The Enemy Within Me - HappyFourTwenty

Things crawl in the darkness that imagination spins Needles at your nerve ends crawl like spiders on your skin P-p-pounding in your temples and a surge of adrenaline Every muscle tense to fence the enemy within I'm not giving in to security under pressure I'm not missing out on the promise of adventure I'm not giving up on implausible dreams Experience to extremes, experience to extremes Suspicious looking stranger, flashes you a dangerous grin Shadows across your window, was it only trees in the wind? Every breath a static charge, a tongue that tastes like tin Steely-eyed outside to hide the enemy within I'm not giving in to security under pressure I'm not missing out on the promise of adventure I'm not giving up on implausable dreams Experience to extremes, experience to extremes To you is it movement or is it action? Is it contact or just reaction? And you, revolution or just resistance? Is it living, or just existence? Yeah you, it takes a little more persistence To get up and go the distance I'm not giving in I'm not missing out I'm not giving up on implausible dreams Experience to extremes I'm not giving in to security under pressure I'm not missing out on the promise of adventure I'm not giving up on implausible dreams Experience to extremes, experience to extremes Hey, yeah, yeah

Enemy Whith in my head I often wish That i was dead No self control Of my own mind Got to stop There's no more time Mommy, Daddy Help me, please I beg of you I'm on my knees Save me from This Life I Lead The pain, the blood The agony I want to stop Somehow I can't The time draws near I start to pant Once again I put it off I swallow hard And Then I cough Enemy Whith in my head I often wish That i was dead No self control Of my own mind Got to stop There's no more time I've got to try I must release Rid my soul From this beast It's my lst chance I must prevail Cast put the enemy I musn't fail Enemy Whith in my head I often wish That i was dead No self control Of my own mind Got to stop There's no more time Enemy! Enemy! Enemy Whith in my head I often wish That i was dead No self control Of my own mind Got to stop There's no more time

Over the hills, lies a new beginning Over the hills Over the hills, there is a way I know it Over the hills You can't bring all the gloom Your heart is frayed and so empty You glorify the future Living in a different world than me The journey ends in death You are giving up so easily You are the other half of me Over the hills Over the hills Over the hills Over the hills We are drifting apart Chilled to the marrow, cause you don't want to go Cause we've got a different wish at heart The amulet guides us to the other side When I go down it's you who'll bleed I'm not scared to die, as long as I'm with you You are the other half of me Over the hills, lies a new beginning Over the hills Over the hills, there is a way I know it Over the hills

(No escape) (No escape) The enemy is the inner me (no escape) Just 'cause I know this doesn't mean that I'm not scared Nevertheless, I'm a mess The enemy is the inner me But I won't play the victim Just to feel alive, when it feels like Armageddon Armageddon The enemy is the inner me (no escape) Nocturnal eyes, deceiving highs Feel our way through the dark Bleached in stars The enemy is the inner me But I won't play the victim Just to feel alive, when it feels like Armageddon Armageddon You can only weigh me down for so long I'm losing you now Teeth chipped and grinding Can't get a word in The words aren't worth finding This isn't me, bitter and seething What the fuck are you selectively hearing? We'll be standing on the graves of our fake peers Dead eyes don't lie, just live in fear Spitting blood just to watch it all undo You waste my time, you waste my time I'm sick of reflecting when nothing's connecting Liberate the casualties Did you want a reaction, some kind of acceptance? Give us Armageddon (Too many) Preachin' from the wrong state of mind (too many) Livin' life hypnotized (too many) Hiding behind fake smiles (too many) White lies, how do we leave When it feels like Armageddon? The enemy is the inner me But I won't play the victim Just to feel alive, when it feels like Armageddon Armageddon

Be my own man, do what I want Hurt what's good in their eyes I don't give a damn on what they belief I won't give in to their stupid lies The fire is rising I feel it inside me The flames are leaping higher and higher Their king wants to own me Now I can't control me Don't stand here and watch him get brighter Hate! Hate! This is the hate within me! The fire inside that consumes it all Hate! Hate! There's only hate within me! Let the rage out and be my own god! Take this book, that's holy to them And tear it apart so that they feel who I am! Now I'm satisfied, throw it on the ground I hate the king and he will hate me! Come my child! You speak with a gentle voice full of love and warmth But no one hears in the screeching noise of the war that's all around! Let me call you! All I want is you! Undescribeable is my desire for you! Ready for this message? Everything is all for you, I Never wanted anything but to Save you This is the love within me, the love that's for you! The fire inside that brings you life and takes you from this world I want to heal, and I want to restore! I'll give you shelter, my strength is with you! If you want it or not there is no hate within me If you want it or not there's only love within me

Something about you that makes me feel bad I wasn't there when a thin line destroyed your soul I search every corner, there's nowhere to hide how I feel Ignorance, sacrifice Some days it's harder, let's face it, it's all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Life's crawling and wasting my days Another night Gone and I know there will be Another way I'm leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye Something about you will make me stronger Now I'm aware when a man falls, rebound, my fault I search every corner, there's nowhere to hide how I feel Ignorance, sacrifice Some days it's harder, let's face it, it's all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Life's crawling and wasting my days Another night Gone and I know there will be Another way I'm leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye, goodbye Here I wanna be (here I wanna be, no more lies) Here I wanna be Here I wanna be (here I wanna be, no more lies) Here I wanna be Deep within me Life's crawling and wasting my days Another night Gone and I know there will be Another way I'm leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye (goodbye) Deep within me Life's crawling and wasting my days Another night Gone and I know there will be Another way I'm leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye