Till It Kills Me - Phix

This is the building office for Try Medical Center Calling for Jason Mraz If you are Jason Mraz, press 1 now If Jason is not available, press 2 Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you figured me out Something gave it away It would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking You know nothing Well you and I Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and We get along much better Than you and your boyfriend Well all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me How long, can I go on like this Wishing to kiss you Before I rightly explode? Well this double life I lead isn't healthy for me In fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all 'Cause maybe there's a lot that I miss In case I'm wrong All I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me If it kills me If I should be so bold I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand I'd tell you from the start how I longed to be your man But I never said a word I guess I gonna miss my chance again Well all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me If it kills me Oh, I think it might kill me And all I really want to do is to feel you It's a feeling inside that keeps building I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me It might kill me

Don't put up a front with me Is this really how you want it to be? I know you're lookin' for excuses to make other plans When he's not around to hold your hand And all the times that you called me Crying on the phone Please don't sell yourself short 'Cause you're scared of being alone I don't wanna see you hurt anymore No, I don't wanna see you hurt anymore It kills me Every time that we speak I know that you wanna be free But you're trapped in your memories Yeah, it kills me Oh baby, it ain't hard to see You're happier when you're with me You're happier when you're with me (Ayy) take my hand, I need your attention Fuck your man, I'll teach him a lesson If we speak in bodies, we can't tell nobody Fuck you when you lonely, nah But I know she say that I am not enough (I'm not enough) In my heart, I know that I am not enough Baby girl, it kills me Every time that we speak I know that you wanna be free But you're trapped in your memories Yeah, it kills me Oh baby, it ain't hard to see You're happier when you're with me Yeah, you're happier when you're with me So, don't put up a front with me (you don't gotta front with me) Is this really how you want it to be? (You want it to be) I know you're looking for excuses to make other plans When he's not around to hold your hand

So long I kept my distance So many things that I'm missing out on 'Cause I know all too well how it hurts Chained down by my own memories They keep my glass half empty I do it all so I don't get burned But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong I know how the story goes The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down Guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Million reasons to give up Sometimes I never want to leave my house Oh I guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me One foot out past the doorstep Far from the safety in my bed Now everything could all up go up in smoke But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong I know how the story goes The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down Guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Million reasons to give up Sometimes I never want to leave my house Oh I guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Even if I fall apart Even if it breaks my heart Even if it all goes dark 'Cause I know I know how the story goes The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down Guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Million reasons to give up Sometimes I never want to leave my house Oh I guess I'm learning to live Even if it kills me Learning to live Even if it kills me

Love me till it hurts Love me till it hurts You are the poison, you are the pain The one chemical inside my veins It's true (it'strue) I've been infected by you (been infected by you) I'm not a killer, no, I'm not a saint And there's nobody left that I can blame Yeah, it's true, I am the poison in you Will you love me till it hurts? Never leave me at my worst Break this cycle, break this curse! Love me till it hurts! We all get, what we deserve Tell me, do I have your word? Break this cycle, break this curse! Love me till it hurts Love me till it hurts We fell in love but then we went to war Now I'm the enemy, I'm not your doll It's true (it's true) I'm only fightin' for you (only fightin' for you) We thought that we could make it through the storm Hell broke loose and then you fell from my arms Yeah, it's true, I couldn't hold on to you Will you love me till it hurts? Never leave me at my worst Break this cycle, break this curse! Love me till it hurts! We all get what we deserve Tell me, do I have your word? Break this cycle, break this curse! Love me till it hurts! Will you love me till it hurts? Never leave me at my worst Break this cycle, break this curse! Love me till it hurts! We all get what we deserve Tell me do I have your word? Break this cycle, break this curse! Love me till it hurts! (Love me till it hurts, love me till it hurts) Love me till it hurts (Love me till it hurts, love me till it hurts) Love me till it hurts (Love me till it hurts, love me till it hurts) Love me till it hurts (Love me till it hurts, love me till it hurts) Love me till it hurts

Start this fire Fuel my desire I ain't lyin' When I say you're the one I need Yeah Nobody's near you Clearer than a rearview Baby let me hear you Cryin' out for me When I was panicking you taught me how to breathe Mm mm When I was drowning you saved me from the sea Yeah baby you're the only one I need But my heart's on fire so don't you ever leave (don't you ever leave) Cause there ain't a day that could go by That I don't spend thinking of you You're my light in the dark and I know I Don't wanna go another day without being with you Start this fire Fuel my desire I ain't lyin' When I say you're the one I need Yeah Nobody's near you Clearer than a rearview Baby let me hear you Cryin' out for me (Cryin' out for me) I'd go through pain even if my heart breaks just to get to you And there ain't no shade even on my dark days when I'm next to you (next to you) I hope we never part ways, you can still feel the flame, I'm obsessed with you (obsessed with you) Baby girl and you know everytime you touch me it's turning me on Like a bonfire Said that you would always catch me if I fall Mm mm I guess love isn't fleeting afterall (fleeting afterall) Let's toast to the fact that we made it Couldn't have done it without my baby Oh oh I'm the lock and you're the key Ohhhh Let's pour out some shots and get faded And here's to my heart so don't break it One for you and a whole lot more for me Start this fire Fuel my desire I ain't lyin' When I say you're the one I need Yeah Nobody's near you Clearer than a rearview Baby let me hear you Cryin' out for me (Cryin' out for me) I'd go through pain even if my heart breaks just to get to you And there ain't no shade even on my dark days when I'm next to you (next to you) I hope we never part ways, you could still feel the flame I'm obsessed with you (obsessed with you) Baby girl and you know everytime you touch me it's turning me on Like a bonfire

I don't usually smoke but I hit it when you rolled it It's like anytime they see us out together they know that There they go Yeah, they know We were so hot the devil was getting so pissed I should've known when I had you I ain't need nobody else People coming up to me, but I ain't need nobody's help And anytime they ask how I'm doing I try keeping it cool But I can't just hold it in, I let it out Beauty and the beast I get sick to my stomach staring at this rose it's The what ifs 'Cause I had your heart and let go And picked off every petal and now You're gone and I have no one else to blame Girl I know I chose this You deserve someone who's better Someone who puts you first Someone who brings you roses I still hear the stories And see the pictures you're tagged in Even thought I can't like your post I still read the caption And I guess some things never change You just get more gorgeous by the day I just want to know that deep down you really love me I don't care if anyone in the world knows it but me You don't need to say it out loud All I know is I could use you 'bout now I wish you could see these offers and labels that are calling I know when I tell you you're happy for me and all that But I need you to know That you're here with me always And I'm never alone Beauty and the beast I get sick to my stomach staring at this rose it's The what ifs 'Cause I had your heart and let go And picked off every petal and now You're gone and I have no one else to blame Girl I know I chose this You deserve someone who's better Someone who puts you first Someone who brings you roses I'm so glad I got to love you both even if it was just a minute 'Cause I couldn't imagine a world without both of you in it But it's all my fault that you isn't I'll admit it I hope that as she grows up she still watches on her iPad I would do it all to give that little girl more than I had But I didn't I'll admit it Beauty and the beast I get sick to my stomach staring at this rose it's The what ifs 'Cause I had your heart and let go And picked off every petal and now You're gone and I have no one else to blame Girl I know I chose this You deserve someone who's better Someone who puts you first Someone who brings you roses

It's too much to take Withdraw away It's too much to take I withdraw away I think I was happier before the clout (before the clout) Now the people hanging 'round me know what I'm about (I'm about) The pop structure says the syllables have got to count (count) But I am not a fucking pop artist Okay I keep on letting the hate on the internet From all these idiots comment and get to me I disassociate from anybody who thinks they can post Or are bigger than Beverley Anything good in my life that I'm getting I twist and manipulate until I ruin it I got success and I got depressed I don't know what to do with it I'm fucked up, but I won't say I'm sorry I'm so detached, it's alarming It's too much to take (It's too much to take) I withdraw away (I withdraw away) It's too much to take (It's too much to take) I withdraw away (I withdraw away) I'll be what you want on another day Got a lot of things I should wanna change But, I'm so fucked up and I won't say I'm sorry I understand at times, I can be difficult to deal with Take a couple more 'til I get high and I don't feel shit I promise you don't wanna live inside this head of mine Voices telling me I'm dead inside 'Cause I'm sipping on this bottle like I wanna drown And anytime I need you, you are not around So, I drink, I smoke, I'm fucked up, yeah, I know 'Cause I'm fucked up, but I won't say I'm sorry And I'm so detached, it's alarming It's too much to take (It's too much to take) I withdraw away (I withdraw away) It's too much to take (It's too much to take) I withdraw away (I withdraw away) I'll be what you want on another day Got a lot of things I should wanna change But, I'm so fucked up and I won't say I'm sorry