Under the Pillow - Riverside

Sorry, I don't mean to freak you out But I hear someone inside my house Heart racing, keeping me awake Paranoia slipping in Checking all the locks again It's so loud inside my head Got me feeling paralyzed I can't sleep without the lights A chill is running down my spine Staring out the window A knife under my pillow But it's all inside my mind Oh, I'm holding on for dear life Why's this happen to me all the time? Got me staring out the window A knife under my pillow But it's all inside my mind I know I've made this call before Not crying wolf, I'm pretty sure There's just some fears you can't erase Paranoia slipping in Checking all the locks again It's so loud inside my head Got me feeling paralyzed I can't sleep without the lights A chill is running down my spine Staring out the window A knife under my pillow But it's all inside my mind Oh, I'm holding on for dear life Why's this happen to me all the time? Got me staring out the window A knife under my pillow But it's all inside my mind (But it's all inside my mind) but it's all inside my mind

I told myself I don't need it Scrolling watching reading I told myself I don't need it To know what kind of world we live in I shut myself off from The whole broken world I told myself I don't need it That this is not any of my concern But the truth is that I cannot live without you And I should do something Cannot just stand and watch I told myself I don't need it And I can numb this feeling And I can hole up deep in the woods Far from everyone And then I realised I'd lived in self-denial And didn't even try To understand To recognise Just want to be close to you I want to feel you close to me I want to be close to you I'm sick and tired Of our fighting On a minefield Of the social distance warnings The future is in our hands But first Let's Unsubscribe the ones who make us hostile Unsubscribe the ones who make us hostile Unsubscribe the ones who make us hostile I want to feel you close to me Cause I still believe I will find the answer But I already know I need you for The feeling of Being complete for the first time But the truth is that I cannot live without you And I should do something Cannot just stand and watch I told myself I don't need it Scrolling watching reading I told myself I don't need it To know what kind of world we live in And then I realised I'd lived in self-denial And didn't even try To understand To recognise Just want to be close to you I want to feel you close to me I want to be close to you Being complete for the first time