(Un)Rest - PINE

All these relief-givers The needle sure revs in the red Chemicals like drugs from Inside they feel like my best friend You think me a coward but I am a warrior With many voices in my head When I looked around and I reached out I saw no alternative And God rest, God rest our souls And this substance is the only comfort I know He's been pushing for a while Can we cut this man some slack? Let him lie down, let him lie down We are a country Desperate for the embryonic I'm cold and I'm hungry And I yearn for a hand on my forehead You think it's a walk in the park and it's easy She's got it as good as it gets This misunderstanding's a line between living Or being a walking dead And God rest, please rest our souls And the more I take, the less comfort I know She's been pushing for a while Can we cut this woman slack? Let her lie down, let her lie down The more that you hurl at me The more I will curl up in my bed Where's the humanity? Aren't we all hovering around the same end? Door number one, two, and three have been promises That aren't enough to be kept You wish me a speedy recovery But when you turn I plumb the depths And God rest, God please rest our souls This is the surest exit I have known We've been hurting for a while Can we cut ourselves some slack Let us lie down, let us lie down Let us lie down, let me lie down

All by myself, 4:30 a.m. Why can't I sleep now? I feel the urge to call you again I know it's not real, just stuck on repeat I'm sorry, but I never intended To put this weight on you But, honey, I... Darling, I'm trying to get better I keep forgetting these things that are important to me Darkness gets stuck on my mind And I get blinded I wish I could get a break, so I can rest up And I could finally see what really matters to me Woke up again What can I do to get my shit together? I thought the nights were made for sleeping tight They just blind my sight In my head, I fight Such a waste of time, yeah I keep forgetting these things that are important to me Darkness gets stuck on my mind And I get blinded I wish I could get a break, so I can rest up And I could finally see what really matters to me But, honey, I... Darling, I'm trying to get better Darling, I... Honey, I'm trying to get better

Looking back, I found a way to view the past Hold the Os in stacks, we were all together at last A time I won't remember I hope you're proud Of who I am now You taught me everything From how to live to how to dream I'll always be your girl Picture this, us dancing, too average I'm not a road queen, come back We may not be in time But I was caught in your eyes We may not be in time But I was caught in your eyes You throw the wind from my hair Opened my eyes when they were shut You showed me that the boogieman He wasn't there You raised me without any fear We may not be in time But I was caught in your eyes We may not be in time But I was caught in your eyes