy Too much pressure for someone's life I don't wanna go to bed forever Forever Don't you tell me never I was wide awake now I'm dead asleep I'm sorry I know you never saw me I got the liquor out Force the paranoia down And its so hard to live I got no love to give Emotions feeling null My brain not in my skull I'm a shell of who I was I push everyone away I'm ashamed of who I am But I guess he's here to stay This ain't me This is him Can you save me say my name PTSD got my nervous over any small change Cause I went to bed awake and I woke up asleep I been trying to get better it gets harder every week As the minutes passing by I wonder if I did alright Did I impact someone's life Did I give them a good time

When I was just hustling broke, didn't nobody see me through it Word to my mother, knew it, but I still went through it Snooze, then you lose, guess I snoozed 'cause I still went through it Cried 'bout the Bentley coupe, ooh, man, I still went through it Now I wrap my millions up, wonder how he do it When I run my mills up, man, nobody see me do it Last album deal up, labels tryna see me through it Charlie put them M's up, niggas thought he really blew it Now I keep a S on my chest, baby I saved the world in a dress, baby Paranoid, them demons want my flesh badly Fell in love with sipping the 'Tech, baby I just wanna hustle the best, baby Keep the money close, I don't trust, baby Run up on me, told you I'ma bust, baby Tryna keep me going when I nut, baby Say you don't love me, better look me in my eyes Tried to play me, your face looked surprised I told you day one I was gonna find out Heard 'bout you sneaking, bringing niggas in your house I feed the block, I make 'em hustle, get your crumbs up We know you freaked that little bitch, you can't tongue us She broke my heart and basically told me get my lungs up Ever since then I don't love again She tried to tell me I wasn't him My self-confidence 'bove the rim Got a few brothers in the pen None of the green dots in They got chains on and iPhoned up Few blows on and they bracelet diamond cut up He ready to get it on, don't wanna talk 'bout love That blade seven-fifty, shouldn't of ate that up Couple niggas with me say they faced that up They going head first, no time to ask what's up, yeah That's the definition of he love me, undress me and fuck with me The time come, you crying and you gone Now I keep a S on my chest, baby (Ayy) I saved the world in a dress, baby (Yeah) Paranoid, them demons want my flesh badly (Yeah) Fell in love with sipping the 'Tech, baby (Grr, grr) I just wanna hustle the best, baby (Bitch, I just) Keep the money close, I don't trust, baby (I don't trust, nah) Last album deal up, labels tryna see through it Charlie put them M's up, niggas thought he really blew it

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (Damn, my bad) Dior ski mask, used to think 'bout robbin' for designer She know I want her, she can tell how hard that I be tryin' Quick to take a nigga spirit, he united with his partner On vacation with this chopper, if I get caught, then they gon' lock me I'm rockin' rough Way too many hoes to choose, what's the move? I gotta get up off this juice, I'm lean crazy Apologize for my addiction, I know they envy I gotta make sure I'm not slippin' Spend a dub and make that shit right back tomorrow Real-ass light to me, vampire, you spin before it's dark I'm sittin' at the cemеtery, I cried out for help, but thеy went deaf Confinement solitary, really, I'm playin' the cards I'm dealt They can't get credit for my wealth, I'm done did it all myself Bullet rounds and droppin' shells, too much ice like I'm on meth These niggas ain't opps These niggas just broke and bored with nothin' to do but die Ask Mrs Wanda, I was in that jungle screamin', "1600 block" (yeah) I was always told that it's the feds or grave, ayy So I hit my cup, and I looked up and prayed, ayy Went hard in the booth for them to go leak songs Real street nigga, got beef that I don't speak on Off-white, we black, but we on Focus on music 'cause I can't talk sacks through the phone Took too many losses, I'm cashin' out on Rick Owens Fred, I miss you, nigga, I wonder how things been goin' (yeah) Main bird, I do two hundred in that track hawk Left that model bitch on read 'cause I'm that raw Known to spin it with my dogs, then we flee We forever be the 'cause when they bleed Dior ski mask, used to think 'bout robbin' for designer She know I want her, she can tell how hard that I be tryin' Quick to take a nigga spirit, he united with his partner On vacation with this chopper, if I get caught, then they gon' lock me I'm rockin' rough Way too many hoes to choose, what's the move? I gotta get up off this juice, I'm lean crazy Apologize for my addiction, I know they envy I gotta make sure I'm not slippin' Spend a dub and make that shit right back tomorrow Real-ass light to me, vampire, you spin before it's dark I'm sittin' at the cemetery, I cried out for help, but they went deaf Confinement solitary, really, I'm playin' the cards I'm dealt

Sing Sing it out as hard as you can Make 'em hear you From LA to Japan Don't let 'em bring you down Sing, sing, sing, sing Sing it with your hands in the sky Light it up like it's the 4th of July Don't let 'em bring you down It doesn't matter If your days are long (Sing!) It doesn't matter If your night's gone wrong (Sing!) Just clap your hands And stomp your feet And sing it (Whoa, sing!) It doesn't matter If he let you go (Sing!) It doesn't matter If she hurt you so (Sing!) Get up and dance, Just feel that beat And sing it (Whoa, sing!) I don't know what you've been told But music makes you lose control Sing, sing, sing, sing Sing it out as hard as you can Make 'em hear you From LA to Japan Don't let 'em bring you down This is how we do it now Go and roll them Windows down and sing (Down down down down down) Sing, sing, sing, sing Sing it with your hands in the sky Light it up like it's the 4th of July Don't let 'em bring you down You know what I'm talking 'bout A little bit louder now (Down down down down down) It doesn't matter If you're way off track (Sing!) Feel like you're headed For a heart attack (Sing!) Just raise your voice And bring the noise And sing it (Whoa, sing!) 내 목소리로 외쳐, 하늘로 이 지구멸망까지 노래하겠다고 대리암 현무암 like a stone 멋진 녀석들 yeah we so cold Clappin we rappin And steppin and singin Sing for your mother, Sing for your daughter Yeah Sing for you father, Sing for your brother Whoa Sing, sing, sing, sing Sing it out as hard as you can Make 'em hear from LA to Japan Don't let 'em bring you down You know what I'm talking 'bout A little bit louder now (Down down down down down) Whoa Sing, sing, sing, sing Sing it out as hard as you can Make 'em hear from LA to Japan Don't let 'em bring you down You know what I'm talking 'bout A little bit louder now Sing Sing Sing Sing You know what I'm talking 'bout Sing a little bit louder now You know what I'm talking 'bout Sing a little bit louder now You know what I'm talking 'bout Sing

You cut me deep And I'm still healin It's been a long time Since I heard your voice Felt your touch Oh I can't help Thinkin bout us What it felt like And wouldn't it be nice Wouldn't it be But we lost it And we lost out Take me where Take me where I needa be Away from heartache Somewhere fresh it's peaceful Peaceful, peaceful, peaceful And now I sit up look around In this white painted room All the walls are covered with photos Friends and the memories I looked into your eyes I saw my future bright Remember the moment like, it was yesterday Laying next to you But we lost it And we lost out Take me where Take me where I needa be Away from heartache Somewhere fresh it's peaceful Peaceful, peaceful, peaceful (On the rise, On the horizon) And now I run away I cannot go there again Never see or go around I avoid your neighbourhood I still feel you there But we lost it And we lost out

Chasing the feels Summer's on the way, sun is shining out Don't hide away, find the right wine Take a sip, drink down Take a longer walk out by the ocean Drift on, drift on Deep down, deep down Deep down you know you'll find a way You'll find a way By the way, I kinda like it It's shining right, it's shining right We'll never know, we'll never know What did we find Out by the ocean Feels right to me Drift on, drift on Don't want to rewind Come all that may, I'll Drift on, drift on Do it all again Nothing holding us still, we'll Drift on, drift on Taking it in, slow it all down Look around you now at the sundown Lighter than before Sit back eyes wide It's shining right, it's shining right We'll never know, we'll never know What did we find Out by the ocean Feels right to me Drift on, drift on Don't want to rewind Come all that may, I'll Drift on, drift on Do it all again Nothing holding us still, we'll Drift on, drift on In comes the night Stars bright, right on the sand All around the fire In comes the night Stars bright, right on the sand All around the fire Don't want to rewind Come all that may, I'll Drift on, drift on Do it all again Nothing holding us still, we'll Drift on, drift on Out by the ocean Feels right to me Drift on, drift on Out by the ocean Feels right to me Drift on, drift on