Thinking of Leaving - Space Engineer

Farewell to you, my own true love There were many fare thee wells I am bound for California A place I know right well So fare thee well, my own true love When I return united we will be It's not the leaving of Liverpool that's grieves me But my darling when I think of thee I have signed on a Yankee Clipper ship Davy Crockett is her name And the Captain's name is Burgess And they say that she's a floating Hell I have sailed with Burgess once before And I think I know him well If a man's a sailor, he can get along If not, then he's sure in Hell Oh the ship is in the harbour, love And I wish I could remain For I know it will be a long, long time Before I see you again

I think it, it's gonna work now I think it, it's gonna work now I think I've won I fall around There only one There only one Is it real? And it hurts to feel Goodbye, my love Always thinking of I think I've won I fall around There only one There only one Is it real? And it hurts to feel Goodbye, my love Always thinking of

I was standing on the edge of town I was doing my best to flag a taxi down I was thinking of you I was looking at your photograph Couldn't help myself I just had to laugh I was drinking to you I'll be thinking of you Thinking of you Thinking of you Next time around I was feeling just a bit frustrated Checked my watch smoked another cigarette and waited Staring up at the moon I was dreaming of your tiger skin How you looked how I felt when you took me in Licking your silver spoon I'll be thinking of you Thinking of you Thinking of you Next time around I'll be thinking of you Thinking of you Thinking of you Next time around Next time around Ohh Yes I'll be thinking of you You'll be thinking of me Next time around Thinking of Thinking of me Thinking of Thinking of me Thinking, Next time around Thinking of me Thinking of me Thinking of you Thinking of you Thinking of me Next time around Thinking of me Thinking of you Thinking of you Thinking of you Thinking of me Next time around Yea Thinking of me Thinking of you Thinking of me Thinking of you Thinking of me Next time around

You never know just what you've got Till it's slipping through your fingers Never know just what you've got Till it's gone with the wind And you never miss your shadow Till there's no one left beside you You never miss your shadow Till you're alone, alone in the dark You never know just what will break you Till you're picking up the pieces Never know just what will break you Till your world, it falls apart Never know how small your voice is Till you're screaming at the silence Never know how small your voice is Till you're arguing, arguing with God But I saw Death's face today As he led my friend away I saw Death's face today As he cast his shadow over me I saw Death's face today As he led my friend away So I'll ask who I gotta pay To bring him back, bring him back to me Bring him back to me You never know the words you should've said until they're all you're left with Until the dirt is falling and the guilt, it burns your bones And we ask the biggest question: why the fuck did this all happen? Who on Earth deserves this? And what the hell do we do now? So we live like we have lost, and we love like we are broken And as the colour leaves the sky, we're left in reverence of the frailty of it all

I'm gonna jump in Lake Michigan And swim out as far as I can You should come with me You should come with me I'm gonna jump in Lake Michigan And swim out as far as I can You should swim with me You should swim with me And we'll swim out as far as we can When we reach the end, we'll start to descend There's so much at the bottom to see Empty bottles, broken glass This is where we'll sleep I'm just worn-out bed sheets, you won't miss me I am nothing I am nothing I'm just an empty bottle shattering I'm gonna jump in Lake Michigan And swim out as far as I can You should come with me You should come with me I'm gonna jump in Lake Michigan And swim out as far as I can You should swim with me You should swim with me I'm just an empty bottle shattering Shattering Shattering Shattering Shattering Shattering Shattering Shattering I'm just an empty bottle shattering

That look in your eye is making me sick This body's broken and it can't be fixed Cause I'm just so worn out and this is all that I've got Now I'm throwing up in a parking lot All I wanna do is spend the day with you The smile on my face has been wearing thin these days Come save me from this mess and make me feel okay I know just what to say, but I better not That was all I had, so back I never fought All I wanna do is spend the day with you

I'm gonna screw up again I'm gonna ignore advice from all of my best friends And they'll all think I'm nuts But I don't give a fuck Just as long as they let me come crawling back I'm sleeping in the same bed again I'm gonna regret all the places that I haven't been I'll say it's just my luck But I'm sick of feeling stuck Just because I'm too afraid of falling back I'm running late again I'm gonna explain why in all the texts I send I'd really like to talk to you but I just don't have the guts And you know it, cause I'm no good at calling back I'm gonna screw up I'm gonna screw up again Fuck! I'm gonna screw up again I'm gonna ignore advice from all of my best friends And they'll all think I'm nuts But I don't give a fuck Just as long as they let me come crawling back

Could have been a doctor if I really cared enough But I didn't have it in me I got distracted by a bunch of stuff I'm so stupid and empty My mind just wasn't in it And neither was my heart And the drive was a lie to myself from the god damned start It's funny how for years I kept trying Laughed at all the fears that I'd been hiding Took me a while to see that it didn't matter that much to me 'Cause I think you're so cool I didn't wanna go away to dental school I don't care about anything as much as I used to I don't care about anything as much as I used to I don't care about anything as much as I used to Except maybe you I wanna give up I wanna give up I don't wanna try no more I wanna stop all these pathetic attempts and saving this shipwreck Swim right out the door Before it sinks with a fraction of what's left of my dignity I swept so many failed tests under carpets Deep down I knew this is not what I wanted (not what I wanted) I don't care about anything as much as I used to I don't care about anything as much as I used to I don't care about anything as much as I used to Except maybe you And I still feel just about as dumb as I used to I still feel just about as dumb as I used to I still feel just about as dumb as I used to (as dumb as I used to) I didn't wanna go, but the rejection still kind of hurt Not as much as the one from you though That one hurt way worse That one hurt way worse That one hurt way worse I kept thinking things would get easier I kept thinking I'd get better I'm not basing my intelligence on some fucking letters And now that it's over I did what I was told I had to do But I still feel just about as dumb as I used to I still feel just about as dumb as I used to I don't care about anything as much as I used to