Thrown - Kiasmos

How can life be standing still When everything seems to be going downhill? How do I follow my instinct If I don't feel anything to begin with? I know it may Sound like a lie But I can't remember the last time I felt alright Let me out Let me out This room is nothing but a prison cell The walls are closing in It was over before it even began So this is where it ends? Put a gun to my head And fast-forward since I'm destined to fail either way Get it over with I've spent too many years trying to fix myself So you want to help? Well, it might be too fucking late Tell me, why should I even care? When nothing goes my way No ambition, no desire No motivation or willpower No ambition, no desire Life is getting darker as the hole gets deeper Get it over with Get it over with

He fell for her again She watched it happen Every day, day by day But more important, night by night She watched it all come into play He held her hands She listened to what he had to say Thrown down, like a barricade Maybe now he could prove to her That he could be good for her And they should be together (Together, together, together, together) You've shaken your faith in me, no You've shaken the faith in everything else A decision no one makes And now you're going home Faith is a hard thing to hold on to Something inside you says I don't have to You're not like other people, you do what you want to You're not like other people, you do what you want to Thrown down, like a barricade Maybe now he could prove to her That he could be good for her And they should be together (Together, together, together, together) You say you're sorry Now you should walk away But it's so overwhelming You have nothing left to say You can sit outside his door and wait Well, you can dedicate your pain to him All thrown down, like a barricade Maybe now he could prove to her That he could be good for her And they should be together (Together, together, together, together) About just how much he never really told her Thrown down About how difficult it had been to be without her Thrown down

Is life empty? Weaved for nothing Has time lost us Our security and amenity? We feel hopeless Blown right open Blood on our hands Can't help but fail This is not possible And never expected Yet always connected We are built upon Fraught foundation And we are built around Misplaced expectation We are built upon Fraught foundation And we are built around Misplaced expectation And blown away And thrown away Am I useless This is the space of My contentment My security and amenity Are we hoping? Are we trusting? Fill the void now That is placed in us Without sense of trust And never expected Yet somehow connected We are built upon Fraught foundation And we are built around Misplaced expectation We are built upon Fraught foundation And we are built around Misplaced expectation And blown away And thrown away