Waiting for My Dubs - Alpha Steppa & Awa Fall

No more feelings in my brain No trouble, sorrows, no blazing pain The numbness it keeps my demons away A fortress solid to hold them at bay But something in the surge is boiling up The silence's been like poison here in my cup Tried to hold it down, make sure time moves slow But now the moment's creeping up, I think I know Cause ever since the last time you walked out that door I've been staring through our memories, my face down the floor I wonder if you'd stay if i kept my cards close I've not lost my fear I'm just waiting for my tears I've not lost my fear I'm just waiting for my tears No more sleeping with my thoughts in a race Contemplating if I need your embrace I've been walking with my head in the clouds these days I don't need no preacher to bend my way But as soon as the feeling grows you call my name From a restless dream you rise up like a flame Burning down the insides of my mind Only ashes in my soul is left to find Cause ever since the last time you walked out that door I've been staring through our memories, my face down the floor I wonder if you'd stay if i kept my cards close I've not lost my fear I'm just waiting for my tears I've not lost my fear I'm just waiting for my tears Cause ever since the last time you walked out that door I've been staring through our memories, my face down the floor I wonder if you'd stay if i kept my cards close I've not lost my fear I'm just waiting for my tears I've not lost my fear I'm just waiting for my tears