The Boy Who Thought It Was a Good Idea to Cry - Johan Agebjörn

I lost my mind Chasing the feeling in the hills at night City of Angels, but it hurts sometimes Finally made it, but it don't feel right Don't feel like I thought it would I've been on the graveyard shift I got everything I wish, mm-da-da (da-da) Couple diamonds on my wrists But I really miss my- I've been crying inside, so you can't see my pain (see my pain) The high went away, and they all did the same (all did the same) Broken heart that I can't stitch All the money in the world can't fix this I feel so alone in California I got all these friends, don't even know one I lost my mind (lost my mind) Chasing the feeling in the hills at night (hills at night) City of Angels, but it hurts sometimes (hurts sometimes) Finally made it, but it don't feel right (don't feel right) Don't feel like I thought it would I'm by myself, in a room with a million faces (faces) I can't find home, and I've been to a million places All I've ever known was the black hole that I call my soul This my last hope, before I let go I can't breathe, I'm sinking low So I use smoke to get high I mean, I use this to hide 'Cause I'm not okay inside I fight this every night, 'cause I lost my mind (lost my mind) Chasing the feeling in the hills at night (hills at night) City of Angels, but it hurts sometimes (hurts sometimes) Finally made it, but it don't feel right (don't feel right) Don't feel like I thought it would I lost my mind (lost my mind) Chasing the feeling in the hills at night (hills at night) City of Angels, but it hurts sometimes (hurts sometimes) Finally made it, but it don't feel right (don't feel right) Don't feel like I thought it would (thought it would) Don't feel like I thought it would (thought it would) Don't feel like I thought it would

When I think back to the first time in my childhood When I saw that face, I thought right then That's a real good looking boy I saw myself in the mirror in profile For the first time, I thought Hey, that's a real good looking boy And I felt then that I moved With all those lucky fucks and angels High in the theater in the sky So I ran to my mother I said, "Hey Mom, take a look at me Have you ever seen a teen fly so high?" That's a real good looking boy That's a real good looking boy She said, "Son, well you know you're an ugly boy You don't really look like him" In this long line, there's been some real strange genes You got 'em all, you got 'em all with some extras thrown in That's a real good looking boy That's a real good looking boy That's a real good looking boy That's a real good looking boy Wise men say "Only fools, only fools rush in" But I, I can't help Falling in love, in love with you Now I'm here with you, little darling And you say, "You're beautiful as you are" And I've managed somehow to survive You arrived in my life like a fragrance You helped me find a way to laugh Now I know how so called beauty lies God gave him a face Then he gave me something above God gave me a grace Then he gave me your sweet, sweet, sweet love You make me feel I'm a real good looking boy I feel I'm a real good looking boy That's a real good looking boy That's a real good looking boy

In the night nobody can see the treasures that we hide, Let's take a ride into the city and pretend that we're Oblivious to time. It's a fight, every day I stay a part of the machine, I'm getting tired of choosing sides and making judgments About the emptyness of life. But it's alright by your side. -- And if you want to we can disappear into the darkness, We can float into the light, and you can tell me that you Want to start a revolution or just waste a little time. I never wanted to be special, I just wanted someone that was special to be mine, Don't say you understand, Just take me by the hand and come watch the world go by. And I try to make sense of the information passing by, It's getting harder to be truthful everytime I try to justify my Life. You are right, I would see the world much clearer by your Side, We could be shining like the satellites that guide us on our Way into the night. You're the light by my side.