The Last Day I Was Happy - Scarling

Looking back upon my life and the places that I've been Pictures, faces, girls that I've loved, I try to remember when Faded memories on the wall, some names I have forgotten But each one is a memory, I look back on so often I look into the past I want to make it last I was there I was there I look into the past I want to make it last I was there I was there Looking back what I have done, there's lots more life to live At times, I feel overwhelmed, I question what I can give But I don't let it get me down or cause me too much sorrow There's no doubt about who I am, I always have tomorrow I look into the past I want to make it last I was there I was there I look into the past I want to make it last I was there I was there Looking back upon my life (on my life) Faded memories upon the wall (on the wall) Looking now at who I am (who am I?) I don't let it get me down (I don't let it, get me down) Looking back upon my life and the places that I've been Pictures, faces, girls that I've loved, I try to remember when But I don't let it get me down or cause me too much sorrow There's no doubt about who I am, I always have tomorrow I look into the past I want to make it last I was there I was there I look into the past I want to make it last I was there I was there

It's Christmas day and I wish I was surfing I've always hated the snow I wonder how the waves are looking On the shores of Mexico So put me on a plane I'll go any destination As long as it's not cold And the surf is high so here's an invitation Oh, come on girl, let's go I'm dreaming of the breakers I'm wishing I could take you there Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh It's Christmas day and I wanna go surfing Somewhere far from here Take me to where the sun is shining And the ocean air is clear I don't care I'll go any destination Just as long as you'll come too We'll pend our Christmas night by a beach on the sand Under a silver moon I'm dreaming of the breakers I'm wishing I could take you there Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Out by the ocean blue I'll sing this song for you It's Christmas Day and I wish I was surfing Christmas Day and I wish I was surfing Christmas Day and I wish I was surfing

Well, I'm waxing the poetic and waning in denial When you say go go stop no go And I'm feeling quite pathetic -Until you flash a smile You say go go stop no go These drinks make me feel dizzy -If you leave, I pray you'll miss me Say go go stop no go But there's a secret in your laughter - A happily ever after When You say go go stop no go AND NOW YOU KNOW We are the music makers the lovers and the breeders And we are the new risk takers The narcissistic feeders Well, we kiss like painted tigers But we bleed like no one else Cause, we are the music makers Consumed with just ourselves I wake up every morning and feel like a statistic You say go go stop no go It's your prickly aggression - That makes me optimistic You say go go stop no go Often sick with my confusion which makes you disillusioned You say go go stop no go But all is right when you complain As you scowl in the rain Then you say go go stop no go AND NOW YOU KNOW THAT We are the music makers the lovers and the breeders And we are the new risk takers The narcissistic feeders Well, we kiss like painted tigers But we bleed like no one else Cause, we are the music makers Consumed with just ourselves Hey... HEYYYYYYY STOP, GO, STAY BUT HEY STOP GO STAY STAY HEY STOP GO STAY But if you walk away... close the door

When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world And I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special (You're so fucking special) But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special (You're so fucking special) But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want (Whatever you want) You're so fuckin' special (You're so fucking special) I wish I was special (I wish I was special) But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here