We Disappear - Jemma

For two years time I did hide behind the door A high tide Jimmy Crying that my head was sore I couldn't come back from a trip I never took anyway Creeping like a cat and practicing my figure eight Hey Ty Ray, you never saw my face down here So wiped out and yet so clear That's when I disappear First shot taken and I read it on my telephone Gerald got awakened by some guys outside of his home We packed up his boxes but no one had the plates to pay So we kicked 'em to the curb and pretty quickly ran away Seemed like we might have had a place where we could go Kinda hurts me to think it came so near That's when we disappear Laketown taste, fine lace turning brown There were some funny cars running but nobody could handle the sound Gary came late with the tapes and a kickstand tune The gold star take was a cow tripping over the moon That's ok, nobody blamed us for that thing And we're not asking for volunteers We know when to disappear Yeah that's when we disappear Yeah that's when we disappear Yeah that's when we disappear

Disappear! I remember the first time But it wasn't the last time that you told me that You'd take me back So I'm still wondering why It was ever a question Should've learned my lesson I keep coming back Like a heart attack That's always breaking I can't let you vanish There's no magic When you're gone You say you don't need me You say there's something beneath me I'm not gonna let you disappear (Disappear!) I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna believe it I'm not gonna let you disappear (Disappear!) Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Disappear! I don't wanna be lonely But you were always the only one Who cast the spell And make it feel like All of this was real Nothing but an illusion But I'm not gonna lose ya So just do your trick And make it quick 'Cause I'm pretending I can't let you vanish There's no magic When you're gone You say you don't need me You say there's something beneath me I'm not gonna let you disappear (Disappear!) I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna believe it I'm not gonna let you disappear (Disappear!) Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Disappear! Don't go! I can't let you vanish There's no magic When you're gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Disappear! You say you don't need me You say there's something beneath me I'm not gonna let you disappear (Disappear!) I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna believe it I'm not gonna let you disappear (Disappear!) Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Disappear! (Disappear!) Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Disappear! (Disappear!) Don't go!

Just because you call my name I cannot hear, it's not the same I close my eyes and knock me back All the things that I have to have I know you're just a fallen king I can't believe what I had to say All the things you never said I'll never be what you want me to be Now I can't disappear, Now I can't Close your eyes and look at me I can't believe what I cannot see Everything is like you say Change your mind and you'll have to forgive And I can't disappear, now I can't, now I can't

Kiss me on my back Tell me all your fears 'Cause the rush of love is gone and I'm tryna' find out why it disappeared Why it disappeared I looked you in the eyes Don't feel nothin' here 'Cause the feeling of the love that I used to have Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Do you remember Our love in November? That shit was so real But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal There's patches on my fingers that won't heal Why'd you have to fuckin' disappear? Why'd you have to fuckin' disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Please come back Please come back Please come back Please come back

Daddy I've been thinkin' about you lately Mama's never here, step daddy hates me He drinks a lot, it makes him so mean Mama always screams and it gives me bad dreams Today I dropped my bowl of s'ghetti on the floor I didn't mean to make a mess, I tripped on one of my toys I tried to clean it up, really I tried But I just made it worse so I went to my room to hide I knew if Benny saw it I'd be in so much trouble I didn't want to, but I did And the thought of gettin' hit scared me so I didn't tell him Benny saw it, he took off his belt and You know... he hit me with it Then he pushed my face in to the carpet where the s'ghetti spilled it But I forgive him though I love you daddy, I guess I gotta go There's a moth on my window seal And it came to die alone Through the pain of the pouring rain I gaze into the storm And I imagine I'm the son of a man Who will hold me close and near With these bruises on my face I cry While I pray to disappear Daddy are you there? I know you're probably busy off working somewhere Helpin' somebody, build a house or somethin' neat You told me what you did, carpentry, right? Man, that's so cool, daddy I really miss you, so much that I would kiss you Yeah even front of my friends I guess you know I'm gettin' sick again I've been throwin' up, I haven't been playin' much I missed a lot of school this week, but I'm tough I'll make it, you know me, daddy I don't get what I want most of the time but I'm patient Hey if you get a second Maybe tomorrow you could come by just to check in Because my babysitter's crazy Mama don't believe me but she makes me get naked And I'm embarrassed so I hide it I'm tellin' you because you know my heart and what's inside it I gotta go to sleep but don't turn off the lights I love you daddy, or should I say Christ? There's a moth on my window seal And it came to die alone Through the pain of the pouring rain I gaze into the storm And I imagine I'm the son of a man Who will hold me close and near With these bruises on my face I cry While I pray to disappear When the weeping willow tree sways from the breeze I float away To the end of the world, to the moon, to the stars To the heavens where I'm safe I'm a child, not a prey, I'm an angel, enslaved I'm a life, I'm a world, I'm a rose, with the waste Wake me up, let me live, let me breathe, let me breathe Give me love, give me soul, give me guidance, give me peace