Undying Love - Michael Douranos

Great oppressor who feeds on human debris My veins are filled with thorns, it hurts to breathe Great Depressor' release me from your strange grip I've been praying for dawn all of this time I was once human Before I threw myself over the cliffs into the ocean Reduced to the substance Crushed in fathoms The heavens besieged with the prayers of prey It's here now breathing Dormant dead memories The crown it wears in its skull The oppressor casts down ash clouds to invoke undying dysphoria Enthroned are the burnt prophets Shards of light cut through and corrode the pillars in my mind Demolishing my reality Turning the skies red I hear him speak vile verses The grotesque forms thriving on our Behold sickness in its true form In front of the gates I fell apart Withering to the soil fertilized by the human debris Undying dysphoria

Uh... Pacino life, G a roll, casino dice At the Mirage, Vegas strip, neon lights Gamblers, puffin' cigars, couples and stars Flashin' cameras, dealers, shufflin' cards Spent the weekend, already miss New York and it's odd 'Cause I'm the first to say it got too many hustlers who rob I never hang out, when we do we bust the .45 'Cause shells comin' back at us while we jump in the ride Flyin', duckin', our bitches in the club cluckin' Tellin' my wife who I was dancin' with like I was fuckin' Flew back, Monday evening from Nevada where the sun was beamin' To the concrete jungle of cement Limousine's from LaGuardia airport, sleepin' Told my dogs peace, kept it movin', I was beat when Got to my crib, where the hell my keys went? Ringin' the bell, heard a yell but wasn't sure Dropped my luggage to the ground, put my ear to the door Slow music, H-Town, no that's down low My baby's, drop Mercedes is parked, I creep around yo To the back, she must be inside and can't hear Probably upstairs, in the mirror, doin' her hair I walked in through the back door entrance Shocked it was unlocked, when I walked in, I smelled incense Chased by a weed aroma, empty Guinnesses And lipstick marks on like three empty Coronas A pair of blue jeans on the carpet; size 12 Timberlands Somethin' swingin' on the ceiling fan, I stopped it Swingin' slower and slower On the last swing I saw it was a G-string and heard laughin' Thought about my nine-side Glock but somethin' made me disregard it Started my way up to where the noise and music was at Froze, I couldn't react Bedroom door opened a crack, seen wifey layin' with some nigga Mumblin' shit, he had one hand on her ass And she was rubbin' his dick, toastin' wine glasses Cherry scented candles was lit, couldn't handle the shit Searchin' for words I found none, without a sound I left the house with a sick smile and took my gun Now I'm out buggin', whylin', what I'm gon do? Call my man Horse, meet me outside, I'm comin' through I thought you loved me I thought you cared for me I thought you needed me Did you believe in me? I thought you loved me I thought you cared for me I thought you needed me Did you believe in me? Got up with Horse, showed a look on my face was mad lost I ain't know whether to cry or just, try to laugh it off "Son you home early -- they wiped you out that quick?" I said, "Nah," showed him the plastic with nine in the clip Hopped in the whip, popped in the disc, pressed play To the Grand Central, from the Van Wyck Expressway I said, "Bet you'll never guess in a million years What I just saw happenin' -- and probably still is Snuck in my crib - some nigga fuckin' my wiz I saw dem, they ain't see me, I ducked and I slid I'ma grab shorty, I need you to grab the nigga for me" Just when I thought I found love, she shitted on me Shopped in Vegas, a present, for our engagement 20 G's on a ring I would have hit her today with My surprise couldn't match the one she had for me We pulled up, he was walkin' out the house backwardly Parked in the back of my house, they couldn't see us Ran to the side of my house, cocked the heater Walked to the front when I talked he had jumped Bitch tried to slam the door shut, got caught in Horse foot Shot the Spanish kid in the rib, drug him in Grabbed her face, say goodbye to your undercover friend One between the eye, she's died, by mistake Must've held the gat too tight, pointed at her face Heard somebody knock -- Horse helped me hide the bodies Heard si-rens, I guess we goin' out we out like kamikazes We surrounded, red lights flashin', who's inside? Came out a bullhorn, I'm contemplatin' suicide Horse asked me for the MAC, he gave me dap, one love Cocked the strap, then he ran out the back Mad shots couldn't tell what was goin' on Sat on the floor near my dead girl, put her in my arms Pulled her ring out my pocket I was savin' Put it on her ring finger cocked the Glock, and started prayin' To Muhammad and Allah, the most beneficial Through you, all things are possible, I know you're listenin' I never meant for this to happen, I never dreamed This'd be my fate, such a grotesque, murder scene On that note, same time, the cops busted in Kissed my lady, her blood on my lips, I said "Amen" Put the nine to my head, pulled the hammer, held her close Squeeze the toast, said to her, "Now unto God, we elope" . We elope (Stupid fucking niggers)

Ever since the day that I was made I've been deciding the end And I was made of wood and stone and won't diminish or bend So when the heavy hand of death is here to take me away I'll be the solid grip of time, forever holding my stay Nobody ever made a force that took a beating like me I call the earth and every scum to come and try to fight me Cause when I made the choice to live beyond the dirt that we tread I felt the curse of mortal limit fall before it was said When this season ends One final heart-break And blinding lights will guide our way Free us our blind state They will call us by our name Undying Tearing through these days I find The tolerance to strive and push on I know what lies beyond this life for me is already won No one can take away the blood that covers over my fall Without the blood of perfect life I know I'm nothing at all So now I reign forever hallowed in eternity's hand No man can shake me from the everlasting ground that I stand When this season ends One final heart-break And blinding lights will guide our way Free us our blind state They will call us by our name Undying We are the ones who will still remain when all is laid to waste We are the ones who, when angels cry, will see them face to face We are the ones One final heart-break And blinding lights will guide our way Free us our blind state They will call us by our name Undying