The Way I Was (feat. Aubrey Peeples) - Jem and the Holograms

I found a way not to think about it Open up a bottle Poor it in a glass I can make it disapear if I Drink real fast I found a way not to think about it I found a way to hide all my cryin' Jump in the car Step on the gas And drive like the devil with jesus on his back I found a way to hide all my cryin' And most days, most of the time It seem's to work Just fine I found a way not to miss someone Write down all the bad Put it in a book And read it every day, like a good girl should I found a way not to miss someone I found a way not to think about it I found a way I found a way

Lost and defeated, but still I stand My heart in pieces will beat again There is a story written in the stars That makes it worth it just to bear these scars Left foot forward and then my right It's not over, I've still got fight You get that feeling when you cross that line Like it was worth it just to take what's mine Brave enough to broken (oh-oh) Can't see, but keep going, oh Brave enough to be broken There's no more fear inside I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I've been through pain, but I'm still alive Walked through the flames to the other side You get that feeling when you cross that line Like it was worth it just to take what's mine Brave enough to broken (oh-oh) Can't see, but keep going, oh Brave enough to be broken There's no more fear inside I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, woah-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm still here Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, woah-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here

Merry Christmas baby Oh be sure to treat me nice Oh merry Christmas baby Oh be sure to treat me nice Get me a diamond ring for Christmas I'm living in paradise Well I'm feeling mighty fine Got good music on my radio Well I'm feeling mighty fine Got good music on my radio Well I wanna kiss you baby While you're standing 'neath the mistletoe Well I'm feeling mighty fine Got good music on my radio Well I'm feeling mighty fine Got good music on my radio Well I wanna kiss you baby While you're standing 'neath that mistletoe Oh santa came down the chimney 'Bout half past three Left all these pretty presents As you see right for me Merry Christmas pretty baby You've sure been good to me I haven't had a drink this morning But I feel like a Christmas tree

You're the hurricane and you're the thunder You're the ledge thats gonna be my fall You're the spell that I will be cast under I'm a fast car baby you're a wall Loving you don't make no sense at all Loving you don't make no sense at all You're the match thats gonna start the fire You're the flame thats gonna burn me down I'm a girl who's walking on a wire You're the wind thats gonna blow me to the ground Oh loving you don't make no sense Loving you don't make no sense at all But I do I do I cant explain it I couldn't change it if I wanted to Why I lie when that's the truth Oh I may be crazy but I still need you baby I do I do You're the mountain I'll never get over Oh you're the tear that one day I will cry You're the drink I swear that I'll stay sober Oh I'm the dawn and you're the deepest night Oh loving you don't make no sense Loving you don't make no sense at all But I do I do I can't explain it I couldn't change it if I wanted to Why lie when that's the truth Oh I may be crazy but I still need you baby I do I do You're the hurricane and you're the thunder You're the ledge thats gonna be my fall You're the spell that I will be cast under I'm a fast car baby you're a wall

I reminisce On the last Christmas I spent with my mom and my dad I'm still trippin' Wishin' that I could go back To know what I'm missin' It's a mystery, oh, how'd I forget I'm not a magician I try fixin' shit that I can't Memories made me sick I hope the past is the hardest that it gets Momma say she drinkin' to forget I told my momma "Save your son a sip" Tryna slow my breath and get a grip I think life is harder than in death They're in Heaven, I'm the one that's left (They left) I did things that I know are wrong but Time just keeps movin' on and No matter which way I run I can't go back to the way it was, now Broke bones and I shed some blood, and Time took a few friends I love, and No matter which way I run I can't go back to the way it was, now And I can't go back to the way it was And I can't go back to the way it was, now (Hold this moment while you can Tell your people that you care Do enough while you still can) I can't go back to the way it was, now (Can't go back to the-) I said, I can't go back to the way it was, now, woah (No, no) I can't go back to the way it was, now

Lost and defeated, but still I stand My heart in pieces will beat again There is a story written in the stars That makes it worth it just to bear these scars Left foot forward and then my right It's not over, I've still got fight You get that feeling when you cross that line Like it was worth it just to take what's mine Brave enough to broken (oh-oh) Can't see, but keep going, oh Brave enough to be broken There's no more fear inside I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I've been through pain, but I'm still alive Walked through the flames to the other side You get that feeling when you cross that line Like it was worth it just to take what's mine Brave enough to broken (oh-oh) Can't see, but keep going, oh Brave enough to be broken There's no more fear inside I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, woah-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm still here Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, woah-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here I threw my heart in the fire I've never fallen from higher But I'm still here I'm still here

Oh, I can be a slave for you I'll wash your feet with my hair Or I can be an animal Chasing you when you're scared I was never made for you But I like to pretend I'd rather have a smoke or two  But here we are again Here we are again Here we go again like a Ferris wheel Spinning is around so surreal We're made of holograms, digital love Oceans between physical touch Here we go again like a Ferris wheel Like a Ferris wheel I think about the shapes we make When our bodies are fed up I think I've heard it all before But I want your attention You wrap around me like a snake I have to catch a plane My chest is bulletproof but You kill me once again Here we are again Here we go again like a Ferris wheel Spinning us around so surreal We're made of holograms, digital love Oceans between physical touch Here we go again like a Ferris wheel Like a Ferris wheel

Maria, salimos esta noche? -Ay, no se. Maria, igual encuentras un Chico guapo. -No se, estoy cansada. Sabes que? Que vas a salir y Será una gran noche. Spinning round and I touch the ground An' I, let go of my mind Let the music take Over my body An' I start to unwind Feel the heat as I rock the beat An' I see your sexy smile Intense attraction, Bodies like magnets My, thoughts start to run wild De arriba nace el amor I want you to love me I want you to touch me I want you to know me I want you to show me I want you to love me I want you to touch me I want you to know me I want you to... Moving forward and Arching back With that, hot look in your eye Up so close I can feel You touching me No time to be shy Head to head no I Won't be lead Well I, I'll put up a fight Feel the bass, now my Pulse is racing And, I'm flying tonight De arriba nace el amor I want you to love me I want you to touch me I want you to know me I want you to show me I want you to love me I want you to touch me I want you to know me I want you to... De arriba nace el amor I want you to love me I want you to touch me I want you to know me I want you to show me I want you to love me I want you to touch me I want you to know me (De arriba nace el amor) I want you to show me I want you to love me I want you to touch me I want you to know me (De arriba nace el amor) I want you to...