I couldn't hear you for the TV, I didn't know you said goodbye I saw your cancelled check for the airfare, didn't know flyin' got so high Beans for breakfast once again, hard to eat 'em from the can I've run out of clean utensils, I'm a hungry nasty lonesome man I heard the crows outside my window, guess it's me they're talkin' about The fire you lit has burnt to cinders, every good things fizzled out Beans for breakfast once again, hard to eat 'em from the can Wish you'd come back and wash the dishes, I'm a hungry nasty lonesome man Caught a cold with the windows open, crow droppings o my window sill Probably got histoplasmosis, got no gun or I would kill them crows Beans for breakfast once again, hard to eat 'em from the can Plastic forks are a dime a dozen, I'm a hungry nasty lonesome man Finally made it to the mailbox, felt so bad I thought I'd die All I got was a bill from my doctor, well, I guess flyin' ain't so high Beans for breakfast once again, hard to eat 'em from the can Blue tick mattress cold and greasy, I'm a hungry nasty lonesome man The house burned down from the fire that I built, in your closet by mistake After I took all them pills, but I got out safe in my duck head overalls Beans for breakfast once again, I'm a hungry nasty lonesome man

Now look here, in the house opposite Black gate posts with a concrete frog squatting on top of it Through the hallway Ancient wallpaper, nicotine gold Up the stairs, rickety Loaded with history Here, in the top flat Flowers on the windowsill Little breeze fluttering the petals as they stare out At the city streets Gemma is awake What woke her? Open eyes, street lights float slowly through broken blinds She watches as the light plays across the tattered carpet And she holds herself tight in the room's half darkness It's cold She wedges her hands underneath her armpits It's 04: 18 And Gemma's thinking Before I was a adult I was a little wreck Peddling whatever I could get my grubby mitts on Ketamine for beakfast Bad girls were drinking with I gave 'em puppy dog eyes for the acid on their fingertips Heads in the basement Lips without faces Getting faced in, half-baked in a bakery Eating pastries Desperate for a body who could save me But I never really wondered what they gave me Always wanted something else Sweating in the door queue Spittin' like a villain in the pantomime old shoes Bad teeth Drinking in the rain with my ghost Sitting in the back of the class, comatose Uh, feelings on my back in the dark Hold me close But you never held I did some things I swore I'd never 'Til that night you tried to kill me Run me down with your car in the snow I didn't realize I thought you would go Every day I live lives in the day I wake up in My dreams are all screaming "Oh fuck!" But I'm fine now Something remains, it's still pulling me Yeah my future is bright but my past tryna ruin me Tried to change it but I know If you're good to me I will let you go Tried to fight it but I'm sure If you're bad to me, I will like you more I saw some things when I was young That made me who I would become I feel them with me everyday 'Cause if you try and run away They run beside you place for place Trip you up and drag your face Freedom out of every waste They chancing every bit of taste Heart is sprayed up with the names Of all my friends who lost their way Doesn't change it all remains It takes my strength and gives me shame All I want is someone great To make me everything I ain't But the only ones for me Are the ones that shouldn't be Even though I'm doing good I'm working hard, my work is strong Might be fun just for a while To go back to where my hurt is from Rinse myself through emptiness And push my body close to Anybody who can recognize the presence of my ghost Tried to change it but I know If you're good to me I will let you go Tried to fight it but I'm sure If you're bad to me I will like you more Tried to change it but I know If you're good to me I will let you go Tried to fight it but I'm sure If you're bad to me I will like you more

Watch your mouth, oh, oh, oh Because your speech is slurred enough That you just might swallow your tongue I'm sure you would want to give up the ghost With just a little more poise than that Or was it God who chokes in these situations Running late? Oh, no, he called in Or was it God who chokes in these situations Running late? Oh, no, he called in The hospice is a relaxing weekend getaway Where you're a cut above all the rest Sick and sad patients on first name basis with all the top physicians Prescribed pills to offset the shakes, to offset the pills You know you should take it a day at a time That's when you st-st-stutter something profound To the support on the line And with the way you've been talking Every word gets you a step closer to hell That's when you st-st-stutter something profound To the support on the line And with the way you've been talking Every word gets you a step closer to hell Prescribed pills to offset the shakes, to offset the pills You know you should take it a day at a time Prescribed pills to offset the shakes, to offset the pills You know you should take it a day at a time I am alone in this bed, house, and head And she never fixes this But at least she I am alone in this bed, ooh She never fixes this But at least she Prescribed pills to offset the shakes, to offset the pills You know you should take it a day at a time Prescribed pills to offset the shakes, to offset the pills You know you should take it a day at a time The hospice is a relaxing weekend getaway Where you're a cut above all the rest Sick and sad patients on first name basis with all the top physicians

Man, what kinda crap is this? I don't know. I, I thought it was really gonna be different this time. (It is) Ah, yeah. (Ha-ha-ha!) Yeh-hey I don't know man. We're dyin', we're dyin' Hey, you got a point there (This is fat!) You've actually got three points there. Ah-ha! (Yep!) Whaaeeee! Oh yeah, hey. What they, where he'd get that clothes? Outta your closet (Ha-ha-ha!) Yeah. You mean, you mean my wife's closet No, J.C. Penny man. J.C. Penny That's what's comin' down on the inside Don't let this get around to the outside Now listen here. It's not what you are, ya see, it's how ya dress 'Cuz that's one thing I learned from these guys, I must confess Now me look, I got this job not just bein' myself, huh! I went out I bought some brand new shoes Now I walk like someone else, hey! Maybe I'm crazy or just too high But all this here can't be worth my piece of the pie Sittin' around just gettin' high Temporarily pacified! I guess less is more, ha ha Somethin' special, gimme someone new Some brand new groove to sink my teeth into Sittin' around just gettin' high Temporarily pacified! (Ha-ha-haaaaaaaaa!) (Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Don't touch me there, okay? Just don't do that, okay?) (Oh, why?) (Just pay my accountant) That's what's come down on the inside (I don't know. I might be able to make it through. What the hay?) Don't let this get around to the outside. Please, please, please This ain't no party, this ain't no show So don't you try to put no m-m-m-m-m-m-mojo (That's what's comin' down) On my butt, anyway. Heh heh (Alimony!) (Guitar Solo) (Are you alright?) That's what's comin' down (I, I, I, I don't feel so good. I'm serious man. I don't, I don't feel too good) On the inside (Hey, let's blow it out here now man, alright?) Don't let this get around, to the outside (Eddie! Can't you read lips?) (Hey, hey, hey) (I came into this thing with an open mind) (Mike! Mike! What was that shit you gave me last night?) That's what's comin' down (Ah, man)(Ha, ha-ha!) On the inside (Get out! Operator calling. Get out! Operator) Don't let this get around, to the outside (Ah, ha-ha!) That's what's comin' down (Okay)(Hello? Hello?) On the inside (This is the operator) (Hey Sammy, I found a hat and a pair of shoes. Are they yours?) Don't let this get around, to the outside That's what's comin' down On the inside Don't let this get around (Hey! Somebody get me a cheeseburger!) To the outside (Hey, is Greg back yet?) (Alimony! Alimony! Alimony! Alimony! Alimony! Alimony!) (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!) That's what's comin' down On the inside Don't let this get around (Ahh! Ahhhhh!) (Yeow! Yeah!) To the outside

Nmmmmmm dip dip Mmmmnnnnmm Bum-ba-deeda-bum-ba-deeda Bum-ba-deeda bum-ba-deeda (continued throughout) Happy trails to you Until we meet again Happy trails to you Keep smilin' until then Who (Ooh-ooh) cares about the clouds when we're together Just (Ahh-ahh-ahh) sing a song and think 'bout sunny weather (Two, three) Happy trails to you 'Til we meet again (Laughter)

Outta touch most of the time Gotta lotta things on my mind Kickin' down, where to start It's the hardest thing Oh... Grow it long, shave it off Life is hard, never soft I need a change, I need it quick Before it makes me sick That's what on my mind Pay attention, watch your back Pay your dues, stay on track Got no room to second-guess Puts me under stress Oh... If I were you, you were me I wonder who I'd wanna be With just one wish you can't refuse I wouldn't know what to choose Feelin'...no, don't like what I've been told I'm feelin' Feelin' what no one else will ever know I'm feelin' Oh... Now black is white and white is black Got politicians smokin' crack And john paul's all bullet-proofed It puts me through the roof Yea... I were you and you were me I wonder who I'd rather be If I had one wish I'd take it Feelin'...oh, I don't like what I've been told I'm feelin' And I'm seein' What no one else will ever know I'm seein' Come on, feelin' Hey, I don't understand these things I'm feelin' No... Outta touch most all the time Too many things on my mind Shuttin' down, gotta stop this thing Feelin'...no, I don't like what I've been told I'm feelin' I'm bleeding... like no one else will ever know I'm bleeding Dealin'...i'm dealin' with these things I'm feelin' I'm dreamin', I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming things that show Me what I'm seein' Seein'...i'm seein' things that I don't know I'm feelin' I've been feelin', I'm feelin', I'm feelin' things that i Don't know I don't know, I don't know what I'm feelin' Hey, I don't understand