Visitors Yt15b – Jerusalem, Palestine - Alabaster Deplume

I hear the doorbell ring and suddenly the panic takes me The sound so ominously tearing through the silence I cannot move, I'm standing Numb and frozen Among the things I love so dearly The books, the paintings and the furniture Help me The signal's sounding once again and someone tries the door knob None of my friends would be so stupidly impatient And they don't dare to come here Anymore now But how I loved our secret meetings We talked and talked in quiet voices Smiling Now I hear them moving, muffled noises Coming through the door, I feel I'm Crackin' up Voices growing louder, irritation building And I'm close to fainting Crackin' up They must know by now, I'm in here trembling In a terror evergrowing Crackin' up My whole world is falling, going crazy There is no escaping, now I'm Crackin' up These walls have witnessed all the anguish of humiliation And seen the hope of freedom glow in shining faces And now they've come to take me Come to break me And yet it isn't unexpected I have been waiting for these visitors Help me Now I hear them moving, muffled noises Coming through the door, I feel I'm Crackin' up Voices growing louder, irritation building And I'm close to fainting Crackin' up They must know by now, I'm in here trembling In a terror evergrowing Crackin' up My whole world is falling, going crazy There is no escaping, now I'm Crackin' up Now I hear them moving, muffled noises Coming through the door, I feel I'm Crackin' up Voices growing louder, irritation building And I'm close to fainting Crackin' up They must know by now, I'm in here trembling In a terror evergrowing Crackin' up My whole world is falling, going crazy There is no escaping, now I'm Crackin' up Now I hear them moving, muffled noises Coming through the door, I feel I'm Crackin' up Voices growing louder, irritation building And I'm close to fainting Crackin' up They must know by now, I'm in here trembling In a terror evergrowing Crackin' up My whole world is falling, going crazy

Imagine I need an IU And I don't care for the other thing How dizzy does it make you On a scale of one to ten? I'm gonna say (I'm gonna say) I'm gonna stay (I'm gonna stay) I'll say I'm gonna say, seven My friend, you don't lead anyone By just getting them to do What you say You look your age, you look my age You look your age How dizzy does it make you? How dizzy, on a scale of one to ten? I'm gonna say (I'm gonna say) I'm gonna say (I'm gonna say) I'm gonna say (I'm gonna say) I'm... I'm... Gotta say, seven

Don't forget you're precious I forget sometimes I forget that I'm precious Don't do it Don't forget you're precious I remember my pin number I remember my ex's email address But I forget that I'm precious I remember my National Insurance I remember the way they laughed I remember the names they used But I forget that I am precious I'm not gonna remind you every time I'm not gonna remind you every time I'm not gonna remind you every time Don't forget you're precious Sounds funny but I forget sometimes I remember to drink I remember to laugh I remember to check my Instagram But I forget that I'm precious Don't do it Don't forget you're precious I remember I'm busy I remember my friends I remember to change at Highbury But I forget that I'm precious Don't do it Don't forget you're precious I remember my identity I remember my shame I remember the German word for 'calculator' But I forget that I'm precious Taschenrechner They can't beat us They can't beat us if we don't forget They can't use us on one another if we don't forget we're precious Have you forgotten? Don't forget I forget sometimes Don't forget I forget sometimes Don't forget I forget sometimes Don't forget I forget sometimes Don't forget I forget sometimes

I'm good at not crying (Good at not crying) I'm good at not eating I'm good at not sleeping much (Good at not crying) I'm good at not being the bad guy The bad guy I'm good at not needing I'm good at not crying (good at not crying) Good at not demanding (good at not crying) Good at not making a scene Good at not reaching out To someone When I'm afraid Very good (Good at not crying) Not causing unnecessary concern (Good at not crying) I learnt, I had to summon it I made sure I was very good at this Why did I do that? Why did I do that? Why did I do that? Was I angry? Am I angry? I'm as angry as the man was meant to be Just angry I don't know enough I don't know enough I don't know enough I don't know enough I don't know enough I don't know enough I don't know enough I don't know I am good I am good though I'm good Good Good (good at not crying) Good Good Good Good I'm good at not crying (good at not crying)