Lemon trees Blossom in the garden Green feathers of the ivy Growing on the world Reflect on the time You fake the divine Only to wake up Feeling the earth You walk the line Lie on my shoulder Wipe them away Head in the clouds Everything's over White turns to grey This is the end Grab your one friend We're all the same Lost in one name And babe Why treat me so bad? Am I gonna get my lemons tonight? And babe Let me taste the divine I'm getting closer to hell the longer I ask for my thrive Slowly I'm waiting Long anticipating Under the lemon trees Life passes right through me I finally found peace Under the lemon trees I finally found peace Under the lemon trees I finally found peace Under the lemon trees I finally found peace Under the lemon trees I finally found peace Under the lemon trees Under the lemon trees

Slept in your room With your friends on the inside Needed some air So I slept on the outside Down on the couch With your boyfriend I need this The smell of his hair And the taste of his lips I hide in the closet But I'm not a faggot My friends never found out My mom was a Christian My dad is an alchie I bet that he kills me I don't know how God thinks But God, do you love me? I don't know how God thinks But God, do you love me? I don't know how God thinks But God, do you love? She says I need a certain satisfaction kind It's something you could never give to my type She said I need a certain satisfaction kind It's something you could never give to my To my, to my Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh (hey!) Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh (hey!) Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Just string me up, two or three Just string me up, down by the trees Just burn my pants, I'm such a freak A fucking faggot that never sees Just string me up, to retreat Just string me up, down by the trees Just burn my pants, I'm such a freak I'm such a freak, I'm such a freak She says I need a certain satisfaction kind It's something you could never give to my type She said I need a certain satisfaction kind It's something you could never give to my To my, to my To my, to my To my, to yours To my, to my To my, to yours Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh (hey!) Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Fuck!

I've been smokin' Mary Jane Been seeing shapes up in my head Of places that I've always seen and memories that never left Oh, they never left And oh, no, I've been gone for quite some time And I know that I just keep it in the back of my mind And as the moss clears up my lungs when I'm back home Oh, I'm reminded of how Oh, how I miss her, sitting out by the river Listening as the trees talk, all behind my back (yeah) Oh, I think I'll stay wherever the wind blows (blows) Let it come when I don't know, 'cause I don't know myself Anymore (Ooh, ooh, ooh) I'm just tryna to find myself (Ah-ooh, ooh, ooh) a little more And as I hook out on the waves I see white sails runnin' in the craze through the forest I'm trying to make proud of my name 'Cause I still don't have the strength to go back to my dad's grave And tell him everything, oh Oh, how I miss her, sitting out by the river Listening as the trees talk all behind my back (yeah) Oh, I think I'll stay wherever the wind blows Let it come when I don't know 'cause I don't know myself Anymore (Ah-ooh) hey, (ooh, ooh) I'm just tryna find myself (Ah-ooh) hey, (ooh, ooh) a little more Don't think that I could forget what you say You thought that I couldn't save you, but you can't get back the past 'Cause once it's left, it's left in flames and I'm too used to burnin' down (Oh-ooh, ooh, ooh) but now you're gone Oh, how I miss her, sitting out by the river Listening as the trees talk, all behind my back (yeah) Oh, I think I'll stay wherever the wind blows Let it come when I don't know 'cause I don't know myself Anymore

I haven't been lying here before Just being, don't get too near before I get closer Wait for me, wait for me until I'm close enough We could count to five If you're alone and I'm not prepared I will be gone for a while, coming back in slow motion I will be scared, without knowing it Then give me a minute And I want to meet you halfway But I cannot yet Would you wait for me? Into the unknown Would you wait for me? Into the unknown I haven't been lying here before, just being I've got a feeling that you're feeling it See me, I see you though we're not around Are we doin' it? It can fall apart or build up - I've been told Fear showed me how fragile this is I seem to lean back on my heels Afraid I won't be caught I want to meet you halfway But I cannot yet Would you wait for me? Until the unknown Would you wait for me? Until the unknown Would you wait for me? Until the unknown

You used to say 'the world is changing, while we're not' Time passing too fast - You fought If we run any faster now, we'll lose all we got At least that's what you thought The world is still changing - now so am I I was asking - again and again "Where you at? Where? You seem lost in there" But you were no longer in there You vanished like fog through the air I might have whispered "catch me if you can" Oh man, I was hanging in a liana Oh oh oh A while back I started dying I was slowly dying over a two year's time Sometimes you tried to hold on Sometimes you just let go Last year you were a fetus in the void Last year you were born You got up on your feet, felt incomplete Sometimes you stumbled, sometimes you fell Cause this is not life's parallel Luckily, I've been a human before But I'm still not sure what we came here for I might have whispered "catch me if you can" Oh man, I was hanging in a liana Oh oh oh Oh man, I was hanging in a liana I might have whispered "catch me if you can" Oh man, I was hanging in a liana But only to get over to somewhere else Somewhere else than...?

It's a mess, messy like before when I couldn't think straight I take my shoes off in the need of walking bare-foot, Can't seem to take a step What I want the most is to go wherever and to be free I beg for frames to tuck me in I frame my face with a dartboard and look around, waiting When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me I'm a bird, but I really just circulate around my nest Down under they are daydreaming based on what they see, But nothing's like it seems; The nest is empty, head is full, can't make a move I beg for frames to tuck me in When the skies burst I will find my own way, on my own When things can work out I don't need to worry When things can't work out I don't need to worry When I see me I see them, eating me I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh When I see me I see them, eating me And I'm the observer and I cannot make a sound

I was a container - I am nothing now He made a flood on the floor - and I was a drainer Her guts leaked - I was the retainer His lusts flooded - and I was the restrainer She threw herself up - and I was the container And again - here we go You say you're oh so low Off course you're starring in the show I could even make your portfolio But I'm the only one you'll share it with though And I entered the void Just in time, nothing's destroyed Should I be worried Freud? For everything that I avoid Feel less like a human, might be a humanoid But I still feel - a little My zest was overrated - it felt good - and I was devastated I guess this is something that I created And I never really demonstrated But couldn't you see that I was slowly deflated? Oh, I guess it's hard to see others When you're always so got damn frustrated I - I never ran away Yet nothing in my bag caught my attention One would guess distance is a prevention But some made a new dimension And now one is haunting me And I entered the void Just in time, nothing's destroyed Should I be worried Freud? For everything that I avoid Feel less like a human, might be a humanoid But I still feel - a little And again - here we go You say you're oh so low You say you're oh so low I - I never ran away I was there I was always there

When there is eventually silence The suspense is breathing as echoes in the walls It seems it's time to break My footsteps seems to be a red thread Of apathy, been following me ever since Under the illusion of a body armor, there is marks from everyday The distance to the madness undresses the mind Force me to see what my mind. force me to see what I shut off And I can't seem to turn of my mind When there is eventually silence The surface gets hit by frequently portions of rage It seems we're not familiar I fear I'll be wiped out by a big Burst of accumulation when I least expect it My fear is a lasting drizzle of rage Eroding what's left, with no turning back The distance to the madness undresses the mind Force me to see what my mind. force me to see what I shut off And I can't seem to turn of my mind There was no sign of an increasing heart rate So to show my human trait it had to rise eventually It feels unnecessary now Now, now when it's all over