there is beauty when you allow yourself to see - Leaving Laurel

This space in time, this hated breath I've seen your kind at your very best This long goodbye is overdue You never came where I called on you The bastard wind is on your back The rabid dog has caught your track The golden age of old advice Don't give no cause or alibi One more night, one more night, will you stay here? One more night, one more night, we'll be safe, dear One more night, one more night Onе more night, one more night, will you stay hеre? One more night, will you stay here? We've crystallized, it's dawned on you You have the face of someone new The pleasures of this life I'm told Will spit you out in the middle of the road A scenic place the sky grows cold One more night, one more night, will you stay here? One more night, one more night, we'll be safe, dear One more night, one more night One more night, one more night, will you stay here? One more night, will you stay here? One more night, one more night, will you stay here? One more night, one more night, will you stay here? One more night, will you stay here? (Oh) when you see yourself, are you far away? Is it night or day? (Oh) when it comes to you if you reach the moon Can I be there too? (Oh) when you see yourself, are you far away? Is it night or day? (Oh) when it comes to you if you reach the moon Can I be there too?

Don't allow yourself to be controlled by this five things Many people spend their life at the mercy of circumstances Living at the mercy of what happens to them Living at the mercy of other people Not living in the present because They are stuck in the present of their past If you want to live a great life Don't allow yourself to be controlled by Any of these things Number one, your past Number two, other people's opinions and judgments Number three, limited beliefs you project on yourself Number four, relationships And number five, money Number one, don't allow your past to control you present or your future life Whatever happened, you must let it go Leave the pain of your past behind so it cannot ruin your future Leave the darkness of your past behind so it cannot block the Light of your bright future Your past is gone whatever happened Whether unjust, cruel, harsh, whatever the case Reliving the events will never do you any good If someone did you wrong, the only way you can win Is if you let go and move on If you live in hate, they win If you live in the victim story, they win If you want to win, you must focus on building your future And start right now Release that weight from your back so you can be free Don't allow events from he past, which are now gone To ruin this moment, which is perfect This moment which is now to enjoy Which is ready for you to live fully Number two, don't allow other people's opinions And judgements to control the direction of your life The need to fit in and feel wanted Can 'cause you to travel down paths you don't want to travel People pleasing is a curse that should be avoided at all costs Before you do anything, ask yourself Am I doing this because I want to do it? Or because of my fear of judgement from others if I don't? You were born unique for a reason You were born to stand out To be appreciated and loved for who you are Don't dim your light so you fit into the dull background of other people's lifes Shine bright as you are Those who really care for you will see that light and shine with you Number three, don't allow your life to be controlled by your own limited beliefs Now, a warning with this one These beliefs may be conscious, but more than likely they are unconscious They may be unconscious limitations That have been conditioned in you from a young age And throughout your entire life By listening to those around you who never reached for their own dream Notice your own limited beliefs and tell them to shut up There is nothing you cannot do Nothing you cannot have And no one you cannot become if you believe in yourself If you believe anything is possible, guess what? Anything is possible When you change your belief from limited to unlimited, your potential is unlimited Imagine what you could achieve if you lived your life as though anything is possible As though miracles are a standard requirement of every day As the saying goes, "when there is no enemy within, the enemy outside can do you no harm" When you have nothing inside holding you back There is nothing outside that can hold you back either Your entire life will change the very instant you decide to change your mindset The instant you decide to see everything as a gift When you decide to see every circumstance and challenge as a blessing rather than a curse The very instant you become conscious to the fact that everything in it is as should be And know that fighting what is, is insane Number four, relationships, a touchy subject But, if you are always needing another to be happy, to feel complete Then you are always one moment away from a breakdown if that person leaves you Or unhappiness if the relationship is not going well I'm not suggesting to avoid relationships There is no force on earth that is greater than love and connection I am talking about those who can't live if they aren't in a relationship Those who will be with just about anyone, including all the wrong ones Just to avoid spending a moment being single What I am saying is, to develop enough mental strength That you get to a point where you don't need others to make you happy You are just as happy being alone, as you are in a relationship And number five, this is what controls the majority of humans on the planet Can you guess what it is? Money This does not mean you shouldn't want abundance It doesn't mean money is evil You know as well as I do what great things you can do And how many people you can help with money What this means is, do not allow your decisions to be controlled by money If you are choosing something only on the factor of how much money is involved You've just made the wrong decision What you will find, is that when you follow your heart And you lead with your intention to serve others, to give your best to others Every single time when you follow your intuition and truly give from your soul Then, the money will come And it will come in far greater amounts than if you simply chase money for the sake of chasing money So, challenge yourself to live the life you want to live Free from being controlled by anything Find your freedom Live fully

Everywhere I go I find a little lost loves Taken with the tide My naivete dies Thrown up in the waves The salt underneath us shakes Heavy on the sea Our bodies wash up on the beach A slow fight Signs in the sky But we swore we'd try The waters cold No going home But we're still on hold I I I I and I Told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go your way But I'm still thinking the same things Strangers in loving Absently holding you It's always catching us up And yeah you told me you would change You're spinning out of my orbit Kingdom of the sky You're my religion in life But I'm thirsty for the blood A Burning desire for lust Frozen in a state Of loving you anyway Cause loving you is sweet When I'm not chasing fantasies Told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go your way But I'm still thinking the same things Strangers in loving Absently holding you It's always catching us up And yeah you told me you would change You're spinning out of my orbit All my life (all my life) Been falling out of time (been falling out of time) Been falling in and out again oh And I told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go your way But I'm still thinking the same things And I told you I would change But I'm still doing the same shit And yeah you thought I'd go ur way But I'm still thinking the same things Strangers in loving Absently holding you It's always catching us up And yeah you told me you would change You're spinning out of my orbit