The Calamity Garden - Perfext

In modern days I try to think of ways to stave in expression Until I cave in, now to think of ways to placate depression When my left brain hits recession Amending trends inside my head Defending by Otamendi Depleting goodness in plenty Instead of betting all my checks I'll spend the rest on a necklace Stretched outta hemp, until I get faklempt Attempt to step down And my shoelace is twisted, I'm slippin' Opposite of ascension But then get caught I'm in a knot locked up in lonely suspension Now let the band play Hoping that this ain't another damned place A castle long as you can keep the sand safe Let the band play Nothing like the sun up on your last day So you just gotta get it while you can mate And let the band play And so I'm left here dolo and hangin' If only I could swang an inch or two forward Momentum would get me goin' To step onto the stool that I used to sit in That's looking now more like the of edge of abyss and I got my pants full of piss and There's not a chance this is the final dance that I had envisioned I feel my spinal cord aligning more with tiles in floors But all the while my own eyes are cryin', might be the force Or pressure under neck, I try like heck to pull in a breath Y It's just some shit to get off my chest I hope this letter said it better than I ever could have I put my heart in something just to get it stomped with a sneaker But we need silence as we test the loud speaker (Shhh, shut the fuck up!) Now let the band play Hoping that this ain't another damned place A castle long as you can keep the sand safe Let the band play Nothing like the sun up on your last day So you just gotta get it while you can mate And let the band play

We all make mistakes (go) And one of mine was putting up with the horse shit (go) They say any kind of press is good Wasting my time on a shoot Because I should Sometimes I can't complain, though (go) Never looking good makes me a bankroll To make sure I'm stable So, if I crash my car and need insurance, then I'm able (Hello?) What is wrong with you? You got a problem with me I'm gonna make you wait in line As long as the DMV so they'll never reach me 'Cause I don't have time for that chatter That movie was awesome, man I love the character he played on Spongebob That's cool, that's what he was known for I literally went out on a limb, not planning ahead That's why it's been such a slow journey Journey to the top I guess I'll just go until I burn out As long as the wax keeps dripping I'll make sure to stay lit Stay lit Stay lit Stay lit

So you got me all figured out Got me standing in the corner with your finger out I play along, play along for now But I know something you don't know I got your disease, I got your disease Never wanted a part of it but now I'm down on my knees Maybe eyes are meant for crying after all Maybe hands were made to crawl Silence so deafening I can hear my heart beating I'll never be the same No! Die! No! Die! Die! Die! Die!