The Traitor's Daughter - Nick Foster

And they're making children And they're making love With their old excuses We are built for reproduction But I find it soothing When I am confined I'm just fearing one day soon I'll lose my mind Then I'll lose my children Then I'll lose my love Then I'll sit in silence Let the picture soak Out of televisions Float across the room Whisper into one ear Out the other one Then I'll take my clothes off And I'll walk around Because it's so nice outside And I like the way the sun feels And when it's dark I'll call out in the night for my mother But she isn't coming back for me 'Cause she's already gone But you will not tell me that 'Cause you know it hurts me every time you say it And you know you're doing the right thing You must know you're doing the right thing I have lost my children I have lost my love I just sit in silence Let the picture soak Out of televisions Out of televisions Out of televisions Out of televisions Out of televisions And they're making children Everyone's in love I just sit in silence Let the picture soak

Tonight there'll be candlelight and roses In this little country chapel that's almost falling down There'll be tears in this old farmer's eyes this evening When I give my one possession to that city boy from town His hair is a little longer than we're used to But I guess I should find something good to say About this man who's won the farmer's daughter And will soon become my son-in-law today Mama left eight years ago December And it was hard to be a dad and mama too But somehow we made a home of this old farmhouse And love was all my baby ever knew He could be the richest man in seven counties And not be good enough to take her hand But he says he really loves the farmer's daughter And I know the farmer's daughter loves the man

When I open, my eyes I'm drawn in Into dream life Undefined Here worlds arise Each star burns new life into mine When I open, my eyes Each star burns new life into mine (When I open, my eyes) Feel so alive Feel so alive Feel so alive Feel so alive Feel so alive Feel so alive Worlds arise

Hey, this call, this is a little awkward but- I kinda just wanted to call and get it over with Was I never? Was I never enough? Just another Just a lover Oh you always Seem to get me With your disguise Over and over Again and again In a moment You can tear me down Rip me apart Rip me in two Like it's nothing But I can't seem To shake you To let you go Suffocating Here I am waiting For the answer For the day you will open Your heart to To the one right here Won't you let me Won't you let me in? I have been waiting I have been waiting My heart is waiting for For the answer For the day you will open Your heart to To the one right here Won't you let me Won't you let me in? I have been waiting I have been waiting My heart is waiting Was I ever? Was I ever in love? Was it real? What do I feel? Did you ever? Want the same thing Was it pretend? Over and over Again and again All I wanted Was to have you here? Here in my heart Here by my side To hold me closer But I can't seem to reach you To let you know I'm suffocating Here I am waiting For the answer For the day you will open Your heart to To the one right here Won't you let me Won't you let me in? I have been waiting I have been waiting My heart is waiting for For the answer For the day you will open Your heart to To the one right here Won't you let me Won't you let me in? I have been waiting I have been waiting My heart is waiting For you to let me in For you to let me in Ooh Just open your heart, open your heart Ooh My heart is waiting for you to let me in Things haven't really been working out as well between us And I think it's just time for both of us to kind of just move forward