The Company of Men - Eliza Carthy & The Restitution

If I could face them If I could make amends with all my shadows I'd bow my head and welcome them But I feel it burning Like when the winter wind stops my breathing Are you really gonna love me when I'm gone? I fear you won't I fear you don't And it echoes when I breathe 'Til all you'll see is my ghost Empty vessel, crooked teeth Wish you could see And they call me under And I'm shaking like a leaf And they call me under And I wither underneath in this storm I am a stranger I am an alien inside a structure Are you really gonna love me when I'm gone? With all my thoughts And all my faults I feel it biting I feel it break my skin, so uninviting Are you really gonna need me when I'm gone? I fear you won't I fear you don't And it echoes when I breathe 'Til all you'll see is my ghost Empty vessel, crooked teeth Wish you could see And they call me under And I'm shaking like a leaf And they call me under And I wither underneath in this storm I feel it And they call me under And I'm shaking like a leaf And they call me underneath to this storm

Your only Son, no sin to hide But You have sent Him from Your side To walk upon this guilty sod And to become the Lamb of God Oh, Lamb of God, sweet Lamb of God I love the holy Lamb of God Oh, wash me in His precious blood My Jesus Christ, the Lamb of God Your gift of love, they crucified They laughed and scorned Him as He died The humble King, they named a fraud And sacrificed the Lamb of God Oh, Lamb of God, sweet Lamb of God I love the holy Lamb of God Oh, wash me in His precious blood My Jesus Christ, the Lamb of God I was so lost, I should have died But You have brought me to Your side To be led by Your staff and rod And to be called a lamb of God Oh, Lamb of God, sweet Lamb of God I love the holy Lamb of God Oh, wash me in His precious blood My Jesus Christ the Lamb of God Oh, Lamb of God, sweet Lamb of God I love the holy Lamb of God Oh, wash me in His precious blood My Jesus Christ, the Lamb of God Oh, wash me in His precious blood My Jesus Christ, the Lamb of God

I fell back with a sense of urgency The same lows, on a different frequency I lost touch, and felt the room scatter Subside, and opt for the latter I tried to get by balancing on fences But even indecision bears consequences I'm sorry for the way that things ended The lines get blurry when youre medicated I'm sleepless, and jaded It's my fault, I hate it Always longing for something more (It's all coming back to me now) I was tangled in her hair She was my cross to bear Pharmaceutical absolution But you can't pass the burden Blaming another person Hyper-delusional restitution I hit the gas It pulled me back The beasts of my burdens were fading fast I'll be the cul-de-sac Insomniac I'll die as a martyr, and maniac I'm sorry for the way that things ended The lines get blurry when youre medicated I'm sleepless, and jaded It's my fault, I hate it Always longing for something more The conversation started bearing its teeth Lock, stock, and stuck to her guns She had them pointed at me She said You're not a poet, or a prophecy Just a kid in your head With those hypothesis It's easier to be hopeless Pessimistic, and broken When you've gone too far But if you stand by the path you have chosen Confident and devoted You could learn to live with the scars I'm learning to live with the scars I'm sorry for the way that things ended The lines get blurry when youre medicated I'm sleepless, and jaded It's my fault, I hate it Always longing for something more Forever longing for something more