The Worst Old Ship - Jesse Ferguson

You're the worst My apologies That you feel the need to count every one of my flaws It's not lost on me that I might not be exactly how you want Inside my castle Mind is fragile Like a slipper made of glass Meant to break and not to last (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm) Nobody's born a villain But you made sure to draw it out You know just how to make me believe it Like it or not it's a part of me now You're the worst I will make sure that nobody loves you You're the worst and I'll make sure that nobody cares I know you are the worst You can't picture yourself without me And the worst is that I'm just a part of you It's kind of a tragedy Same old history Making each other feel small No more sympathy We burn easily Just like a house made of cards Kinda thought it'd be over now I've been stuck in the silence for too long Afraid that I'd never get out (Mmm-mmm-mmm-mmm) You're the worst I will make sure that nobody loves you You're the worst and I'll make sure that nobody cares I know you are the worst You can't picture yourself without me And the worst is that I'm just a part of you Nobody's born a villain (but you made me one) Yeah, you made sure to draw it out (look what I've become) You know just how to make me believe it Like it or not it's a part of me now I'm the worst I will make sure that nobody loves me I'm the worst and I'll make sure that nobody cares I know I am the worst I can picture myself without you But the worst is that you're still a part of me

Well I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy for you to be around Tear me apart, Baby, including this old heart that is true And never ever let you down Hmm, you shouldn't stick with me You trust me too much, you see Take all the pain It's yours anyway Yeah, kid Oh put the blame on me You ought to pass, you see Somewhere outside I threw love aside Now, it's a tragedy I said from the first I am the worst kind of guy for you to be around

You think you're doing everything right Well you're wrong Thought you would do everything right I was wrong I was wrong Asking why you're not picking up Baby are we breaking up It's been so long Can hear your voice in my head You said you loved me all along Or where you leading me on Now I know it's true That all of them said You're not who you said you'd be You said that you'd keep all of your loyalty Was I just a stupid girl for Believing that you loved everything about me Holding on so tightly Keep all of your loyalty Why you'd hold so tightly If you're not capable of loyalty I don't think you know what you're doing is wrong I love you we said How could I think that we belonged together Ask you if you're going out Other things I don't know about We're rushing in Can hear your voice in my head You said you loved me all along Or where you leading me on Now I know it's true That all of them said You're not who you said you'd be You said that you'd keep all of your loyalty Was I just a stupid girl for Believing that you loved everything about me Holding on so tightly Keep all of your loyalty Why you'd hold so tightly If you're not capable of loyalty Don't try to make everything better I need the truth Not your hand or sweater Don't make a move I don't want your love letters I can't tell if I'm being used You're not who you said you'd be You said that you'd keep all of your loyalty Was I just a stupid girl for Believing that I could get so lucky Holding on so tightly Keep all of your loyalty Why you'd hold so tightly If you're not capable of loyalty

Stopped inviting me to parties Does that give you some satisfaction Scraped my door with your car keys Now you're driving me to distraction And you making me feel like I'm messed up in the head Even though it's you Who messed things up instead Never talk to you again Hopefully I forget Everything you did to me Like to call yourself my friend But you're back stabbing Wish I never met you Christine Christine Christine Christine Starting saying things about me I think that you have an obsession Guess I'd rather be lonely Than rely on you for attention And you making me feel like I'm messed up in the head Even though it's you Who messed things up instead Never talk to you again Hopefully I forget Everything you did to me Like to call yourself my friend But you're back stabbing Wish I never met you Christine Christine Christine Christine Honestly I know just what you did And I'm not one who tends to forgive So just pretend you never knew me And I'll pretend that I don't know Christine Christine Christine Christine Wish I never met Christine

If only I could love you like I love the color blue Then maybe I'd be a little nicer to you Maybe if I eat nothing Then I'll feel something When I look at myself in the mirror Tell myself to go out running Call it fun And then after I'll skip dinner If only I could love my body Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories Tired of pretending like I don't have a clue And saying I'm not hungry so I have an excuse But then I'm left with nothing If I eat something And I'll hate the way I look in the mirror (look in the mirror) So I go out running Call it fun (call it fun) And then after I'll skip dinner (I'll skip dinner) If only I could love my body (my body) Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody (somebody) If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories Hate the way I look at me I can be so mean Fighting my reflection like She's the enemy Can this nightmare be over please? If only I could love my body (my body) Do you think it would make life easier for me Because I can't breathe After counting all my calories Do you think I could love somebody (somebody) If I can't even love a single part of me When I'm so weak Counting all my calories If only I could love you like I love the color blue