Tired - Malte Ebert

Hold my hand while you cut me down It had only just begun but now it's over now And you're in the heat of moments with your heart playing up cold I'm between the middle watching hastiness unfold On my eyes you were smiling in the spotlight dancing with the night The night fell off your mind I'm tired of trying Your teasing ain't enough Fed up of biding your time When I don't get nothing back And for what? And for what? And for what? When I don't get nothing back Boy, I'm tired Where'd you go when you stay behind I looked up and inside down and outside only to find A double taking punching hard and laughing at my smile I get closer you obviously prefer her I'm tired of trying Your teasing ain't enough Fed up of biding your time When I don't get nothing back And for what? And for what? And for what? When I don't get nothing back Boy, I'm tired of trying Your teasing ain't enough Fed up of biding your time When I don't get nothing back And for what? And for what? And for what? When I don't get nothing back Boy, I'm tired (I should have known) Never mind said your open arms I couldn't help believe the trick me back into them Even though I'm tired of trying Your teasing ain't enough Fed up of biding your time When I don't get nothing back And for what? And for what? And for what? When I don't get nothing back Boy, I'm tired of trying Your teasing ain't enough Fed up of biding your time When I don't get nothing back And for what? And for what? And for what? When I don't get nothing back Boy, I'm tired

Some nights i'd rather be alone (I'd rather be alone) To face the devil on my own (i know you wonder where i go) But your smiling face keep lighting up my phone, yeah If you know me you know i ain't coming home (Ain't coming home) So don't wait up for me We pull each other down like gravity, gravity We tell each other that we're meant to be, it's fantasy Every night, there's a fight, we make up, we make love like a melody Yeah, yeah, yeah But you know We pull each other down like gravity, gravity Some nights i go towards the dark (???) I sit and whisper to the stars (Please show me the way to go) When it all came crashing down girl when we're your Oh, oh no If you can't handle the fall, then what's the use (What's the use) So don't wait for me We pull each other down like gravity, gravity We tell each other that we're meant to be, it's fantasy Every night, there's a fight, we make up, we make love like a melody Yeah, yeah, yeah But you know We pull each other down like gravity, gravity Oh, oh, oh, oh And i've been falling down, falling down no parachute And when we hit the ground, hit the ground We're gonna crash and burn We pull each other down like gravity, gravity We tell each other that we're meant to be, it's fantasy Every night, there's a fight, we make up, we make love like a melody Yeah, yeah, yeah But you know We pull each other down like gravity, gravity I should be picking you up (Oh, whoa) Instead of pulling you down (Oh, whoa) You should be picking me up (Oh, whoa) Instead of pulling me down (Oh, whoa)

I love you like Grave danger like Moon shining disguise When I wake up with Your makeup and Spread blush across the sky Like a meteor crush I'm gon' tell the world Been a million years full of tears But I found my girl My notion of Love devotion was A corrosion of mind Then come cupid and Now I'm stupid and I feel it's just fine Like exploding face I'm gon' tell the world Been a million years full of fears But I found my girl It's a spun tongue It's a holy shit It's a loud cry from the heart It's a live death It's a big breath It's a no more we're apart Like a rainbow crash As we bow and swirl Been a million years full of tears But I found my girl Like exploding sun Let the light unfurl Been a million years full of fears But I found my girl

The truth is that I never shook my shadow Every day, it's trying to trick me into doing battle Calling out 'faker', only get me rattled Wanna pull me back behind the fence with the cattle Building your lenses, digging your trenches Put me on the front line, leave me with a dumb mind With no defenses but your defense is If you can't stand to feel the pain then you are senseless Since this, I've grown up some different kind of fighter And when the darkness comes, let it inside you And your darkness is shining, my darkness is shining Have faith in myself Truth I've seen a million numbered doors on the horizon Now which is the future you're choosing before you go dying? I'll tell you about a secret I've been undermining Every little lie in this world comes from dividing Say you're my lover, say you're my own, homie Tilt my chin back, slit my throat Take a bath in my blood, get to know me All out of my secrets, all my enemies are turning into my teachers Because light's blinding, no way dividing What's yours or mine when everything's shining? You darkness is shining, my darkness is shining Have faith in ourselves Truth Yes, I'm only loving, only trying to only love And, yes, and what I'm trying to do is only loving Yes, I'm only loving, trying to only love I swear to God, I'm only trying to be loving Yes, I'm only lonely loving Yes, I'm only feeling only loving, only loving You say it ain't loving, ain't loving Ain't loving, my loving But I'm only loving, still only loving Swear to god, I'm only loving Trying to be loving, loving Loving, loving, loving, loving Yes I'm only loving, yes, trying to only love I swear to god, I'm trying but I'm only loving You say it ain't loving, ain't loving, ain't loving Ain't loving, ain't loving my loving But I'm only loving, loving, loving, loving the truth Truth