THE ONLY TIME I FEEL ALIVE - XXXTENTACION

We're all alone watching shadows on the ceiling I've gone numb but I can't forget the feeling And I don't even know if I can close my eyes Don't want to sleep cause I'm wide and awake and dreaming Hold me close and catch your breath now I promise not to leave this bed yet Cause I feel alive I feel alive Cause I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I finally feel alive I'm lying here whispering the sweetest nothing I feel your heart beating faster than you're breathing And I don't even know if I can close my eyes Don't want to sleep cause I'm wide awake and dreaming Hold me close and catch your breath now I promise not to leave this bed yet Cause I feel alive I feel alive Cause I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) There's a time and a place for you to say what's next So tell all of the things you dream but never get There's a time and a place for you to hold your breath So tell me all of the things you thought but never said Cause I feel alive I feel alive Cause I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I finally feel alive I finally feel alive I finally feel alive

Got a couple enemies that used to be my friends Stay subtle, motherfucker, if I find you then you're dead I'ma treble all the trouble, aim the fire at your neck King Scarlxrd, motherfucker, you scared All these rich bitches wanna fuck me You ain't got digits, you bluffing I been on a mission, still running I'll keep all your secrets if you're lucky Nigga, when you see me, say nothing All my life, I've wanted this Now I've got it, I feel sick So addicted, I can't rest Bitch, I'm lost inside my head (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (yeah) I wanna vibe outside my mind, it's fucking crazy I wanna let go of my flaws (name a motherfucker this bad) And when I'm high, they think I'm way too fucking crazy I wanna live inside my core (name a motherfucker this bad) Rising from the ashes like a Phoenix And I got the passion, yes, I need it And I'm on these tracks again, I need it I ain't coming back until I feel it Lay it on the track until they feel me again Pussy, you know I'm build different, Young Scarlxrd too efficient Know when I get in, I kill shit Easy with the dub, I'm winning Getting to the work for the digits, it's easy, it's done All my life, I've wanted this Now I've got it, I feel sick So addicted, I can't rest Bitch, I'm lost inside my head (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (yeah) I wanna vibe outside my mind, it's fucking crazy I wanna let go of my flaws (name a motherfucker this bad) And when I'm high, they think I'm way too fucking crazy I wanna live inside my core (name a motherfucker this bad)

Dark brown hair and eyelash Reappear in a flash Now's the only time I know Early morning's greatest deed What's forsaken, I do not need There is water, there is snow Settling down door and room Keep it tidy, keep it like a home Now's the only time I know Come here, sparrow Watch my hand Black and blue seeds That is what my hand can Now's the only time I know Do my hair, paint eyelash Reappear in a flash There is more I'd like to know Nine-fifteen, then I'm done Quiet front seat, then drive around Through the water, through the snow

It's insane Falling backwards Into a normal life It's not safe Please fast forward Forward to feel alive I'm not okay Not this time Don't force me to feel alive So who's to blame? All this time Can't force me to feel alive... Even though You're much worse than I expected Still I reject it These white lies They dance through the night We try... I'm not okay Not this time Don't force me to feel alive So who's to blame? All this time Can't force me to feel alive (Force me to feel alive) So far away Far from this burden that you held so tightly The hound in the night I will awaken out and you have broken free You have broken free I'm not okay Not this time Don't force me to feel alive... I'm not okay Not this time Don't force me to feel alive So who's to blame? All this time Can't force me to feel alive... I'm not okay Not okay... I'm not okay Not okay... Force me to feel alive ALIVE...