Way Too Much - Lowdy Trail

I'm scared I'm gonna be lonely Next year when there's no one to call me Cuz we're all parting ways It's been four years and I'm afraid Afraid I'm never gonna see you Again and I'm letting that bleed through Into all of the texts I've been sending It's depressing I think I'm afraid of way to much Afraid I'm scared of everyone And I don't know what that means for my own life my own dreams I think I'm afraid of way to much Afraid I'm scared of everyone And I don't know what that means for my own life my own dreams I'm scared everyone's gonna leave me While I'm still suck here sinking I want you all to thrive but why can't I why can't I? I'm scared I'll be left behind While everybody else is flying I don't know why I still feel stuck I think I'm afraid of way to much Afraid I'm scared of everyone And I don't know what that means for my own life my own dreams I think I'm afraid of way to much Afraid I'm scared of everyone And I don't know what that means for my own life my own dreams I'm scared I'm never gonna make it On this path that I've been taking Will I regret my own life with my own voice? I'm scared everyone will forget me And it'll go down in history As someone on one knew did he exist is there no proof? I think I'm afraid of way to much Afraid I'm scared of everyone And I don't know what that means for my own life my own dreams I think I'm afraid of way to much Afraid I'm scared of everyone And I don't know what that means for my own life my own dreams Ohh ohh ohh Ohh ohh ohh Ohh ohh ohh

I like to be on my own Oh, (?) where the hell you go I forget my place in my home She goes to tears thinking I am not hers when I'm gone Oh, when I'm gone Well, she has a place on the road (?) Love on your own On your own Love on your own On your own I think I said too much again I loved you much too much to think of us as friends You think I brush you off like you make no difference Can't do the damn thing, yeah yeah You start again She likes to be all on her own (?) when she tears through town She's all weighed down Well, he goes a fix things And she disrespected his tone He drinks on his own Well, don't (?) And don't get too carried away I think I've said too much again You like me better this way And I know I'm bad Baby, you good, do you bad Look at them laugh Love is a thing of the past Funny how none of them last Still, you think about it way too much And I talk about you way too much Killing me slow, drinking way too much And you put the weight on me way too much I think I said too much again I loved you much too much to think of us as friends You think I brush you off like you make no difference Can't do the damn thing, yeah yeah You start again I think I said too much again I loved you much too much to think of us as friends You think I brush you off like you make no difference Can't do the damn thing, yeah yeah You start again

Up in the rainbow teepee sky No one's looking down on you or I That's just a mirror in your eye Ain't taken my last hit yet I know that things are different now (I see the same old signs) (But something new is growing) Don't think I'll cash it in yet Don't think I'll put down my last bet (I'm gonna keep my hand in) (Because something new is growing) Think I'll hit the Peace Trail Take a trip back home to my old town 'Cause everyone back there says Something new is growing Up in the rainbow teepee sky No one's looking down on you or I It's just a mirror in our eye If I believe in someone I have to believe in myself (I have to take good care) (When something new is growing) The world is full of changes Sometimes all these changes make me sad (I have to plant them seeds) (Till something new is growing) I think I'll hit the Peace Trail I know that treasure takes its time (I have to take good care) (When something new is growing) I think I'll hit the Peace Trail I think I like my chances now (I have to take good care) (When something new is growing) I think I'll hit the Peace Trail I think I'll hit the Peace Trail now Because something new is growing

I stepped out onto the midway I was looking for the pirate ship and saw this small, old white tent at one end It was blue and had white lights hanging all around it I decided to check out the tent, it seemed I could hear music coming from inside As I walked toward it, I passed a crowd of people at the sideshow I couldn't figure out why they would want to wait in line I pulled back the drape thing on the tent There was a crystal ball at the table, and behind it, a girl wearing a hat She smiled me, and asked me if I wanted my fortune read I said okay and sat down I thought about it for a minute and asked her If she would rather go on the rollercoaster instead Creeping up into the sky Stopping at the top and starting down The girl grabbed my hand, I clutched it tight I said good-bye to the ground Far below, a soiled man A bucket of torn tickets at his side He watches as the children run by and cleans his teeth Spinning 'round, my head begins to turn I shouted and searched the sky for a friend I heard the fortune teller screaming back at me We stuck out our hands and met the winds The girl falters as she steps down from the platform She clutches her stomach and begins to heave The ticket-taker smiles and the last car is ready Who told you that you could leave? The sun was setting by the time we left We walked across the deserted lot alone We were tired, but we managed to smile At the gate, I said goodnight to the fortune teller The carnival sign threw colored shadows on her face But I could tell she was blushing