the enemy

Lost in a thought where was I? Sick fantasy Now this is eye for an eye It's getting hard to follow The wannabes There's something wrong here I know (Now I know, now I know) You Can't kill me now Can't kill me now Can't kill me now Can't kill me I'm done with this suffering I'm done with this suffering I've been standing outside of the fight Did somebody cross out my eyes Forget about everything Remember the enemy Remember the enemy I've got this blood on my hands It's bittersweet I'm sinking in the quicksand Slowly I need whats left of This shell of me Its fucking time to get up (Get up, get up, get up) You Can't kill me now Can't kill me now Can't kill me now Can't kill me I'm done with this suffering I've been standing outside of the fight Did somebody cross out my eyes Forget about everything Remember the enemy You've been standing outside of the truth Did somebody lose it in you Forget about everything Remember the enemy Remember the enemy I'm done with this suffering I'm done with this suffering I've been standing outside of the fight Did somebody cross out my eyes Forget about everything Remember the enemy You've been standing outside of the truth Did somebody lose it in you Forget about everything Remember the enemy Remember the enemy

I wish I knew a better way to say All the things I've kept inside You're running through my mind We're running out of time I don't want you to see the worst in me But the darkness always finds a way Don't want you to see the worst in me It's calling me, my enemy But it's become all I'll ever be It's calling me, my enemy (My enemy) Fear is a ghost Just a voice you hear when light disappears Why, no one knows I've been there and I've faced my fears Fear is a ghost Why, no one knows I don't want you to see the worst in me But the darkness always finds a way Don't want you to see the worst in me It's calling me, my enemy But it's become all I'll ever be It's calling me, my enemy (My enemy) Forged in the fire I lit inside me Don't want you to see the worst in me (It's calling me, my enemy) But it's become all I'll ever be (It's calling me, my enemy) Don't want you to see the worst in me (It's calling me, my enemy) But it's become all I'll ever be (It's calling me, my enemy)

I hear the whispers, baby If what they say is true They say I killed the brother To fall in love with you These words I heard them once before A conversation I believe How does a man begin to fall When he does practice to deceive There was a voice behind my back His face, I could not see it clear The voice was so familiar, though I knew my enemy was near I knew my enemy was near The sun is gone And the sky is black So get your ass out from Behind my back I told you once And I told you all And I told it like it was You can't Have me If you can't Catch me Out of your mind bent on revenge To think I once called you my friend You want the dog? I'll let him out Come and get some baby Come and get some baby The sun is gone And the sky is black So get your ass out from Behind my back I told you once And I told you all And I told it like it was I told it like it was I told it like it was

I wanna chase my dreams But you just punish me I lost myself inside the lies and wicked ways I'm starting to believe You'll be the death of me But all I see is the reflection of the enemy I think I've lost my way 'Cause I've got nowhere to run And nowhere to hide I'm running from the enemy inside I'll fight for my life 'Cause I wanna survive It's not the TV screen It's not my family I'd still be damaged even if I grew up perfectly It's something deep inside Something I can't explain It's like I've got a disease without a fucking name I think I've lost my way 'Cause I've got nowhere to run And nowhere to hide I'm running from the enemy inside I'll fight for my life And try to survive I gotta face the enemy inside I'm crying for help I'm living a lie I'd do anything just to stay alive I can't take it anymore Can't fake it anymore I swear I'll give up My fears and I can't take it anymore Can't fake it anymore I swear I'll give up My fears 'Cause I've got nowhere to run And nowhere to hide I'm running from the enemy inside I'll fight for my life And try to survive I gotta face the enemy inside This is the end of me The end of me Yeah! This is the end of me I am the enemy

I've been going back to that place again Makes me feel good again Finger on the trigger of a gun with a broken pin This is my greatest love Sorry, I messed it up Please give me a reason why I shouldn't just be giving up I don't wanna feel this come down (down) I don't wanna feel this come down (down) Feeling like I can be anything I wanna be But I know I'll always be my greatest enemy I know how you want me Nothing's gonna stop me And I know I've always been my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know I'll always be my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know I'll always be my greatest enemy This might be my last trip, my life's an asterisk I'm trying to break out of this feeling like I'm in a casket I can't get past it, all of this madness I wanna set my past on fire, I'll strike a match and I don't wanna feel this come down (down) I don't wanna feel this come down (down) Feeling like I can be anything I wanna be But I know I'll always be my greatest enemy I know how you want me Nothing's gonna stop me And I know I've always been my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know I'll always be my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know I'll always be my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know I'll always be my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I found a way out of all these dark lies Tryin' hard to get to a better place My demons took me from all those good times Feeling like I can be anything I wanna be But I know I'll always be my greatest enemy I know how you want me Nothing's gonna stop me And I know I've always been my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know I'll always be my greatest enemy Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know I'll always be my greatest enemy

(Tell me if you feel) (How do you think I feel?) Caught me off guard, I was chasing a dream Feeling like a god, like I'll die if I sleep I could never fold, I was promised a fate I'll be as your tongue, give me something to say Tear into me now, I don't feel the defeat Speak if I'm allowed, don't give a fuck if I'm seen My sickness had ruled me, my fortune erased No one came before me, they grant me no grace Don't refuse me now (Tell me if you feel) I can feel your skin Nothing beneath it (how do you think I feel?) Empty, full of spite Let impulse decide (tell me if you feel) Render me useless, I'm sleepwalking Hands do no good and you can't stop 'em Don't recognize ones who'd die for me I'll empathize if you stop talking I remember when I saw the world so clear Would give up anything if I could pause life there I don't need a thing, don't need a voice on me I just need this to stay Will you (tell me if you feel) I can feel your skin Nothing beneath it (how do you think I feel?) Empty, full of spite Let impulse decide (tell me if you feel) Feel like you'll break me Like you're replacing Like you're awake in another reality (how do you think I feel?) Go on and break me You can't escape these moments alone 'Cause you know I'm the enemy You fell into me like a trap I can't let you stay (I can't let you stay) Release yourself now We won't make a sound It's too much to undo Refuse to consume you Release yourself now We won't make a sound It's too much to undo Refuse to consume you (Tell me if you feel) I can feel your skin Nothing beneath it (how do you think I feel?) Empty, full of spite Let impulse decide (tell me if you feel) Feel like you'll break me Like you're replacing Like you're awake in another reality (how do you think I feel?) Go on and break me You can't escape these moments alone 'Cause you know I'm the enemy (tell me if you feel)