Therapy - Cold Wrecks

We live and we learn Even lessons we curved I'm still on a mission I'm still on a search Wasn't looking for love I was looking for lust You gave me your heart I fumbled your trust I'm asking for guidance lord please it's a must It's been a long time I've been slumped in this funk I need to wake up I need to shape up I want to get back to not giving a fuck All this bullshit got me living a muck I swear I'm glued got me feeling I'm stuck Used to it lately Ain't liking it much Holding on to my pain like it's a crutch Walking down memory lane like it's not gonna make me insane Yeah Go out to the club and get super fucked up just to get that shit out of my brain Yeah But I know that ain't the way to go There's A lot of different things I gotta do to grow Gotta get back on my shit and gotta kill these woes There's no time to fuck around I gotta let you know Yeah That I've been malnourished for long enough But it's been about me just stepping up Instead I failed to realize That shit when it mattered so I still cry But it's alright Cuz I'm ok All I gotta do Is find my own way But I'm really creating the shit I promise I ain't going back to faking the shit Yeah Cuz I really got a taste for this shit I promise I ain't going back to faking that shit Yeah I promise I ain't faking this shit Cuz Now I understand that I'm made for this shit Yeah Just keep it running I said I'm off it babe No reason for caution babe Just do what you want I don't give a fuck I already lost you babe I said I'm off it babe No reason for caution babe Just do what you want I don't give a fuck I already lost you baby

A broken railroad crossing sign I didn't stop, I crossed the line There's tons of steel and plastic seats And people coming right for me A broken sign, an empty seat Your ghost is staring right at me And I'm too scared to say a thing The endless aching life will bring You won't pick up the phone I'm worried you're alone And I'm worried I'm a thief Caught up in another scheme I won't pick up the phone When I need to be alone Stealing someone's dreams And I'm caught up in another stupid scene We don't find love We learn to get tough We don't find love We learn to get tough A broken railroad crossing sign I didn't stop, I crossed the line There's tons of steel and plastic seats And people coming right for me A broken sign, an empty seat Your ghost is staring right at me And I'm too scared to say a thing The endless aching life will bring Child of an alcoholic Running out of things to call it Running out of time I never had the time (A broken railroad crossing sign) We don't find love We learn to get tough (I didn't stop, I crossed the line) We don't find love We learn to get tough

You only show up in my head when I can't sleep And I used to think I could see you In different cities And I'm letting go, but I'd like to know About a handful of nights When a couple things felt right About a handful of days When all we could say was goodbye And I'm letting go, but I'd like to know I know this is growing up I'm starting to see But now when I see you my throat closes up I can't breathe It's only getting worse in this garbage universe But there was a handful of nights When a couple things felt right There was a handful of days When all we could say was goodbye There's nothing to let go There's nothing left to know About a handful of nights When a couple things felt right About a handful of days When all we could say was goodbye

All the hours spent absorbing static light Slowly accumulate, a ledger that defines The total worth and value of a life Spinning circles And all the promises so confidently made To a quiet friend under a quiet grave Of mountains to be moved Potential not to waste To be constructive What a disappointment All the hours lost to self-directed hate Slowly pile up 'til you can't bear the weight But it's only the brain's worst chemicals Talking fake And that falling sky is just this desert's rain And that ticking bomb is just the body's way Of spelling out in Morse code "This could be okay" And I know you made a choice A different one than mine And I know that that's your right And I know you'll be just fine And I kind of wish you had The same respect for mine But I don't want to fight Because I know I'll be just fine In time And we're further away From the view that inspired us And we're further away From the knife that sliced us And we're further away From the view that inspired us And we're further away From the knife that sliced us

It's funny you should ask me why I never visit home It's just awkward that your company makes me feel more alone And I'm tired of pretending nothing's wrong We used to get our laughs in the cheapest fucking ways It never seemed mean but I've been thinking back these days And I'm the one that changed Sometimes I wish you could do the same I've been trying to wash these words off of my lips Find something honest to replace them with And I don't hate you I just know you'll never get it, and you don't have to get it And I wish you wouldn't ask about my best laid plans You wouldn't like the answer if I had one And your disappointed looks always keep me on the hook But I refuse to die for that This isn't what you want, but this isn't about you I'm just trying to flush the suburbs from my blood And I'm scared that you're the person I'll become And I don't hate you I just know you'll never get it And you don't have to get it You just have to respect it I'm just trying to clean the garbage from my floor Or maybe just hide behind my door I don't hate you I just know you'll never get it We'll probably just forget it

I can't seem to face up to the facts I'm tense and nervous, and I can't relax I can't sleep 'cause my bed's on fire Don't touch me, I'm a real live wire Psycho killer Qu'est-ce que c'est Fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-fa-far better Run, run, run, run, run, run, run away Psycho killer Qu'est-ce que c'est Fa-fa-fa-fa, fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, far better Run, run, run, run, run, run, run away Oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh You start a conversation, you can't even finish it You're talking a lot, but you're not saying anything When I have nothing to say, my lips are sealed Say something once Why say it again? Psycho killer Qu'est-ce que c'est Fa-fa-fa-fa, fa-fa-fa-fa-fa, far better Run, run, run, run, run, run, run away Psycho killer Qu'est-ce que c'est Fa-fa-fa-fa, fa-fa-fa-fa-fa,far better Run, run, run, run, run, run, run away Oh-oh-oh-oh-ay-ay-ay-ay-ay-ay-ay (Psycho killer, psycho killer) Psycho killer Psycho killer (oh-oh-oh-oh) Psycho killer Psycho killer Psycho killer