Torn (Mixed) - Matt Fax

A part of me wants to leave you alone A part of me wants for you to come home A part of me says I'm living a lie (And I'm better off without you) A part of me says to think it through A part of me says I'm over you A part of me wants to say goodbye A part of me is asking why A part of me wants to leave But a part of me wants to be here with you And every time I think that we're over and done You do something to get me back, loving you And you got me just torn Torn in between the two (oh yeah) 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone (I really want to be with you) Leave you alone, leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two (in between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (you alone) Leave you alone, leave you alone There were no issues when we started out It was cool, it was everything that love's about But something happened Plus I'm feeling so burnt out ('Cause I can't understand you now) Now oh (I just can't understand you now) A part of me says it's all my fault A part of me says, he ain't what you want A part of me says to get my bags A part of me says I can't do that A part of me wants to leave But a part of me wants to be here with you And every time I think that it's over and done You make me fall back in love You got me just torn Torn in between the two (between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (you alone) Leave you alone, leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two (torn in between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (really wanna be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (telling me I should leave) Leave you alone (alone) Leave you alone (alone) So many times I (I was ready to go) So many times I (had my foot out the door) So many times I (I thought to give him a chance, thought he'd be a better man) Now I'm sitting here and I'm so confused 'Cause I keep fighting myself for you I don't know how much more I can take, but I can't feel this way You got me so torn Torn in between the two (oh yeah) 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone (I really wanna be with you) Leave you alone Leave you alone (but I don't know) And you got me just torn in between the two (should I stay or should I go) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (I don't know) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (you alone) Leave you alone Leave you alone (you alone) And you got me just torn in between the two (I'm torn in between the two) 'Cause I really wanna be with you (I really wanna be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone (but I don't know) Leave you alone Leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone Leave you alone Leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone Leave you alone Leave you alone And you got me just torn in between the two 'Cause I really wanna be with you But something's telling me I should leave you alone

I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm, he came around like he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn't be that man I adored You don't seem to know or seem to care What your heart is for And I don't know him anymore There's nothin' where we used to lie My conversation has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's fine, I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn So I guess the fortune teller's right I should have seen just what was there And not some holy lie But you crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have no luck I don't miss it all that much There's just so many things That I can't touch, I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn Torn There's nothing where we used to lie My inspiration has run dry And that's what is goin' on Nothing's fine, I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I'm ashamed Bound and broken on the floor You're a little late I'm already torn Torn I'm already torn I'm already torn I'm already torn

You, you take all of the li-li-light away But, but then you give me fireworks I, I think of leaving n-n-night and day But, but then you always find the words You're contagious, baby Love when you love me, hate me The way you rock, ro-rock, rock my body lately You set the rain on fire I wish the lows were higher Wish I could stop, stop, stop to save me Oh, I wanna stay, wanna walk out the door (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn I can't get enough, can't take anymore (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn You dry my tears and make it pour You show me love and give me war I can't get enough, can't take anymore (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn I, I always wanna run, run, run away But, but then I crawl into your arms It-it's like we're starting drama every day But, but you know that's my favourite part You're contagious, baby Love when you love me, hate me The way you rock, ro-rock, rock my body lately You set the rain on fire, I wish the lows were higher Wish I could stop, stop, stop to save me Oh, I wanna stay, wanna walk out the door (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn I can't get enough, can't take anymore (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn You dry my tears and make it pour You show me love and give me war I can't get enough, can't take anymore (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn Torn, torn, baby I'm torn, torn Torn, torn, baby I'm torn, torn Torn from the pages out of our book A beautiful tragedy I'm torn in between heaven and hell 'Cause baby when I'm with you I just don't know where I'd rather be Oh, I wanna stay, wanna walk out the door (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn I can't get enough, can't take anymore (oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn (torn) You dry my tears and make it pour You show me love and give me war I can't get enough, can't take anymore (oh, oh no) Right now, baby, I'm torn

I spit fax tipo copiadora, mano É VTEC quando eu cuspir a onda, mano Eterno se eu cair agora É que eu vim de pé por cima da water Tico & Teco, double homicide All by my lonely, nem a sombra vai, mano P'ra onde eu voo, não encontro flight Onde é que eu 'tou? Perguntei p'ra quem, mano? Fiz-me piloto, eu subi tudo Toquei na Dome, toquei no fundo Beat atacou-me, virou defunto Eu não tem como, eu não tenho cume Eu também como, eu também fumo Eu também fo..., eu só não durmo Ele abençoa-me, vejo no escuro Dou cor ao som, dou corpo ao sub Eu não sou um monstro na rima Sou um monstro que rima Aprende a diferença primeiro Cosi o bolso com linhas de agulhas com tinta Eu tenho molho no tinteiro Eu tenho sonhos de dia, a isso eu chamo de vida Quando eu nasci, só me equipei Eu tenho o terceiro olho em forma de pinha Vim alertar todo o pinheiro Yah, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Yah, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Yah, hol' up, hol' up, hol' up Yah, hol' up, yah, hol' up Olha que eu vejo bem, mano, e só vejo um No espelho de manhã, como o game em jejum Depois grego tipo Atenas, porque os dreads me enjoam Mano, faz a soma, dá aditivo sem chumbo Carrego a magazine, cheia de balas de saliva Beat na ponta da mira, mano, havia de ser como? Nem com a medicina toda junta numa tilha Tinha cura p'ra'a esta ira que eu carrego p'ra estes sons (Yah) Eu tenho gás que rebenta carica Quando duas chupam, um mano chama Dua Lipa Diz p'ro Satanás que o tridente não me pica 'Tou com a bota de aço, no tridente dou biqueiro Mano, eu tenho frascos, lentes, prisma Eu até como p'ratos com esta fome que este bicho tem O mundo tem Pilatos, Herodes e Cristo Rei Mas a coroa que ainda reina Repara que é a que picos tem Claro que há Tupacs e Profs, ouviste bem Quando eu 'tou a dar bagos em bodes, outites vêm A arca de congelados tá com corpos de MC's cheia O laser vem do Beamer tipo que disparo do Os charros são enrolados em forma da árvore do Christmas E os traços esticados tipo as estradas que o país tem Por dentro da pinha é Cyclops, quando a abres, vision E aí nem a psicose te coze na kitchen Já ninguém te diz: Torce a picture Tipo que a nossa base é bola, pitcher É que foi outra escola que me viu crescer E se hoje as balas tocam-me, é ricochete Não vai com a caçadeira, nem vai com as AK Diz p'ra feiticeira que não vai casar cá Sem aliança nos dedos, aponto-os à Kaká É curioso como hoje já sei que há gato Deserto atravesso, camelo, scorp ou cacto Este jogo não dá p'ra ver o teu score cá Quero falar livre, outros 'tão a pôr gang Querem que seja eu que me opaque Por isso eu canto durante o jogo todo Diz ao árbitro que eu sou uma claque Depois invado o campo, subo e marco golo E depois o clube põe-me no ataque E se o treinador disser que eu não calço Chego a bota de ouro descalço Fax