Until Then - J. Blackfoot

You see, every day remains the same, for me I often wonder what it takes, to just set me free I stare into this dark abyss, that I know is my life Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, nowhere to cope with strife And everything I see is gray, now the colors are gone They slowly fade away, into the lyrics of the song Searching for sanctuary, peace of mind, but something's wrong I lost myself along the way, and it's been far too long Somebody tell me, where's my kindred spirit? (I try to transcend) And all I catch is interference (How will this all end?) Hopin' that someone can hear this (Let pills desolve in) I think, I'm finally thinking clearest (Just hope you feel this, ya'll!) Things will never, ever be the same again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you for the times, of being a friend Sorry, I've reached the end Maybe I'll see you again Things will never, ever be the same again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you for the times, of being a friend Sorry, I've reached the end Maybe I'll see you again All apologies, to people that I will leave behind I can't explain the pain and rage, that dwells inside of my mind I feel I've lost the war inside my head, that keeps me alive And everything I've ever loved is gone and slowly subsides Into the darkest night, you've ever seen My soul is tainted, nothing clean Some say that life is but a dream But nightmares only come, for me So tell me where to go With inner demons at my door They're always fighting for control And try'na be feeding off my soul No longer know my ups from downs No happiness, just only frowns I'm always staring at the ground Just hoping something comes around And now my vision's blurry, surely I'm fading fast, in a hurry Maybe death will finally cure me Never thought I'd leave this early Things will never, ever be the same again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you, for the times of being a friend Sorry, I've reached the end Maybe I'll see you, again Things will never, ever be the same, again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you, for the times of being a friend Sorry I've reached the end Maybe I'll see you again Same again Pain I was in Being a friend Maybe I'll see you again I try to transcend How will this all end Let pills dissolve in Just hope you feel this, ya'll Things will never, ever be the same again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend Sorry, I've reached the end Maybe, I'll see you again Things will never, ever be the same again I hope that you will understand the pain I was in I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend Sorry, I've reached the end Maybe, I'll see you again

They say the stars are bound to fade Heaven and earth will pass away I'm gonna love you until then When all the seasons stay the same No turning leaves no summer rain I'm gonna love you until then (Chorus) I will give you my last breath The very heart out of my chest I'll be yours until the very end And I'm gonna love you until then The future lies behind a veil And what it holds well who can tell I'm gonna love you until then Someday you may tire of me And I'll just be a memory But I'm gonna love you until then (Repeat Chorus) I'm gonna love you I'll take care of you I'm gonna love you until then