The Grey - Bad Omens

There was a time when I tried to hold the ocean in my fists When I mistook the language for the light There was a tightness that gripped my soul and bubbled at my wrists And choked me within inches of my life But now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey There was a time when I tried to bind and bottle up the sea I tried to hide my heart inside my head There was a maze of these vicious lines that cut through everything I pulled against them till my body bled But now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey I will find, I will find another way, way And I will lean, I will lean into the grey, grey Now I'm letting go And I can finally breathe, I can finally breathe And my hands are open, reaching out I'm learning how to live with doubt I'm learning how to lean into the grey 'Cause I've had enough of black and white I'll find another way and I will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey Yeah, I've had enough of black and white I'll lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey I'll find another way and I Will lean into the grey I'll lean into the grey

People come around People let you down Anywhere you go Anywhere you see It's real It's up to you to make it happen It's up to you to make it real And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some Tell me what you know Tell me how you feel It doesn't matter when you're down And when you look at me with your eyes That smile on your face, it seems happy Are you happy? And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some To bleed some Bleed some Bleed some Are you happy? Yeah! Yeah! And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some And you know how it feels To bleed some, to need some

I can hear your heartbeat I've tried so hard to forget I'm being buried under the memory of All of my regrets I've spent ages losing sleep While strangers warmed your bed I know it's over, please be over There's nothing left to save Let me let you down I can't watch you drown with me Let me let you down I can't watch you drown with me Your voice is ringing in my ears But I can't see you talk You could tell me to go straight to hell And I'd enjoy the walk I've spent ages losing sleep While strangers warmed your bed I know it's over, please, be over There's nothing left to save Let me let you down I can't watch you drown with me Let me let you down I can't watch you drown with me If I could make it simpler If I could get back to the start I would keep you even closer So that I could hear your heart But your pulse has started fading I'll try to hold on to the sound I know it's over, please be over 'Cause I'll just let you down Let me let you down I can't watch you drown with me Let me let you down I can't watch you drown with me

You break, you mend, blend in with the madness You try to love again, 'cause what else could happen? You're trapped at the bottom of your wishing well, buried underneath the wealth Penny after penny, reaching for a hand to pull you out, and then You wake up to sirens and quakes in your bed Searching for something to push you through the day Aching for meds that could take the pain away Every second, every day (you're waiting for the) Day to come when they will notice (it's time to wake up now) Fighting battles at your lowest (your fire is dying out) Dragging every step forward (but it won't happen again) And I'm not gonna pretend (I don't want the money) (Want the money) Can't say I'm mad, this is entertainment But I want what they have, and I'm gonna take it And I'm so sorry if I'm cynical, my water's full of chemicals I don't know what I'm made of anymore You wake up to sirens and quakes in your bed Searching for something to push you through the day Aching for meds that could take the pain away Every second, every day (you're waiting for the) Day to come when they will notice (it's time to wake up now) Fighting battles at your lowest (your fire is dying out) Dragging every step forward (but it won't happen again) And I'm not gonna pretend (I don't want the money) Want the money Want the money It's time to wake up now, your fire is dying out But it won't happen again And I'm not gonna pretend (I'm waiting for the) Day to come when they will notice (it's time to wake up now) Fighting battles at your lowest (your fire is dying out) Dragging every step forward (but it won't happen again) And I'm not gonna pretend (I don't want the money) Want it, I want it all Want it, I want it all

I'm the serpent here to test you with forbidden fruit I love the look on your face when I'm tempting you This is a part of me you begged to let you see A part of me that'll do anything to get what I need Maybe I'm sick, maybe I'm already dead 'Cause I'm not really scared of what comes next Maybe I'm sick, maybe I'm fucked in the head 'Cause I'm not really scared of the consequence Play with fire and you'll get burned Everybody rolls the dice, and it's your turn You put the gun to your head, all I did was pull the trigger So don't ask for my pity when I'm not the only sinner It's a trick, it's a trap, the evil's not in my head I'd like to think that it's my ugly human nature instead Because I don't feel remorse for the things that I did But I pray I have the chance to do them all again The path to God led me astray So the Devil came and lit the way, yeah I'm the reason you don't trust, I'm the reason you don't feel right I tore you apart, and I still sleep just fine I'm the reason you don't trust, I'm the reason you don't feel right I tore you apart, and I still sleep just fine Yeah, I still sleep just fine Play with fire and you'll get burned Everybody rolls the dice, and it's your turn You put the gun to your head, all I did was pull the trigger So don't ask for my pity when I'm not the only sinner Play with fire and you'll get burned Everybody rolls the dice, and it's your turn You put the gun to your head, all I did was pull the trigger So don't ask for my pity when I'm not the only sinner, cunt