The Repentance - Defying Decay

Hello, mirror So glad to see you my friend, it's been a while Staring at the empty page before me All the years of wreckage running through my head Patterns of my life I thought had torn me Revealing hurt for shame and deep lament Overwhelming sorrow now absorbs me As the pen begins to trace my darkest past Signs throughout my life that should have warned me Of all the wrongs I've done for which I must repent I once thought it better to regret Things that I have done, then haven't Sometimes you've got to be wrong Learn the hard way Sometimes you've got to be strong When you think it's too late Staring at the finished page before me All the damage now so clear and evident Thinking 'bout the dreaded task in store for me A bitter fear at the thought of my amends Hoping that the step will help restore me To face my past and ask for forgiveness Cleaning up my dirty side of this un-swept street Could this be the begin of the end I once thought it better to regret Things that I have done, then haven't Sometimes you've got to be wrong Learn the hard way Just when you're through hanging on You're saved If we are painstaking about this phase of our development We will be amazed before we are half way through We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace No matter how far down the scale we have gone We will see how our experience can benefit others That feeling of uselessness and self pity will disappear We will lose interest in selfish things And gain interest in our fellows Self seeking will slip away Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change Fear of people and economic insecurity will leave us We will intuitively know how to handle situations Which used to baffle us, we will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves Misinterpreted promises, we think Helping for any one's touch For that to portray, I'm sure You're only one You're only as sick as your secrets But the truth shall set you free The truth is the truth All you can do is live with it

Back with a facemask Blades in ma dufflebag Bullets expand I got hollow's in my 40 gat I take his life put his ass in a bodybad Step on a snake Pussyboy, where my money at? Fuck all the mainstream shit I be doin me I fuck your bitch in my room Wearing Louis V Shoutout my ex I'm on a whole nother level bitch Pussy stay broke Next year I'll be fucking rich Ima bury every name Finna bury my face, yuh Feeling that way It's a doubt that I save ya Only smile on a bad day Shorty been a bad ting Wrapped in my sad place Fucked up, Speaking on my name, that's ya bluff You act tough tough, till a fucka walk up I ain't asking for the stuff But I got morals packin up Get the facts and the racks before you act up Back with a facemask Blades in ma dufflebag Bullets expand I got hollow's in my 40 gat I take his life put his ass in a bodybad Step on a snake Pussyboy, where my money at? Fuck all the mainstream shit I be doin me I fuck your bitch in my room Wearing Louis V Shoutout my ex I'm on a whole nother level bitch Pussy stay broke Next year I'll be fucking rich

Gaslight me Play the victim Feel my pain No longer burdened To play your games I'm trapped I can't escape No more hope I want to see the fear In your soul You are no victim You are weak Gaslight me one more time You fucking disease Broken morals Live in fear Do you hear me now your end is here You thought that was all I had to say Fuck your pity Hear my pain Feel the burden When you see my name You're trapped No escape No more home You're alone again The fear I want to see in your eyes I'm done sitting by Wait for the pain You can't understand I'm glad you finally listened to the words I say Feel the burden When you see my name You're trapped No escape No more home You're alone again You are no victim You are weak Gaslight me one more time You fucking disease Broken morals Live in fear Do you hear me now Your end is here Listen to the words I say Focus on my fucking hate I live this hell everyday

(Follow the yellow brick road) Follow the yellow brick road down to hell Death on my mind with a clip full of shells Wrist full of glass, scrape the skin with my nails Hate myself and you do too, I could tell Hey there friend Good morning, time and time again We've spoken, stuck inside my head Hearing voices but the pain won't end 'Till it's over Got a gun in hand, revolver barrel smoking like a cigarette Bloodstained across the floor with all the tears I've shed Sitting still inside the dark Where you left me for dead, again and again Where you left me for dead, again and again Where you left me for dead, again and again and again