The Street Focus Mixtape - DJ LAWY

When I was a kid I dreamed of flying rocket ships Of building castles in the sky Why would anyone leave that behind And I can't help but picture How life would have turned out If I had kept my sense of wonder If I hadn't squandered so much time I faded away but I'm regaining focus I'm breaking out of this daydream I haven't been talking 'Cause nothing needed to be said I've neglected thinking For there were no thoughts to be had PC It's not a wasted day if only somethings sticks this time I faded away but I'm regaining focus I've been building up steam I can't believe that the world kept turning I can't believe there's still no fade to black - You wouldn't know 'cause you failed to notice "You didn't care", the words didn't sink in - I had the feeling these walls kept closing I sought and sought but I couldn't find a crack - It's just for show, so I have been telling myself I wasted time, but now I'm back on track - Months before turning sixteen I woke up from the worst night I ever had My brother's shouts still ring so loud now The tone of his voice told me it was bad I started checking out there and then And I'm not sure if I ever got back I still get flashes left and right now Just chalk it up to panic attacks I can't believe that the world keeps turning I can't believe there's still no fade to black You wouldn't know 'cause you failed to notice "You didn't care", the words didn't sink in I have the feeling these walls keep closing I sought and sought but I couldn't find a crack It's just for show, so I've been telling myself I wasted time, but now I'm back on track