Trying My Best - Anson Seabra

Can I just say I feel so far away From this moment we're in I'm trying my best to stay out of my head Take it slow Breathe it all in I'm sick of the cycle the place where I've been Get off of the screen try to think It's a nice little talk Till we're lookin away Our attention is gone And there's nothing to say Ohh ohh Ooh ooh I wish I knew how to stay In the moments where I feel Like I can figure it out Oh I'm trying my best to stay out of my head Ooh ooh Ooh ooh Now I regret all the things that I said And I won't get there yet still I'm trying my best Maybe one day I won't be so afraid I'll let go of the things that are holding me back Cause lately they're pulling me off of the track As I wander down this narrow road I wonder where I'm supposed to go Am I doing the right thing? Inner self dialogue There's the news of the day Anything that I feel I can push it away Ooh ooh Ooh ooh I wish I knew how to stay In the moments where I feel Like I can figure it out Oh I'm trying my best to stay out of my head Ooh ooh Ooh ooh Now I regret all the things that I said And I won't get there yet still I'm trying my best I'm trying and failing And nothing is working out Am I doing the right thing? Doing the right thing I'm crying for help And nobody seems to notice Am I doing the right thing? Doing the right thing I'm trying I'm failing And nothing is working out Am I doing the right thing? Doing the right thing

Aye, 11019 Im tryin ma best Im tryin ma best to forgive you Im tryin ma best to make you fall in love again Cuando veo que no puedo dar más, doy un poco más Y si me muero, no lo creo pero ya está Ya es tarde, más no puedo darte Hice lo que pude solo por poder mostrarte Algo más Más de 5k te quieros escritos solo en un día Multiplícalos por treinta al mes Y si aceptas que yo en su día Te di todo lo mejor de mi tal vez lo pensaría Tal vez Para que no puedo controlarme Me río solo si te paras a mirarme Si yo me pierdo creo que puedes encontrarme Y si esto se muere pensaré en suicidarme Ya es tarde El cuchillo no tiene filo Y si tuviese dinero de tranquis la Glock me alquilo, pero no Hoy me hice daño en el peroné Y porque no fue tu culpa solito me perdone Me gustaría llevarte a Relax vistas al campo Y no a Candi vista puerto Se que será difícil perdonarme, es cierto Yo tampoco puedo olvidarlo, es cierto Pero si alguna vez te dije que te quiero... Quiero que se te quede y no te olvides de que es cierto Que te quiero ahh De que es cierto ahh Que te quiero aaah Cuando veo que no puedo dar más, doy un poco más Y si me muero, no lo creo pero ya está Ya es tarde, más no puedo darte Hice lo que pude solo por poder mostrarte Algo más Más de 5k te quieros escritos solo en un día Multiplícalos por treinta al mes Y si aceptas que yo en su día Te di todo lo mejor de mi tal vez lo pensaría Tal vez Mírame más Con esa sonrisa blanca como tiza ojos color de mar Llámame Mar Sin el agua ni hay vida, sin el dinero pero Babe del agua que te libras Tenía sus heridas, yo tenía las mis Tócalas si no te fías y si sangran no eres mía Que es lo que decías Man, yo que sabía que al final acaba siendo todo lo que Mar decía Na na na na Pastelito, pastelito, Ja Na na na na na na Cuando veo que no puedo dar más, doy un poco más Y si me muero, no lo creo pero ya está Ya es tarde, más no puedo darte Hice lo que pude solo por poder mostrarte Algo más Más de 5k te quieros escritos solo en un día Multiplícalos por treinta al mes Y si aceptas que yo en su día Te di todo lo mejor de mi tal vez lo pensaría Tal vez 11019

Well they took some honey from a tree Dressed it up and they called it me Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby, now Woke up last night, half past four Fifty women knocking on my door Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby, now Went out last night, I didn't stay late Before I got home I had nineteen dates Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby, now Went out last night, I didn't stay late Before I got home I had nineteen dates Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby, now Well they took some honey from a tree Dressed it up and they called it me Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby Everybody's trying to be my baby, now

Well, she's the prettiest girl at the party And she knows it She's got a picture-perfect smile that Break your heart wide open She'll let the butterflies free If your eyes leave for a moment When she finally leaves It's like she's walking in slow motion When she comes home Sits down and gets in her bed, she's invested Shе's all alone So done with trying to pretеnd And she says "Under the covers, I'm someone else Than what you see on the cover of Vogue or Elle, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And she says "Under the surface, I'm so much more than just a Pretty face or the girl next door, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" It's been a couple of years So she moved to West L.A 'Cause when you look that good, I guess you Might as well get paid Went from her parents' old house To become a household name It's a whole new world but somehow Still feels just the same It's when she comes home Sits down and gets in her bed, so successful And she's still alone So done with tryna pretend And she says "Under the covers, I'm someone else Than what you see on the cover of Vogue or Elle, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And she says "Under the surface, I'm so much more than just a Pretty face or the girl next door, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And maybe it's Maybelline But it's probably make-believe 'Cause the dreams that they're selling to you Are paper-thin, too And she says "Under the covers, I'm someone else Than what you see on the cover of Vogue or Elle, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And she says "Under the surface, I'm so much more than just a Pretty face or the girl next door, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth"

Empty bottles on a dusty wooden floor A remedy I've tried too many times Echoes in my mind of shouts and slamming doors I've done better with goodbyes Now the sun is heading back into its grave It's a cold October night Taste the autumn air and hope to find a way To keep the dark out of my mind Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Light a candle as I lay me down to sleep Watch the room around me glow Listen quietly to wind and rustling leaves In the silence I'm at home In my dreams I see her standing by the fire Granite eyes reflect the flames Humming softly 'til the embers start to tire A faded memory that I saved Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Mmm-mmm, mmm-mmm Mmm, mmm, mmm-mmm Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene

You say that we should move on now But it's hard 'Cause I still got half your closet in the back of my car All my friends say I'm hopeless, but I'm not It's just that I really hope this doesn't tear us apart 'Cause when you leave me I don't wanna be alone I want you to need me Baby, baby please don't go The way we loved was so damn incredible That it made me numb when I had to let it go Now you say we're done and I hope it was memorable But I can't move on 'cause you're so unforgettable I still remember the old you, but it's gone And I just hope that he holds you The way that you want I got a feeling that I should just walk away But it gets harder and harder every day 'Cause when you leave me I don't wanna be alone I want you to need me Baby, baby please don't go The way we loved was so damn incredible That it made me numb when I had to let it go Now you say we're done and I hope it was memorable But I can't move on 'cause you're so unforgettable

Let me tell you a story 'bout a girl that I met You would think we were in love just from the way that she said "Can you stay 'til the morning?" with her hands on my lips She told me she was falling then we didn't speak again And I know when she hears this, she's gonna call and check in 'Cause she thinks it's about her and it is She's my kryptonite But she's with him tonight And I can't sleep 'cause I know She's loving somebody else My heart's on the ground She's drivin' to his house And all I think about is She's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) She's loving somebody else (ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) all I think about is (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else Let me tell you a story 'bout a girl I was with She said, "Let's just be friends," until she slept in my bed If you knew I was falling, would you let me dive in? And when I was underwater, she was gone with the wind And I know when she hears this, she's gonna call and check in 'Cause she thinks it's about her and it is She's my kryptonite But she's with him tonight And I can't sleep 'cause I know She's loving somebody else My heart's on the ground She's driving to his house And all I think about is She's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) she's my kryptonite (Ooh, ah) but she's with him tonight (Ooh, ah) and I can't sleep 'cause I know (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) my heart's on the ground (Ooh, ah) she's driving to his house (Ooh, ah) and all I think about is (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) she's my kryptonite (Ooh, ah) but she's with him tonight (Ooh, ah) and I can't sleep 'cause I know (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) my heart's on the ground (Ooh, ah) she's driving to his house (Ooh, ah) and all I think about is (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else