War and Aftermath - Nick Powell, Candida Caldicot & National Theatre

I can't bring myself to throw out your chapstick It still rolls around the glove box where you left it As stupid as it sounds, I still got it now 'Cause parts of me knows parts of you will always regret it If you don't leave me in your past I'll always see you as my future I can't love just half of you Just do what you gotta do Let me crash, let me burn It's a better kinda hurt When it's all been said and done Maybe then I'll give you up Now I'm begging you for mercy And I'm praying you'll desert me So promise me you're never coming back I would spend a hundred nights alone if I had to Maybe then I'd start to picture me without you 'Cause I can't escape the pain It's like I'm bleeding either way It's that first time that you left I'm going back to Oh, if you don't leave me in your past I'll always see you as my future I can't love just half of you Just do what you gotta do Let me crash, let me burn It's a better kinda hurt When it's all been said and done Maybe then I'll give you up Now I'm begging you for mercy And I'm praying you'll desert me So promise me you're never coming back Leave me in the aftermath, oh Leave me in the aftermath, oh You know I still love you We both know exactly what you're doing Give me just enough to keep me Coming back so there's no moving on, oh There's no moving on, oh Let me crash, let me burn It's a better kinda hurt When it's all been said and done Maybe then I'll give you up Now I'm begging you for mercy And I'm praying you'll desert me So promise me you're never coming back Leave me in the aftermath, oh Leave me in the aftermath, oh, oh Leave me in the aftermath, oh